hmmm todae was fun!!!
becos we had training and i began to realise that i like pandan's trg cos it's tough. like i am a compeititive person. i have to be the best i always wanna be the best. i can't stand not being the best. therefore i always aim to be the best. and i am always beri determined =))
yeah. i love miself. although i am ugly ahhaha

when we were running the 20 mins jog, we keep stopping when pandan wasn't looking. if it were mr lee's trg, i will never stop. not becos he's trg is less tough. but becos we are so filled with admiration and gratitude for him that we will not stop. cos we ain't gonna disappoint him. we respect him as our coach . once mi coach, always mi coach and that applies to mr lee only. see that i always call him mr lee and not eugene lee where i call pandian PANDAN and not mr pandian., heh , BECOS I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HIM!!!
one thing that pisses me off is that he is always late.a dn he claims he FOROGT THAT THERE IS TRAINING. can u give a better excuse??? awwwww. sheet ass.
newae.
tmr we are gonna go ice skating!!!! hahaha

now mi goal is to get into 4x400m relay. i am SO gonan get in.

and i realised that the i only need 2 days to pick miself up from setbacks.

i love challenges ;)
come one!!!!

i look stoopid when i clip mi hair up

i need to cut mi ugly hair


nth much to blog about today bahh. but i just feel beri rejuvinated when i read my tagboard these few days =DDD tanks ppl. at least i know there are ppl who care =) tankew!!!!

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine

hmmm. makes sense rite?
hha hell yeah. cos i compose one mahh ahha no la is howie day.
but i teach them one mahh
aiya as long as good things and attributes is i teach one ok??
x)
guess i am picking up.today when i saw pb seniors at jec, sorta feel abit happy to see them but i still abit shy la.
and xx, sheetbin and i were tickling each other on xx's bed. then we laff and scream ahaha.
had a fun time.....
cos i rawk.
DUHH ahah then when we were going home i receive an sms from fann saying that she miss me alot!!!!!!
woooooooot man it sure feels good to have someone missing ya... at firx i was sulking then when i receive her message, i smile like siao =DDDDD
tmr we gonna do hw!!! and tmr is pangpang b-dae bash too not much mood to go sorriii but still will give her prezzie.. DUHH IM HER LAOGOON!!!!!! happie b-dae to pangpang firx, i scare di forgot to sae tmr =)

hmmmm that's all i guess.

heh
even the best fall down sometimes
become,
sometimes the PRO falls down always



sometimes i think reality is reality and so there's nothing more you can do but to face it. so you might as well face it bravely. AM i right? duhh i have to be. because i am the pro. but how the hee=ll am i gonna tell mi mom wtf happened?? how will my parents feel? wat fk. sae that the maximum time u can be an sc is one yr ar. hmmm. nvm about that. main think is i dui de qi zi ji. hehe tanks to all those who have tagged ya. =))

newae ytd was one DAMNED race. and juat ying, no need to feel sorri kkaes?
cos if i am realli a good runner, i will be able to catch up with the rest but i din. so ya.
a good runner doesn't give up. a good runner will never stop during a race.
a good runner will never resort to underhand means to win a race.
a good runner has sportsmanship and lotsa determination.
above all,
a good runner will never let her personal matters affect her running.
and because of that overriding reason, i am not a good runner becos i let matters of the heart affect mi running.
i was still traumatised by what happened la.. who wun... i tink i am overreacting, but how can i not? u will nv know unless u put urself in mi shoes and becos u can nv put urself in mi shoes, u will nv noe how i feel. period.
i tot i can pia like supa hadr to vent my frustrations. but i totally forogt to and my heart was just so darn heavy. i was supposed to run with leena, but she just got farther and farther away. and so did my dreams of winning get farther and farther away =(
hah! i tot i was like so pro. but its like this whole thingy is bringing me down. i cried aftr the race.
heng i sweat like sheet. can camouflage and i was oni with fann at that time.. hee.

