OMG THIS IS DRIVING ME MAD hahahahhaha





ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh




yay found it!!
kyu looks damn hot and hes voice is .................S;KDL;SKD;LKSA;D




this song makes me melt.!
oyeah do you think i should change to a layout which can accommodate larger picture sizes in blog posts HAHA
holyshit! anyway today i was frustrating over nothing...
apparently sh didnt reply my message so i assumed she was pissed, but in actuality, it was just that her phone was slightly schizophrenic...
i ended up brooding over a dilemma that was basically non-existent.
anyway, i ended up going for team dinner instead of going mp3 hunting.
initially i was rather moody because i kept thinking of sipei niang and jm.
BUT(tocks! ahaha), (rofl that was shit lame) when we played the usual mini game, wow, i thought to myself:
the joy i got from playing football that day > mp3-hunting.
because of the 1 hour or so we spent playing, i felt that the choice i (mistakenly)made was worth it man.
dinner was fine, bursts of laughter every now and then.
the funniest part for me was when the milo ice kosong came.
WTFFFF INSIDE JOKE ROFLMAO
and aud and leena saying someone in the table behind looks like kyuhyun.
you know when i turned around to say i still haven't seen the person's face yet and they laughed,
i seriously thought they laughed because i was funny... ... ... ...
and vans laughter is... just never fails to amuse me whenever she responds to only a specific category of jokes. LMAO.

what would have happened if i had gone mp3-hunting instead?
well i will know that next week hehe

last one.
it's not the first time it's happened.
during a soccer gathering, if initially i was moody and didnt feel like going, when i eventually turned up for it, it always ended up being great fun.

last last one
since last week, i've been appreciating my class and treasuring my friendships with my classmates more and more. well, i can say that as the days go on (and the time we have left together shortens), i grow fonder and fonder of some of the people in the class. i learnt to look beyond their flaws, to bring smiles to their faces (at the expense of my image(eh bro, you got image meh?)(sorry, ridiculous self-talk)) and to be less myopic about certain stuff.

finally:
most importantly, after reading wong yann's blog, from yesterday onwards,
i have finally come to terms with who i am born to be, what i can and what i cannot do.
i learned to accept that we are all individuals with a myriad of personalities and abilities.
no, i am not giving up on my dreams and aspirations. i am merely getting prepared lest i fall short of them.
it was quite painful to have these thoughts, and i spent dinnertime eating alone at the dining table in the kitchen, with only my food and a photo of my grandparents.
i figured that if i wanted to help and save, i can do it in many other ways, though it wouldnt as effective and fulfilling as my ambition, of course.
Noble's oblige.
those two words i learned from an anime.
and while i have abated my hopes of going to yllsom,
i have not abandoned them.
because i trust that if i search deep enough, i will find A within me.
and hence my belief in noble's oblige.

looking back on last year,
looking for a private coach on my own
despearately searching the web for a coach for the team
attending external trainings,
going back to school once in the night just to use the field
training at the yew tee field at night
watching videos, pausing and repeating them to engrave those moves in my mind
watching tutorials to try to equip myself with the basics
relying on connections to get an external coach
pressing mr sham for answers to 'so whos our coach'
practising like a piece of shit for my corners
climbing double steps with only my left leg to strengthen it till it became a habit
resorting to calling up those who wrote their names on the list to explain our situation

though i ended up disgracing myself in the end when it mattered most,
i can say that i am a devoted, passionate, dedicated and shameful player.

wth , cant believe that its almost a complete train of thoughts.
havent blogged like this in a long time
i bought teenage!!!
edit// just read shs blog, HAHAHA the own goal, damn funny sorry for passing with bad angle
knowin you were so near to the post but you have to admit it was fking funny







HEY GUYS THIS WAS THE AWESOME PIECE OF SHIT SHOP I WAS TALKING ABOUT
http://orlakyra.livejournal.com/


after examinations i'm gonna:
1. start training(maybe)
2. get TONS(ok maybe not) of customised goods from that shop
like uh, ryan giggs pillow case, a lionel messi tote, a kyuhyun tote, a kyuhyun pouch, and a big tee with my a pic of my fav player on it and along with some other stuff with mainly words on, whatever la,
3. beg my mom for my card and go on a crazy online shopping spree.
4. buy ankle weights from daiso to train with (sounds insane but yeah i wanna try it out)
5. volunteer at SPCA
6. backpack travel
7. go to exotic places in singapore with gang
8. eat good food with qimin and shibin roflmao...
9. a lot more but i cant think of it right now.


