why does it always happen to me?
you reap what you sow?


dont know why i feel inferior to her.
sighs nvm
dont ask who

anyway today i forgot what time i usually woke up at so i woke up at five zz
reached school as 627 YAY
freaking affected but the many zits on my face but z life still goes on.
it seemed like a mundane monday until maoch asked me to play badminton!
HJSDLKHLADJLAKSJDLSAD
WOOOTS
she bullied me like a toot.
wth when i went to drink water from the cooler i swear i saw black stars. like i always do when i do exercise^edit: TOO VIGOROUSLY without eating a proper meal.
lol not my fault i dont treat breakfast as a MEAL. heh
i eat supper.
anyway they said there was bio test this week, wtdjakjdajdljdjdajlda
nvm, i have something on so ill only have my test next tues 'l;'KSA;LKS;A
YAY
i wonder if you mourn my passing
if you weep my departure.

when i get my allowance, im going to by the elmo tee at vivo!
cant wait cant wait,


on monday, hiongy and i went on a heritage honeymoon. HH.
haha because there was only two of us.
we went to haji lane, walked a bit of arab street and kampong glam and we ate famous curry chicken rice along beach road area. i wanted to eat pork rib soup but it wasnt halal. but anyway the curry made me sweat like a toot. but leena was uh damn dry? and the curry was DAMN NICE LA.
if there ever were an oral picture discussion depicting eateries along beach road,
i would add a conclusion:
in conclusion, all the food at beach road is DAMN NICE.
just like how the guo hao from campus supstar pissed me off with his DAMN NANTING voice. to think i thought he was very cute!
its so ironic i thought his voice was DAMN NANTING and hence, his voice is really DAMN NANTING.
after watching two contestants, which i think are guohao and javin, i decided not to watch campus supstar.
that was very uh, off track
anyway main thing was, hiongy and i sat on a rickshaw to get from haji lane back to bugis.
BECAUSE I HAPPENED TO SEE THIS OLD MAN WITH A RICKSHAW AND I WAS DAMN EXCITED SO I ASKED HER TO SIT. WOOTS FIVE BUCKS FOR ONE VALUABLE EXPERIENCE. WE SHOULD ALL TRY IT SERIOUSLY. WE CHATTED WITH THE MAN, AND I REALLY WISHED THE RIDE WOULD BE FOREVER, LUCKILY HIONGY REMINDED ME THAT THE MAN WAS OLD HEH.
any i took damn lot of pictures while on the rickshaw. and one of them was sup funny.
because we passed by people on both sides of the road attempting to be jaychous.
while reviewing the pics, i zoomed in and realised there was a man smiling at us haha
and dont know why but we thought it was damn funny.
anyway ill load the pics soon because i absolutely HAVE to show you what the curry s tall looks like and how the man smiled.
i had oral today
i also had carrots bbq today!
WOOOOOO
hahha
i love the feeling of running towards your bbq pit.
though we didnt play much games, i still liked it because we fooled around with the juniors' mega crocodile float . damn f funny!@d;jlakdjlkajlkzsdjlzd i really think tis damn fun. liray was slamming everyone and then the girls were sitting on it like a seesaw.
talk about being the mature.
and lena thought of holding a funeral service for the crocodile with huishan sitting on it?! wthkhfkjhfkjhasdkjsah and she even sprinkleduh cold water on it as though she was uhm a goddess???sk;ka;dlka;sdka the water bomb fight started because niang and liray squeezed water bags while taking a picture. uh hah so we had to take revenge . grabbed like four at one go. yes greedy ass i know. ! when i was really desperate because there were so little bags left i took the whole bag away. come to think of it, piangs and i really shouldnt have bothered about how people will be offended if we blasted them , and just made more bombs heh and listened to nono!
anyway amanda couldnt seesaw with us on the crocodile and play the snatching float game because she coughs whenever she laughs heh NANANIPOOPOO.
nah nvm! because she should be happy that piangs and i carried her when she came,. ahah
i was doing my huglift haha then piangs grabbed her legs so i grabbed a waist.and then after awhile i realised she was already on the ground.
because piangs let go already nvm,
i love the carrots!@
anyway charmaines dad fetched us to clem.(thanks!) and when i called elsieong she was furious!
and when i went home, i expected to get a scolding, to my great delight haha, elsieong was sleeping, acting cool by showing that she not concerned HEH. okay maybe im thinking too much, nvm.
thanks moo for cooking
and jiege too
and guanlin
hold on theres a bitch sitting on the sofa outside my house too. that bitchy stranger thinks there wont be anyone awake in thsi household at this hour, and hes blind not to notice that theres a speck of light at the far end of the common corridor window.
maybe its my dad, who just underwent plastic surgery? cant be , were too poor.
haha i feel like turning the lock on my door super loudly and for a few times and see what he does.
he slike resting on the sofa talking on the phone.
damn im afraid his my bros friend, then itll be sup embarrassing!k;lksdl;sakdl;as
zzzzzz
nvm
guanlinalfrda sihui for starting the fire.
okay so the bitch finnally beared to leave .
anyway yeah uh.
claire for toasting yummy toast. uh jasmine for being a siaokia
and huishan for whining.
MAYBE WE SHOULD PUT ITCHING POWDER ON THE SOFAS EVERY NIGHT. MUAHAHAHAH
actually, it doesnt really do us any good if he itches, instead we are wasting resources because he has to apply MOPIKO . okay thats for mosquito bites. nah
okay thanks everyone for a fun day, thanks klock for opening a successful makeshift casino.
klock and liray are like wth damn funny when they act like gangstas HAHAHA
REALL DAMN FUNNY@
OKAY HERES A TRIVIA. HOWEVER GETS THE CORRECT NUMBER OF DAMNS I WROTE IN T HIS POST FIRST WILL GET FIVE CENTS!