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. tat's it.. i dunno why but i just cannot find ne reason to laff and when i laff i tink its fake. i can't laff as hard. unless SOMEBODY'S eye mucus jumps on me again!!!!!!


just wanna sae that everyone out there, if u are given an opportunity at something, grab it, make use of these opportunities, dun let go, or u will regret it.as long as u have been given a chance or picked or selected, just go for it, no loss, as long as u are following ur heart . go for it.

dun end up like the PRO over here, given a chance, din make good use, now regretting.

sigh there's really nth i can do now.

i told jolene before that if ppl mock at u, u have to turn it into motivation to drive urself. and so i shall do that. if ppl gossip abt me behind my back, i will prove to them that they are SO wrong. the pro is gonna prove the world wrong. i'm gonna stand tall against the hurricane, never gonna get blown away. if i really don't make it. there must be sth really wrong with me and so i shall change for the better. IMPROVE. if not i can nv make it to the top.

i know that there is bound to be alot of ppl who dislike me. cos im a bad sc, so they say, mayb i AM bad. so what if its embarrassing. i have come to realise that that is not the main point. for as long as mi passion to lead keeps on burning, NOTHING can hold me back. ahso said i was beri determined when i ran on tuesday. but i just can't figure out how come i am not so determined at other thing such as studies and council life? mayb becos i really love running. if u enjoy what u ar doing, i will definitely be successful. tomrrow is the aquathlon, i am gonna vent EVERything out. get every germ out and sterilise mi body. thats good. so i have a reason to pia and i hope i go faster. i aim for sub 23min for 5km. YEA I CAN DO IT!!!!!!. when i saw dorcas crying the other time, i realli din understand how she felt, until now. so ya. jiayou =)

there's bound to be setbacks in life. mayb this IS one for me. to mould me into a stronger and more independent person. then again, i shall stand tall AND strong. words can't hold me down. neither can the ppl whom i have to face! i ahev mi fwens by me (shitbin, fann, janice, xx, irene, qimin, pearl, laopos and crossers)DUHH so i have to protect them and so i cannot fall.

i shall not want to be an sc just becos i am afraid to be ahshamed and embarrassed, cos that is not the whole point of this setback. yes i am disappointed and ashamed of myself, how come i did not remain committed and balance council with cca. but it is becos i realli love mi cca more.
most. more than nethin else. i have learnt that we sud treasure verything we have in life and NEVER take for granted what we are given. DO TAKE MI WORDS. and over estimating urself will lead u nowhere(this has happned 3 times, including now) -- becos i was so confident that i wud get in. yea i have admitted everything i feel and made miself seem so low-down to you. but i fell good abt myself becos i can face up to reality and not run away from it.


ALWAYS standing tall
NEVER falling down


His smile is beautiful (:

Warm all over (:

whoa looks like the pro is uhhh in love??
heh. newae i like these few days alot.
ytd we had biathlon trg =)))))) and this time the 5km i ran abit well and im quite satisfied =)))) hope i can do even better for the race !!! biathloners jiayou!!!
if the pro emily can do it, so can you!
hahahah
i beri scared on that day i go to "off" mode sia. walao but i must show him that i CAN DO IT.. YEA BABE.... i rawkkkk. newae i saw the juniors run their napfa ytd too. minzhang although is ap, but is dam pro (duh, i teach him one mah) he clocked 9.11
and jonathan and junxiong didi clocked a 10.06 and 10.23 . amazing rite??becos under mi excellent guidance , they have done me proud!!! wooot. nxt yr must do sub 10 hor ahha. next yr i wanna do sub 11. :)
AND i was freaking happie on the bus.. erhem. fann i guess u noie wat i referring to rite?

todae we had team-building and it turned out to be quite fun(becos i was there)the pro is a red monster. i looked into the mirror and i saw this big red triangle under mi chin. OWELL. and mi hands are BBQED okay.heheheh but beri nice
i like .. the oni thing i dun like is the two tone on my shoulder!!! dam erxin

i LOVE the telematch cos the pro emily got carried!!! zijia rawks lor. she dam strong, but i stronger la duhh.. ahhaa she can carry me and im like beri heavy lor... at least i can carry yining riteee??? i rawk ok. hehe then they carried me.. dam fun. love that part. and hocksing is having stomach cramps i think and he still carried edison. edison was like diving onto his back ahahahha.dam farni. then we decorated edison and he became sooo chio lor....

but got one part i dam paisehh. believe me. mi grp could have gotten 100 and not 75 if not for the pro emily. she ACT PRO BUI PRO. really start then run. suddenly realise tat fking map nv say that the green green patches are IMPREGNABLE FORESTs. walao... then i so paisehh then we wasted alot of time deciding wat to do next... waaaa. sheet ass. aint i stoopid?
mann... i tink wo jiaxu and the rest. we wud have died. grp i really beri sorri... i noe its mi fault la... but its an accidentthat a good leader shud nv make. and i know im not one.

it was interesting cos ppl turned out to be nicer than i expected and ppl whom i tot were veri nice, turned out to be uhh... not so nice.


