Saturday, October 29, 2005 8:27 PM

this is what maoxi wrote abt me in her blog and im so proud i just need to show off!!!!
emilee asshole! i noe u're waiting to see this liao..
u noe..last year i've never tot we'll be this close..but all the stupid things we lauff at together, things that no one else except us will lauff at..they're my best memories. i dun care how others feel about u, i juz noe that u're the best best BEST person i've ever met..nex year we're going to diff class..reali scared that we'll not be close le..wat if no one lauf at ur joke or my joke? i want all the best for u..stay happy, lame, asshole-ish, maori, cute, lovely, noisy, AP, bracey, and dun u dare forget me..i'll chop ur mao off
IM SERIOUS
[u rawkk and u're the PROEST PRO IN THE WORLD_lurve u forever]

281006 2pm at harbourfront control station. 2b oh five will meet
(got this idea from eileen 2h :D)


Friday, October 28, 2005 10:01 PM

im phhhking depreesed. tearing le sheet.
do you know the feeling when you search your heart, your soul, your mind and you find nothing except them?
the only ones who brought you joy, hope and laughter.
& everlasting happiness, or is it?
& friendship that lasts for eternity, will it?
Knocking on my ribcage, i hear a hollow sound.


6:14 PM

i am so phhhking sad now.
i am trying beri hard not to cry. cos my mum coming home liao.. if i hear the voice or see anyone from twobee, i cry like phk sheet. so heng maozhu nv pick up the phone just now... she porbably wanted to aks me play bball with cheltton and fwens.
i cant stand it. i realli need to go out and take a breather . maybe i'll remain quiet all day for tmr's trg.
wheneva im with cross ppl nw, i wished there were the maomaos. sori .
ytd we had individuals speeches and i felt so shuang yet sad aftr it,. shuang becos i manage to apologise to all the peopel i think i have offended, and confessed that i was arrogant.
and my maocake made my so phhking touched when she bowed and removed her rings aftr sayign she wanted to be an ordinary student. mk u rock.

then we had community singing during ms ong's lesson. man, i relaly appreciate her efforts for showing us a few of the ppt slides.
said that whnever a door closes for us, there will be another opened door that is waiting for us.
towards the end of the lesson we palyed songs and stood in a circle and sang our hearts out..
then i saw mk's compressed face, my heart ached. then the tsunami hit.
it hit everyone actually. ok, most ppl
then ms ong oso teared...

today was the phhkiest day of my life.. sori in case u are a sensitive reader and hate vulgarities, i normally use alot of these when im phhking sad. there.
i brought balloons for all the girls. haha little metalic ones i think theyare beri cute.. as for the boys, sori cos the balloons out of stock .oni left 21.. so, ya
in the car i was alrd starting to dread today.. and today was realli dreadful. worst day of my life.
ytd was most memorable.
i was inflating 21 balloons in the car and i was so phhkling happee to give them to my fwens..
cos i think its damned cute. liek when they see the balloon will think of me, cos im oso beir cute!!!!!
phhhk. my mum just came back and i feel like hugging her and crying..phhhk
nvm i shall stuff my self with baorui's damned phhkign yummy cupcake (which i ate four HAHA)
okay. towards the end of the day, tgl came in to do admin stuff for the last time.. then she called us out individualkly to comment on us.
she said she appreciated my efforts. really.
then i felt beri guilty cos i opposed her many times.
here's what she wrote in my report book n im realli flattered. cos its um, really too much.
"Emily is willing to take charge of given tasks with pride, drive and sheer determination. She can be dependered on to shoulder responsibilities as a Class Leader. Possessing an enquiry mind, she seeks clarification when the situation arises. Given her enthusiasm and self-confidence, she trained tirelessly for her running and field events to take part in the National Track and Field Competitions. She has proven to be selfless and passionate in leading the class in community service. "
i think she did her best to give every single one fo us good comments.
i appreciate it la, despite wateva she did before.
and then hile we were supposed to arrange the tables, we startign hugging each other and crying likephhk sheet. i hugged shike and i told her that i didn't noe i would miss her so much.
i hugged kaka and told her,"kaka i wanna kiss you" then i kissed her cheeks. and i really liek to kiss her!!!!i kissed her three time sto day if im not wrong. plus ytd is four!!! and four is a nice no!!!
okok.
then maoxi cried alot. then i see her cry then i cry even more jialadder. its liek i hug her an dmuttered some things then she sae she cnt hear what im saying cos i snorting too much.
mk cry until her eyes so puffy.we all went around hugging people.
then for the first tiem in two years, MAOZHU ACTUALLY WILLINGLY HUGGED ME AND FOR MANY TIMES.i just kpept snoprting and the snorts remained for a long time.
its was really really heart breaking. i could feel my heart being stabbed so many times. i hugged my sikiat papa. cos i finlly realised he was a nice person.. and i hugged kuanloong. ahha jiamin dun be scared, nth happenign he jsut my bro..
then he sae we cna still see each other in track and field.
i think he is the only guy inclass whom i dun really feel shy with. but ah loong ar, the poit is, track and field wun be until nxt yr june!
then tgl came and she hugged me!!!
tgl hugged me! shud i be honoured? well i dunno, she sae all the misunderstandings cleared up becos of my mum.. er.. got clear meh???
then just cry until ebri jialat. its the worst day of my life man. i kept askign myself, what am i gonna do? what will happen? cna i survive without u guys? and i keep on ending up with negative answers. i wanna go ice skating to vent my frustrations.

