hello.

Tuesday, March 06, 2012 11:50 PM

one step forward, three steps back.

Friday, March 02, 2012 12:04 AM

Today,
I SCORED A GOAL!!!!

I can hardly contain my happiness.

The slightest thought makes me grin like a kid who just got a new toy.

I went over to the field just in time to see the team having their half-time break.

I made my presence known to coach(with hopes of getting to play) and proceeded to warm up.

The second half began and coach started substituting some players.

He told a few of us to get ready.

My face changed. According to Chooboss, i looked as though i had a mission to accomplish.

I waited at the sidelines with bated breath.

I noticed him noting down the numbers of the the attacking players and i smelled opportunity in the air.

Then, he passed me a slip of paper.

I was to told to play as a striker.

Opportunity.

When my friend gave me a fist of encouragement, i mouthed, 'I will score'. (BUT SHE DIDN'T GET IT hahhahaha)

During the first ten minutes or so, i was desperate for the ball.

I was chasing around aimlessly.

I wanted it so much.

When my teammate told me that she was out of breath, my spirit became more alive.

I can do more for her and for the team.

If it were a movie, there would be flames of desire burning in my pupils.

I knew that i had to do more, i had to make something happen because if i lose this opportunity, there won't be anymore chances like this in the future.

I needed to prove my worth.

Honestly, i forgot how it happened.

I didn't even know who made the pass.

I forgot which foot i used.

All i remembered was how i saw a ball which was shot from behind flying overhead.

Then there were two defenders and i chasing after it.

Opportunity.

After it bounced once(or twice?) i raised a leg and shot it towards the goal with my laces.

I stared at it as it tore through the air, narrowly missing the outstretched arms of the goalkeeper as she dived for it.

As it hit the back of the net, i pumped my fists into the air and squealed.

The smile that was plastered on my face then could not be erased.

That moment and the joy of being useful created a precious memory.

All the smiles and hugs made it even more worthwhile.

I truly believe that attitude creates opportunities.

I am very grateful for this chance and i am deeply touched by all the kind words(:

Closer.

Just a little closer.

Sunday, January 15, 2012 3:57 PM

有梦就去追

Friday, January 13, 2012 12:21 AM

If i could describe today, i would describe it as exhilarating.

After being held back for so long by my weaknesses, i finally got a chance to move around with the ball and run around without feeling that i have to stay back.

I felt like a beast unleashed.

I only ate 3 pieces of kueh lapis in the morning and had bubble tea and 2 chunks of fish on skewers in the afternoon.

No proper meal and not much carbohydrates(not much right?) but i managed to run my ass off.

Though i made many mistakes and rarely got the ball/made good passes, i am just thankful for the chance.

If you would just tell me that you would mould me into who i want to be,...

Monday, January 09, 2012 2:05 AM

Challenge Accepted.

Thursday, October 06, 2011 11:27 PM

...because i have yet to achieve the targets that i have set for myself.

Was this what made you decide to let me stay for now?

Whatever the reason is, I'll make sure that you didn't make the wrong decision.

Attitude doesn't necessarily breed results,

but attitude creates opportunities.

Wednesday, September 07, 2011 11:52 PM

Come on, you're better than this.
You're much better than this!