heh. the pro is back!!! finally. and today i am smart enuff to snatch the com firx. good thing my bro isit back yet. YAAY. hmph. heee. so i shall continue mi pro speech kkays?

sometimes i just wonder if my dreams of becoming a world reknown scientist are ever gonna come true. truth is i really do not think so. at the pathetic rate i am going where i only manged to skim past the " JUST NICE" a1 and not even becoming top in class, i really really doubt so. i don't know if i have reached my true potential. "If you do not flap your wings, u will nv noe how high u can fly" heard this before? the problem is, i really don't have the energy or rather, the motivation to flap those wings of mine. sometime si feel like just giving up my dreams. but i noe that if i do, i will lose hope in everything and i will no longer feel the urge to do anything at all. basically, this dream of mine has keep me going for ages and i am afraid that if i drop it, it will be the end of the revelation of emily the pro. it will then be the beginning of emily the damned. haiz. some ppl do not have goals in life. and i feel that if we do not have goals in life, we might as well be better of dead. becos we have nothing to work towards and we will be constantly asking ourselves why we are working so hard. if u were to ask me why i am slogging my guts out when i can actually just choose to quit school , loiter ard the streets and go for gang fights. mi answer would definitely be becos i wanna be a great and noble scientist, and thats what keeps me goin. dreams drive me. they control the way u think. sometimes when u might just be totally down and depressed. no matter what ur fwens do to console u, u cannot run away from reality forever. u have to pick yourself up. if ppl mock at u, u have to "turn" what they say into motivation to strive for better results. you have to prove to them that u are gonna do way better than they expected u to do. its really up to you, yourself what u wanna do with this life of yours. dying is not a solution. so if u tell me u feel like committing suicide, i will think they u are a coward. cant face up to reality. ur death might be the only way to end all ur problems but it will bring to ur loved ones.... WHOOPS! WHAT SHEEET I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING ABOUT THE AMAZING INVENTIONS OF MAN!!!! ALWAES LIDDAT... ESSAY OUTTA POINT AGAIN LAR!!!!!

MANNN. the pro is uhhhhhhhh OUTTTTTA HERE


ive been thinking alot alot this few days. like mebbe what i want is just to lead a simple life??
i was clad in brabds today and i asked mi self if this was what i really wanted. tobe looked up upon to and admired? and be deemed as " rich" when im not at all rich? when i saw this old man who cannot even walk properly flat on his toes , i realised how lucky i was to have a pair of legs to walk with. and even to be able to run. u wake up everyday asking urself why u are born into this world. do you know that some ppl dun even have beds to sleep in? do you knwo that some ppl can't even see the sunlight creeping up on the blankies? and some ppl cannot even hear their moms breathing down their neck and asking them to wake up? my brother is a fucker. and i am crying because of him now he sucks. seee now he broke my train of thoughts and i cannot continue.. mann he suckssss. i hate the world. get me outta here. why must i have suck a fucking brother.. *SOBS*


today was zhou peng's lat day with us.. so sad. shibin cry ahaha. but i din tink it was that sad until now. mannn i regret not crying. qimin said that his blog(wich i cnt view cos its all in shinese) mentioned that he feel beri bad becos he think he nv teach us well enuff that's y iour results so lan pong.. >< its actualli becos i nv study hard enuff so zhou peng, we dun blame u, i only blame miself... its always too late when i regret sumtin that i have done. and hence i am an irresponsible fool.

saying the announcements wasn't so bad actualli, thing is before u get on stage u will feel as if ur throat is darn dry and that u have a terrible tummi ache and that ur legs are wobbly, but once u go up. u will feel beri comforatble and not nervous nemore.. next time if i ahve the chance i will sae more morning announcements so that i can train miself incase, erhem nxt time i have to give a lecture ina scientific conference or aftr i receive mi nobel prize >< hehe true okayyyyyyy. im gonna show u that the pro can do it!!!! =)))

we had gym to dae.. and gawd aches all over siaa!!!
i realise that i am SO not macho. becos i cant lift even one block of weights. and yeowlin could lift like 10 of them??/ omg. i officially declare that i am not physically strong but mentally strong =)) hee. means i still strong la.. then the sec 2 crossers played catching with the sec 3and 4 seniors. so sweet. can taste the sense of unity. i realli hope our relationship with eth esec ones will improve as time goes by.

all in all it was fun. mayb the oni thing that troubled me was tt why am i still thinking of him when i shouldn't??? my true love lies beyon the horizons and i can never reach him. heee. i beri pro hehe.