omfg ryan giggs has twitter!
im so goddamned happy that i actually have watery eyes.
to meet someone you've only ever blogged about
to meet someone whose spectacular goals inspired (the shit out of)you
to meet the player whom you look up to
to meet the player whose videos you've ben faithfully watching on youtube
to meet the player in the posters beside my bed
to be able to read about how your favourite player feels about football.
wow, kind of an inexplicable feeling.
i could still remember our second goal against IJC clearly.
i remembered that i told myself, "ryan giggs i did it!"

i hereby thank the new media wholeheartedly.
though its not as if ive meet him in person...

off to find my other favourite players!


whoa i took his facebook quiz and i think its pretty accurate because the part i olded is exactly how i feel. rofl rofl.
man i enjoy saying rofl rofl.

Dear Emily Lim, Your Life Path Number is 6. This based on below calculation:

Birth Date: 14-08-1991
1+4+0+8+1+9+9+1=33=3+3=6

Below are the analysis of life path number 6:

The Life Path 6 suggests that you entered this plane with tools to become the ultimate nurturer, and a beacon for truth, justice, righteousness, and domesticity. Your paternal, or maternal, as the case may be, instincts with a 6 Life Path exceed all others by a considerable margin. Whether in the home or in the work place, you are the predominant caretaker and family head. While the 6 may assume significant responsibilities in the community, the life revolves around the immediate home and family, for this is the most domestic of numbers. Conservative principles and convictions are deeply ingrained and define your character.

You are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy. The main contribution you make is that of advice, service, and ever present support. You are a humanitarian of the first order. It is your role to serve others, and you start in the home environment. You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, the family and the friends.


omg, im on a nike commercial marathon now.
their soccer commercials are really good hehe


omg after my commercial marathon on youtube lol,





i spent the past two days watching short films on youtube,
which i find highly intriguing
here are some of my favourites!

INSiDE

Still Life

Beyond Words

Be My Brother

Fifty People, One Question

my name is lisa

ON TIME

Monday's Child

Monday's child is fair of face,

Tuesday's child is full of grace,

Wednesday's child is full of woe,

Thursday's child has far to go,

Friday's child is loving and giving,

Saturday's child works hard for a living,

But the child who is born on the Sabbath Day

Is bonny and blithe and good and gay.

damned,i think i just saw the best s league match ever.
finally saw alam shah UNLEASHED.
and the match was whoa...
there wasnt a dull moment
i only saw the second half but apparently there were more highlights during the first half.
guess people really look good when their working hard at something.
while watching the match, i groaned, i squealed, i squeaked, i slammed my table, i bit my lip, i crossed my fingers, i ...
but i laughed my as off at the part where alam shah ran so hard he slammed into the advertisement board beside the goalpost at full speed
it shows how he put every fibre of his being into the game.

aishhh
the ephemeral joys of a friday night soccer match.

p.s. hassan sunny is somewhat good-looking yeah!!


1. Elsie Ong
2. Roston Lim
3. Mr. Sham
4. Ms. Chua
5. Emily Lim
6. Ong Ah Kay
7. Lucy Lim


a list(in no particular order),
the title of which i do not wish to disclose.


To all the bad lazy genes from within:





credits to allkpop.com


"...One of the key units involved in the exercise at Vivocity was the Police STAR unit which has been specially trained to handle counter terrorism incidents in Singapore.

According to the Police Force, those who serve in the STAR unit must have a high level of mental and physical resilience and courage. It was formed in November 1993 to provide the Police Force with the highest level of tactical armed response."

an excerpt from channel news asia website on the vivocity terrorism drill.
actually my main point is:
doesnt Police STAR unit remind you of US's S.W.A.T Team that you see in the movies?
i think its damn cool man. like whoa....
P.S judging from their job requirements, i suppose they are erhem looking for someone like erhem me.

and for shuyi and niang
here's a pic of the the band mate.





ahh kyuhyun i miss you!!!!
join s21!!!!








im going to buy this album ( i think)
the last album i bought was cyndi wang's way back in 2004 or 2005?



roflfmao, on second thought, i'm not a hardcore music fanatic,
i'll probably just live off what i can get from 4shared.com HAHAHAHA




ahhh inmates dancing to sorry sorry!
what better way to spend your jail time!
music makes the world go round!


omg i stumbled upon this band called Mate while on youtube,
take some time off to listen, i think the song's beautiful.
(bonus : freaking hot drummer)