my favourite thing to do know is to scissors paper
stone whenever we cant decide on something.
while sitting in charmaines dads car, i thought of limpeis limpeis ex car. in case you dont understand it means my father's sighs this is totally redundant, i shouldve just written my father's ex car. sighs nvm, already wrote it. wth this whole part is redundant!)
thought a lot but i shant elaborate.
just that, i will buy the latest mercedes benz for my dad when i make big bucks!
after sikiat told me about what happened. sighs, i dont really know what to think and what to do. just whatever lies ahead, we all have to go through it, pay for our bad deeds.
repent.
even though we are the unlucky ones.
but rules are rules.
im ready to be ********! heh or am i?


i remember what i wanted to say.
the other day i saw some paramedics attending to a guy.he seemed to have convulsions.
uh anyway thats not the main point.
this is.
if i cant be a doctor, i guess ill be happy being a paramedic.
anyway i happened to look through all the cards iron twelve sent to each other, the postcards that piangs and i kept writing to each other and the christmas cards.
i saw the picture we took at nationals back in 2005.
everyone was showing teeth, but if you look at the photos we take now, not everyone is.
maybe im thinking too much but what happened to those smiles?
what are we all guilty of hiding behind those sealed lips now?
why as we grow older we no longer embrace each other like we used to?
why do we repel from training?
why cant we give it all weve got?
ok nvm.
i feel as if i have cancer now.
i feel as if i have only 6 months to live.

and yet, im not making full use of it.
i saw the pictures that shibin and i took way back in sec 2.
we always cam whored.
the good ol' days.
or xiang dang nian i always say.

i cant imagine myself in jc,
i cant imagine walking out of the classroom and not seeing shibin and qimin; cant imagine looking down and not seeing xiaoxis back view.
i cant imagine not having piangs and aman greeting me at my table almost every morn.
i cant imagine saying hi to another maths teacher other than mr ng
i cant imagine turning around and not seeing moo and niang
i cant imagine no one slapping my shoulders besides leena
i cant imagine anyone with 3 unique styles of clapping besides eq
i cant imagine anyone as on as nono
i cant imagine anyone is does hw as slowly as me besides jan
i cant imagine someone as girly as chrislyn
i cant imagine

and these are just some.
i cant imagine not seeing the same ol' expression on jos face when i didnt change my shoes.
neither can i imagine myself telling someone else not to use their hp so openly becase my friend your senior is the president. right karen?