oya during math lesson. siow zixiang asked us to introduce our selves and when it came to me.. he was like
" so u were the one who went to rescue the 3 girls in mi classytd la"
"huh?.... orhhhh*smirks*"
" u said they had a track meet or sth so they cud leave early if they promise to hand in their work the next dae(wich is today, duhh)
and u know today only one of them handed their work??"
"oooo"
"so ? gurantor must receive punishment! ;)" ahhaha
actualli he's quite nice

duhh i teach him one mahh


before everything i wud like to sae that i am SO pro!!! okay.... shihui will understand ahhaha ;D


YAY, todae had trg=))) lotsa smileys cos its not track trg and i dun hafta face pandan. eeeks. i am scared sheetless of pandan. i mean like sh-ee-i-t haha realli realli.

newae i realise that siow zi xiang our math relief teacher is personally biased against me! walao, how can he treat the pro liddat?
ehhh he keeps calling me to answer those freaking maths questions becos i was daydreaming(as usual, duh. if not wat u expect me to do?) haiyo. then i as usual had thAT super blur and idiotic look on mi face and he was like do u understand? u look beri blur. counsillor!" walao... and eevrytime he ask me things is always counsillor here counsillor there. there are 6 counsillors!!! and mi name is emily not counsillor! haiiiiiiiiii
eg:
" wat is the value of q? no.. not u..*points* counsillor." ...
and when he ask me to answer question half of the time is irene tell me one... duhh i daedreaming mahh how wud i noe the true answer. tink i so pro ar?? EHHH WAT AM I SAEING. nevermind.

oya FANN BDAE!!!! hairpeee birth daeeeeeeee darling.!!!! =))))) she pro lor she got so mani prezzies.. haha early early in the morning i told jan and leena mi plan to wrap the prezzie in tons of newpaper so shell have a hard time opening. good idea hor??hehe. duhh then ajn sae wrap in 14 pieces so ya we sat on the stairs on the porch to wrap the prezzies.. haha


haha i beri surprised suddenly got ppl tag . tankiew newaes. i am not sad nemore cos today rawkked hehe..
todae was one of those HIGH days when i will laff till the whole school shook and the ppl ard me start vibrating too. thats wy the pro EMILY likes today!!!! now i musn't use the pro this the pro that liao... i need to use either EMILY THE PRO or THE PRO EMILY because for example if i say

" Let the pro speak"

qimin and xiaoxi will start talking as if they are the pros.. so i mux specify who is the pro first ahahha.

hmmm napfa yay 11.02. 3 more second to my goal... heehee but next yr i shall try harder!!!!
once i start running, i will always aim to be the best =))
yea thats my motivation.
and if i love wat i am doing, i will be successful =)))))
thats my life motto ``

we rain in the rain. starting is everyone wanna rush to the front. reminds me terribly of nationals. LOL. aha newae mr tan ask me to try to catch the guys so i did and of all human beings ran behind YYC. he seems to be constantly splashing water at the pro emily's face. like he is kicking up water as he ran.. must be he trying to make me get away frm him... but the pro perservered despite being able to taste YYC's athlete's foot in the water he splashed ><. so i ran and ran.. still behind him and still receiving showers of BLESSINGS. wakao. he realli doesn't want me to overtake him.................................
and so we reached the starting line at the same time. tanks to him i kissed 3 seconds goodbye. so much for the showers of blessings. heeee showers of blessings from God cos its raining. LOL
YYC actualli runs the same way leena ahso does... keeps on bounding AND splashing water. HENG i not run with leena ahhaha

so aftr school we had lit meeting and i was torturing irene haha actualli we torture each other >< darn farni. first is irene wan to get me off her lap. by tickling me becos she tot ppl will fall in front if kena tickled. and duhhh i dont do that cos i am not only emily, i am emily the PRO. so i fall behind when i laff . then end up is i lie on top of her and scratching her stomach then she keep laffing ahha then i was trying to reach for her head ahahah blardie farni.... i was squashing her heehee. blaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

then we had the REAL lit meeting jus keep reading the script. OYA THAT EUNICE GOH ZUAN BAOBAO. SHE WENT TO PUSH HER DEAREST AND MOST LOVING LAOGOON INTO THE MUD CAKE . ARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! however as her dearest laogoon is kind and forgiving she didnt get pushed into the mud cake. (actualli is becos baobao beri strong-- aiya i give way oni la)
hehe bhb sia.

