shit, idit i forgot to tag eq!!!!!
no wonder i keep looking for people to tag.... like something missing. wtf how could i forget so q, i tag you!.. walao sounds like pokemon " pikachu, i choose you!"

1. The person who last tag you is:
niang stingy ningy .

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
irontwelve/teammates/classmates/fellow lame /ultimate snackers and slackers/one of the people whom i just love to imitate

3. Your five impression of him/her:
1. sarcastic
2. practical
3. stingy (but at least shes no afraid to show it la... so after so long i dont really mind)
4. knows when to work hard.
5. someone i wont feel awkward even when we dont talk lo

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
kinda forgot... or maybe there nothing memorable WTH hahahaha OKAY erm her constant reminders to stop stoning ad slacking


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
all the "eh, thanks ah..*flashes cheeky grin*"

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
send myself into exile/drink detergent three time a day/change my name to die1, since shes niang2.../jump into a  lake full of piranhas before that/jump into a volcano lying to myself thats its just a swimming pool with loads of orange dye.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
saying more thanks yous and sorrys, but that will never happen so yeah

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
wont happen

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
er... she suddenly flares up for no good reason??

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
all the best fo pomos so she can take h3 phy

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
hard on the outside soft on the inside?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
lame-ded

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
lame
appreciative
me not caring about the way i laugh or the loudness or my laugh
passionate
high tolerance level
quite understanding

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
stubborn
indecisiveness
selfish towards certain people
really too lazy
not determined
thinks way too much

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
always smiling, diligent yet playful
someon who is bloody smart

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
just wanna apologise for whatever ive done which has hurt you in any way, and thank you for always being there; the lights in the tunnel and not the light at the end of the tunnel/

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1. nurazleen who doesnt have a blog
2. moomoo
3. a man who is rarely online
4. piangs
5. pwee whose blog is at a cemetery
6. yitong who doesnt read my blog
7. niaoniao who doesnt read my blog
8. miamia who doesnt have a blog
9. liray who doesnt have a blog
10. huimin who doesnt have a blog

18. Who is no.6 (yitong) having relationship with?
her mug. cos shes mugging

19. Is no.9 (liray) a male or female?
100% male, but 70% female to me or rather us!

20. If no.7 (niaoniao) and 10 (liray) are together, will it be a good thing?
ohman. thye dont know each other but its an interesting combination. niao will end up teaching liray soccer?

22. What is no.2 (moomoo) studying about?
PCME

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3(amanda)?
just yesterday on the train

24. What kind of music band does no.8 (miamia) like?
yew pew music.

25. Does no.1(nuraz) have any siblings?
yep one bro thee sises

26. Will you woo no.3(amanda)?
ill jumpdown the lciff agin and again and again ten times until i die... HAHA souns familiar?

27. How about no.7(niaoniao)?
ill send myself into exile to siberia and devote my life to eating sand. i dont mind being her matchmaker though.. itll be hell lot of fun!


28. Is no.4(piangs) single?
YES BUT SHE DOESNT WANT TO BE, JUST LIKE MEEEEEE. hahaha

29. What is the surname of no.5(pwee)?
tay

30. What's the hobby of no.4(piangs)?
laughing and laughing and laughing like a piece of shit/

31. Does no.5(pwee) and 9(liray) get along well?
haha they are the well-known bickering buddies of fourbidden

32. Where is no.2(moomoo) studying at?
the same place as me!

33. Talk something casually about no.1(nuraz):
long-time client of EMILY YOUR (NOT SO)FRIENDLY TISSUE PROVIDER PTE. LTD.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8(MIAMIA)?
we are fellow miamiamias yew pew! but no.

35. Where does no.9 (liray)live at?
lorong kismis hHAHA

36. What colour does no.3(amanda) like?
hahah orange pink? black?

37. Are no.5(pwee) and 1(nuraz) best friend?
hmmmm... fellow irontwelvians

38. Does no.1 have any pets?
nope, but she is MY PET though HAHA

39. Is no.7(niaoniao) the sexiest person in the world?
WTF KDJLASJDKASJDKLJDKJSKLJSAKLSJAKLAS

40. What is no. 10(huimin) doing now?
probably reading her bio notes and singing long to her fav songs/

hello world, it spells 330 on my clock now. just completed my econs va.
i guess i wont work till the very last minute. started this afternoon, even went out fot bday celebration at maries in the evening till nine 45. whoa. me projects a piece of crap though.
pretty much lifted everthing for gods sake, or in ningxin language, for PETE'S sake. HAHA

EQ LOOK DAMN HAPPY IN THIS PICTURE.
can you feel the smile reaching out to you and giving you a great big hug?
i was totally drained after econs, then i just randomly went to her blog, and i started miling to myself. i imagined eq at the place, damn high. damn on. full of h i-dont-ive-a-damn-what-you-think-about-me attitude which i absolutely adore and admire.
eq you must have had a ball o a time there. im glad for you!
jan, now i undrstand what you meant when you said you were happy to see me happy.
yeah.
em, once again, you gotta get going cos this world just aint gonna spin around you alone.

today i ran in the rain and though it was pretty fun, i felt lonely.
haha.





Mdm Elsie Ong,
I, your unfilial daughter, promise that i will never let you have to attend any parent-teacher meetings anymore. Next wednesday's will be the last one.

One day you'll watch me play and wonder to yourself if that really is your child.

Everyone lets hurdle over this obstacle and embrace the next challenge fearlessly.


took the day off today.
was so mentally exhausted from tuesday wednesday and thurs that i dozed off during most lessons.
after that we hah training then rock night. i really suck now, but promos are my priority, im trying not to touch the ball or go practise at the common corridor at night.
345 rocks! and captain calebs singer is damn pro.
345's songs were awesome, somewhere we belong and the calling song. AHHHH
but then again, realised that the issue of my heavy work load and me having to work extra hard for the next 6 weeks and how my mom would react to me being a possible retainee is like a dark cloud above my head, stalking me.
feels as if there is something weighing down on me.
but i trust myself.
i trust that emily will not let herself get retained. she'll pass with flying colours.

just pull me out of this abyss of despair.

thanks for those who showed concern and showered me with love and care,(can save money on water bills, dont have to shower myself! thanks man!)