zzzzzzzzzzz


i love my ball heh.
anyway today we went to hiongys house. wtf
she kept BASHING me with the pillow. damn funny. lol
i dontknow what i felt like she was tickling me when she was actually whacking me!
sighs. i feel as if theres no prelims.
lol stressless somehow

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself. Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life. You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all. Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle. You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

okay maybe i shouldnt share something so private like this but nvm.


i forgot that i wanted to say this in my previous post.
just went to maozhus blog
www.owaesthere.blogspot.com

what she said really triggered off a chain of emotions in me
ytd while we were at lirays house and after going off, i realised that ive never felt as i really belonged to a group until i met athletics, besides uh haha LYLZ LYLZ. lim yeo lim and jin heh i guess you all should know what im talking about.
the feeling is really just so amazing and inexplicable and it hurts so much to know that you have only like what? 6 more months left with the friends that care and whom you care about.
and then there are those whom youve always wanted to know about.
and those whom you wished you could know them all over again.
and those whom youve crossed paths a million times and yet not know.

when we all go our separate ways, it will really be different, just like in sec2.
just that know, we wont even get to see one another.
even if we do, that special link , how do we re-establish it again?
but for some, the bonds will be unbroken; or at least i hope so.
11' 11:11 11/11
cityhall
maybe it will be called something cool like uh. CEREBO299 in the future heh.
okay thats lame.

will there only be one?
hay irontwelve.
how about a
12' 12:12 12/12


havent blogged in a while!
hee
today we went to lirays house heh.
damn fun.
it was not only until last night that i realised we really had a LOT of homework. AS IN REALLY A LOT.
though im not planning to do stuff like history and amaths there still is A LOT.
and i realised that ive only done those that have to be handed in on wednesday as in 6 june.
but at least i completed my english comprehension
its a good start
anyway. as we walked through the rich people's park heh. thats what i called a place filled with landed property, i really thought a lot. we all wanted to earn big bucks and live in a beautiful home.
dreams.
sighs.
and at lirays home we talked a lot too. talked about what we were gonna do when we grow up.i had so many immediate thoughts racing through my mind.
physicist doctor fashion designer fund raiser.
yeah im gonna like have my own trust fund of something for the needy.
damn im so cool!
and im gonna have my own line of clothings.
niang helped pick a name. heh
EM MARIE lol
SOUNDS NICE BUT LOOKS WEIRD WHEN WRITTEN.
WOO
how about just M
I can already imagine all of it; it would be situated in the heart of New York City; it will never go out of style; an average of two hundred customers per day; it would be grand and make every woman's heart flutter with euphoria. Ah, I can feel it at the back of my hand, seeping through my veins, fueling my heart with desire. I can barely control the excitement, my toes tingled with excitement, but froze for a moment. A single word ricocheted around my brain. How?

okay im self-doubting again nvm.i realsied i spent a lot of money on food. really a lot. especially on vivo's mushrooms /
ANYWAY I BOUGHT A MINE SOCCCER BALL TO PLAY AT HOME!ITS SHIMMERY BLUE! OHMAN ITS DAMN F UN JUST TO KICK IT AROUND. !


today we went to bb madonalds to stud!
The A's rock!
hehe
it was really very fun to be with them.
next time i shall order whatever my friends order, because whatever food that i order sucksW
piangss spicy seafood noodles were AH nice.
but i bet i cant finish the whole thing.
i shall try next time because im a brave person heh
i completed chem assignment set a today! left with set b!
i wont disappoint you wth!
its wongteckhee not what the hell
haha waimin said his initials wth lol
trg tmr then ningys house !
sighs havent seen mr ng in a looooooooong time. HI MR NG.
have you seen the little miss tee series?
maybe i shall print one that says LITTLE MISS NG
HAHA
and put his photo there.
WHO WANTS TO ORDER. PLACE YOU ORDERS HERE. ONE TEE FOR FORTY FOUR DOLLARS*

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