aftr lit meeting qimin shibin xiaoxi and i went to sit on the swing (mi idea duhhh) ahhaha then we tok and crap and laff blardie loud lor. it was like 100 decibels . then when that moley freak lab tech walk past, we laff until the whole world shook . ahha then when LWF walk past i screamed and waved frantically. WALAO AND SHE SAW ME. then i realise what i had done and i was SO paiseh and i felt like running to the toilet... MAN. then when she walk past she was smiling ... probably becos she saw the FUN side of me. and i waved oh man... i am so dead . so embarrassing!!!!!!! how? how? HOW?

newae we just continued crapping uder the sun and laffing until we were sheetless. hehe

oya fann was crying on the phone to me... again ahah this time becos she beri touched abt the website eileen made for her b-dae =)) duhhh its was coool. go see ok?
www.forfann.blogspot.com


fine. the pro is beri depressed so dun mess with her.

i din get to do 400m individual. becos i oni ran a 4.19 and i was last for goodness sake...
it seemed immpossible cos when i was running the 7TH set of 4oom before nationals , it was 4.17............... and that was aftr 78 SETS lehhhhh. waloa iaftr i ran the trial todae... i jus bend down and kept asking miself what had i done so badly and whre had all mi motivation gone...

all in all im still to confident of miself... i keep thinking im good at it. and i dunno that others wanna run 4oom as much as me.... i fail to take this into account even aftr i learnt mi lesson from nationals... and so to sae... i am a sucker. i am a ******. i am an asshole. i suck. kill me.
main point was that i CRIED. yea the pro who bhb ytd still sae she oni one nv cry... now she is the one who cried. i need a hug. gimme one. i will tank u for a million yrs. i wun cry when i fail mi shinese. i will oni cry if i do not run well and up to mi expectations and if i EVER fall below a 75 for my science.

i mean what clifton soh said was ultimately right.
" The worst thing that can happen to somebody is not to realise your true potential when you do not stretch yourself to your limit. If you do not stretch yourself,you will never reach the peak of your abilities. "

Now u know how much clif soh rawkks mi sox off??? *takes off socks* (hehe thats me neu ultra lame joke)

mayb the oni happy thing that happened besides fann and i becoming yvonne and kaileng was that wenrong said i am cute! YAAAAAAAAY!
the pro rawkks her socks off! (takes off socks)


MI FATHER IS QUITTING SMOKING.

APPLAUSE... COS IM GONNA HUG PPL TMR!!!


sad. the pro is SAD.

see???
i told u todae would be a SAD SAD day... see? i pro enuff to predict it sia. duhh haha okay la.. sumtimes i too bhb haiz... SAD. la. i saw yitong crying. din go n comfort her cos i noe huixian they all will help her . and i noe she is strong but weak inside. i dunno la. SAD. newae i realised jolene was crying like sheet... and frm past experiences ahah its normalli becos of her parents and its SAD. so i went over to her instead. the way she describe her parents is like almost exactly like mine. HEH. i dunno wat to sae. jux mostly tell her to be strong blah blah. god i hope it helps. i dunno . but i feel that its of no use to tell ppl that "its gonna be alrite" when they are SAD. cos u are sympathising with them and not empathising them. we should empathise them so we can noe how they feel which is-- SAD. god. like mi dear shibin ahma oso cried like a chicken. she feels life is unfair. DUHHH. SAD. she said we study like so hard and we get sheeti results in return and so wats the point of studying??
i totally agree and for a moment the pro nearly wanted to cry but she told herself that she had to be strong... she had to be the one who will PICK her fwens up and not FALL down with them.
and she din cry(i am so proud of miself for that) DUHH ahah then, i made pearlyn cry. i told her mayb she din work hard enuff. then she said yea.. she din... she disappointed her mom blah blah. *waaa* crys out.. owell. i tot i was motivating her but ended up she felt devastated owell. the pro SCrewed up . sorri. hehe and in the table of 4 ppl, 3 were crying. and guess whos was the one who din shed a tear? MEE yay. i rawkk!!!! im strong!!!! ok, mayb i din have as much problems as jolene did and mayb i had a major major goal in life and i din reali bother to ask miself why i was studying cos i already noe the answer miself(i wanna b scientist mah) and mayb i had lesser distractions than pearlyn?
yea i guess so. thats why the pro was unable to understand their situation and wasnt realli successful in consoling them. x(

oya i got to know nalan and van yip todae :) nalan ACT shuai ahah but i shuaier than her still !!! hoho she dam farni ... shouting with shbin... haiz went mad over GAOXINBG. but gaoxing is shuai... EDISON CHEN rawksss!!!!!!!!!!! hes so HOT I NEARLY FAINTED YTD WHILE WATCHING GEN-Y COPS YTD!!!!! WAKAO..i wan EDISON CHEN GUAN XI FOR MY B-DAE PREZZIE !!!!!! PWEASE!!!

*FAINTS WHEN SEEING HIS PICTURE ONLINE*


so today was both good and bad. good becos i realise that erm some ppl are nice. and bad becos of a alot o f things.

becos i suck. yea. becos i keep making assumptions tt are not true.ok not assumptions. i keeping making fun of ppl who have difficulties arghy. u cant understand this. wateva. so i feelp pissed . with mi self.

ya and i dunno whether to .... or.... this fella here. owell. seems like .... goes around ....... ppl and is a ... ..... owell and the other guy is uhhhh. erm... wateva. hmmm. and thats why Anti Boys Assoiciation is so cool and totally rawks mi sox off!!!!! like i just ap-ied someone... todae feelllllllll soooooo depressedddddd and pisseddddddd owellllllll

tmr is nafpa and im gonna rawk the incline pullups i challenging birdflu. haiz actualli he quite nice de la... jux a bit uhhhhhh
biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and qimin IS farni .. she has a crush .. imean HAD a crush. last time.
not now.
save me frm mi sheet hole. im jux in a bad bad bad mood. i need to tok to fann!!! and xiaoxi!!!!! dunno wat to feel and dunno how to feel. OMG im feeling wat pearlyn is feeling!!!!! ---- DEAD. walao... i so dread friday and team-building dae and tmr. ... oya i need to tell peng jie sumtin abt his specs. i need to ask him abt them. so i decided to write a script wich can oni be carried out if he goes for the meeting tmr..

me: peng jie. why you wear ur specs liddat.
peng jie answers and wateva the answer is the reply frm me will be:
"mi fwen sae *laffs* u plae badminton liddat during competition so the oppenent ssee liao beri farni then cnt concentrate then u win the game *laff like sheet* "
haha a bit ap and idiotic rite... duhhh
i dun care la... i think this will be the only thing thats gonna spice up mi life tmr. so, i need to do it. sorri pengjie. you were chosen by the pro to spice up her day =))


heehee mi neu skin. nice??? haha i like the word athletics and the carrot!! ahhaa lol.
newae todae din rawk cos we had TRACK training.
contradicting eh?
last time is becos got trg tts why rawk. now is got trg then suck. becos now i track. not cross. with pandian. not mr lee. and im constantly scared SHEETLESS. can u imagine how freaking scared of him i am. its like terror grips me wheneva i see hes face. he instils fear. darn lot of it. and he scolds at God knows netin. unlike mr lee. who DOESN'T even scold. he is ALWAYS late. and todae trg was supposed to begin at 8 but he cam at 8.48. he was like" im so sorry i forgot i had trg today" i was like WTH u forgot. u are so IRRESPONSIBLE!!! freaking assholey idiot la heee. mux complain le!!!!
wateva. and u noe wat? the "warm up" killed me cos instead of warming up, i was boiling. 3 hard rounds ard the outer perimeter of the track and that was like our 1km set pace... -.- save me!!! and that was when pandian WASN'T there. if he were there? WOOOT. i faint okkk hee, then we did baton passing. firx time i did wrong hand. then he scold me. then he made mee scared until NJ. walao. goddamit God damned him man :[ hmph. make the pro so depressed. i DREAD track trg. mr lee. take me back pls!!!!!! goddamit and i suck at 100 200m so ... i wasn't selected for the 4x100m relay. wateva. i wanna do either 400 or 800. i beta get in.. orelse...eh i oso dunno wat will happen if i don geta do 400m which is mi niche. i be DAMED depressed
okok

so mi dream for this track season is to get to represent the school to paricipate eithere as a 400m relay runner or a 400m individual or netin more then 400m. =D
brace up emily, u're gonna do it. rawk the world. like you alwaes do.
if you love what you are doing, you'll be successful!

motivation_____is beautiful


owell. friday the thirteen and this, ummm sorri these are wat i get.

1st.
assholey physics result. i once told miself tt i will never let miself fall below and 80. but fk. i noe i vulgar. but this time i did although u mite think i suck cos i expecting too much. u nv noe how i feel hee. owell. when i got back that assholey paper, i said the f word. then ltr shibin ask me how cum mi calculator got f1 and f2 buttons(new model)
i said it stands for f one f two lor... -.- sorri

2nd.
haha this time one i not so pissed jux a bit scared cos we were caught by mdm blair or wateva for spraying water down the stairs on ppl. actrualli not caught , she jux stared at me. it was ahma who pour on irene then dunno cher ovr there. then she and pangpang hurri run awae. leave me there. walao. scapegoat hor? HOr? beri jiang yi qi hor... haha nvm la. not like the teacher scold me, jux that when she looked up, she oni sae me and ren ding wo as the culprit.haha

3rd.
erm lemme think. *pro thinking in progress*

oya if laffing and imitating VJ in class in the math teacher's face is considered a crime then tt ud be the third one:siow zi xiang blacklisted me.

4th.
to my darling ___ and ... all i can sae is yi ren zuo shi yi ren dang

of cos mani mani happie things happened ... like we were laffing like sheet during math . and edison was being fwenly when he said hi to me when i din expect him too!!!!! =)) mayb some boys are jux NICER


Best thing that happened to day: we had training.

let the pro tell u the whole story.

firx the pro tok approx. 10 steps to find nigxin. then we went down to find the rest blah blah blah ahha.. then we set off for queenstown stadium haha crap on the way. crossers mux spend more time with each other now cos we beri long nv see one another a bit not as close as last time le . hee2. oni got amanda, ningxin, ahso and i. four ppl training cross under mr TAN. lol. firx is we realli realli dun feel like moving any part of our pro bodies. dun wanna run. this is mayb the firx time i dread trg =( owell. newae still hafta do warmup 5 FREAKY ROUNDS ARD THE RED RED TRACK!!!! eeeeeeeks. owell. so not excited. we were like runniong like dead cjickens. mayb we weren't considered running cos when i stop to brisk walk when tan wasn't looking i can mantain same "running" pace as amanda.... -_- owell ... hehe so i kept on slacking by brisk walking when tan not looking . ltr we saw this bunch of rv boys goin to play lan and they walking on the track. i told ahso we need to impress them , cnt let them think that we beri slow. SO WE PURPOSELY RUN FASTER WHEN WE PASS THEM. pro rite pro rite?? duhhh .

hehe newae. we were like dying. aftr the warm up . come to think of it, our form now is practically sheet compared to the days before nationals. owell. gone were those days. now look forward to every race. to try our best. to be the best. haha. yea. thats the spirit of the carrot team. WEEEE~ okok essay out of point le. bck to mi topic.

heard news tt we were going to do 3 sets of 1km on 8minutes. owell .that hit me full blast. knew i couldn't survive,,,,,,...... ... wateva. we did drills firx then run. brrrrr fast forward to the first set of 1km... owell. we were saying how much our legs wanna break fwee frm our bodies. mi legs aren't motivated to move. they are strengthless. beri heavy. stubborn. dowanna move. argh. newae. followed leena who followed desmee who was darn fast . heh. and we did a 4.54. eeks. too hrd. so we decided to slow down. so leena sae she follow me. then this time i felt beri motivated. like once i get my feet turning in cartwheels i can't stop. i won't stop. so this time we ran a 4.58. athough we said we wanted to do 5 ++ heee. i din wanna be slow nemore. i wanna run. jux run well. my secret aim was to get below 5 minutes. for mi last set. so leena and i pia like sheet for the last 200m. whoa. 4.56.. heehe 4.54>>4.58>>4.56 heeheee.. running rawks. and aftr tt i fel that this was what i lurved to do. i love to run. makes me feel so good . full of determination and confidence. thats the way. uh huh uh huh

=) =) lotsa smileys for today cos we had training =) =)

<3 <3 lotsa love cos i love running <3 <3

Yours Boon-cerely,
President of Boon Society


TODAY RAWKS
tanks to LLM and her five wondafool words. hehe ok so mr soh oso said 7 wondafool words which are wondafooler than LLM's but the fact that the school's strictest teacher said sumtin that seemed nice to my ears
made mi heart smile. SMILE FROM THE HEART.

tODAY PRACTICALmade me believe that mi life motto is realli meaningful :

SUCCESS IS NOT THE KEY TO HAPPINESS. HAPPINESS IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS. IF YOU LOVE WHAT YOU ARE DOING, YOU'LL BE SUCCESSFUL.

I LOVE physics-- the king of sciences. and hence emilee shall try her very best to prove to the world that not only is her prac good. she is also the pwincess of physics! WOOOOOOOTs (applause please=))
realli . today was like maybe opne of those rare chances for me to prove to LLM that i can be what i wanna be. =) whoa when i overheard thier wondafool conversation, i can't help smiling, but i had to do it in mi heart. had to keep a stright face- to show im realli serious abt science =) =) i realli have great great ambitions
to be the best and only the best. =) =) =) smileys rawk hehe
but thats not realli possible cos mi physics marks are like not top in class nemore like last yr. and thats mayb the SADDEST THING ABT THIS YR =(((((((. OWELL. now oni can try mi best to gao hao mi prac. to proof to LLM. and mux gaohao stoopid mechatronics(wich i regret joining) to proof to her LOL seee? LLM im so good to u!!! next yr if go her class cnt fold sox LE..... >< heehee jk i not that bad. but if i realli get her as mi cher. i wanna be physics rep. huge responsibility
hehe but i wanna try?! cos its gonna be so thrilling everytime kena scolded by her until wanna cry haha

owell jux ben told that the one who sae i acbc was not lennon =( wich means i realli suck


ok ya... so mi wondafool taggie has been spammed by that asshole lennon . i tell u u can sae i bhb or wateva dun eva i repeat EVA sae i acbc. i hate being called nething associated to tt . i dowanna be a flirt or a bitch or even acbc. if it means act cool bui cool i dun mind. cos im realli cool ahahha jkjk
ya. so watch ur words hor. hehe mayb the firx one is not him haha

newaes todae 2bees went to KBOX
for fiesta sia hahaha. dam farni. ok XIAOXI RAWKSher voice is dam
nice
i recorded it
if u guys hear it. u r SO gonna admire her okay
its a beautiful voice

hehe i listening to it now.. sho nice!!!!

sHE RECEIVED STANDING OVATION. sitting ovation haha


oya HONG JIE IS LAME


ok haha took mani quizzes... i had a gift of a beautiful mind :D mi worst point is that im unforgiving ,, yea i am... sadly.=( hmmm. and mi happie icon is DORY!!! owell... and there's the words, "just keep swimming" tanks a million.! o and next time i will be a doctor!? NOOOOO newae doctor is sort of a scientist rite?? hehe *consoling miself* and i'll be worth $475,000++ hehehe and everyone thinks i cry miself to slp at nite??? LOL

i took the quiz "waht stoopid celebrity will you be killing"
owell, i will kill ASHLEE SIMPSON. with a MIRROR on JULY 4, 2018( okayy tat's when i'll be errr27???) woots

and i'm supposed to be in the band RADIOHEAD(nv heard of it)and i'm the DRUMMER(yay).. and mi fashion sense is Punk Rock Fashion Sense LOL

and i'm 79% GANGSTER...... LOL like tat's the biggest joke! cuz im SO innocent hehe.

Your immediate future: Dancing penguins will leave $10 in your mailbox(only?)
How you will die: Spontaneously combust(??) while walking in the sun
Your afterlife: You will rule heaven (yay)-no lah.. God rawkks



hohoho... meeee back leee!!!!!!!!!! aftr like dunno how long nv update.. sia was occupied with fwenster LOL. beri entertaining... haha cos can c ppl tat i dun realli noe 's real personality.. hehe like i just realised beatrice was actualli beri nice ok like nicer than i tot..like i tot she was quite unfwenly laaa. i tink she a bit dun like me cos eevrytime when i see her shealwaes got bui song look. -.- haha read her testiMONIALs and ppl sae she quite fwenly if u noe er well enuff... owell mayb i dunn o her well enuff duhh hehe newae todae went orchard with eunice pang pang and pearl.. so cool hehe long time nv go downtown le so beri fun weeeeee...
pearl is the number 11 bball player sia hahahahhahahhahahhaha lol... that was MI joke ahahahah newae eunice sae im lame- like aaron. LOL guess i got he EXCELLENT genes sia hahaha me papa lol hehe we crack alot alt alot of jokes,laaa dam farn weeee
mondae i got another fiesta party sia... with CROSSERS
weeeeeeeeee~ ILOVE MI LIFE... mux enjoy mi life b4 i get back mi test papers... X_x

cya


HEH. so i lost like dunno how mani marks i lost for mi science.... and like tons of marks for math(this one i don't care)okkkk ya like i mistook iron expand more than brass lor asshole!!!! gtg bro yelling his head off
mayb i dshud let his head drop off laa