i am darn phhking proud to be a member of twobee. i am really happee cos i had a chance to be in twobee. and i'll miss each and everyone of you because im happy that i had you guys at all in the first place. missing sopmeone badly is the worst kinda feeling...
i really wish maoxi all the best in wateva she does. and don't ever forget me. i wanna hear u laff at mi jokes which are so stoopid that only u and i laff. and i wanna be able to laff at ur jokes which are also so stoopid that only i understand.
& i want you and i to be emcees for art fest next yr
.
in the canteen before irene went, i hugged her and told her that we msut continue to play bball. and i will go to her house play oso.
and i wanted to cont locker rental with pearl cos jo made me realise that its the only thing that might keep us together.

when i came home, i felt really so empty inside me, i justw anan get hoem and get my beauty sleep and hug my pink milk bottle which contains the cellophane autographs, the onion rings, and the sweets. oya and i laminated the class list.
so i went home then on the way to the flat, i sang dnag ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui. then started to tear. its phhkign sad. and when i reached home, it was home alone.
then i started to stare at all twobee realted stuffs liek my pink bottle and mi laminated clas list.
memories.
then i wore my class tee to slp. and realised that my shoudler kena sunburn
theh i hugged my milk bottle to slp.
and i realised i was till clutchign it aftr two and half hrs of slp/
i love twobee.
i suddenly ant two chalets.
cos its so sucky w/o twobee and i cannto stand thsi phhy feelign anymore.
oay and aftr shc maochi and kaka and jiayee and i went to ask teachers to sign on our photographs.
heres what they wrote.. which i am dmaned proud of :

"All the best & best wishes.-ms VJ"(i was quite disappointed with this)
" lijie wrote that i was ke ai1!! omg im so proud.!!!
"dear emily, you are an adorable(yay!) deputy chairperson. keep up ur bubbly self!"- miss tan. i was really touched. haha
to ms tan -sori if iw as noisy during ur clas.
"dearest emily, all the best to you!"-miss oei!!!
and for my two most favourite ones...
from mdm chiachia and mr sohsoh. really touched me.
" Dear emily,
carry on smiling,
laughing and learning.
Hope to have you as my student next year.
Mr soh"
"dearest Emily, Your bright smile and cheerful deposition never fails to brighten up my day. Keep up You positive attitude and i look forward to seeing you around in school.
=) Mdm chia.
"
she realli wrote that smiley. i feel touched. and now i really enjoy smilign and bringing happiness and joy to everyone aropund me with my stoopid laffter and stoopid jokes.
tankew teachers.
i love you.


Wednesday, October 26, 2005 10:38 PM

sad sad today.
project festival was so sian.
i felt quite guilty that i left jiayi alone to tne dthe stall. sorry.
realised that my jnr junjie is a very good dancer nia!
and aftr lunch break twobee sat in a big circle. then munkei cried.
then we cried too.
when i cry maoxi hugged me. then i told her
" nxt yr when i cry, you won't be the one hugging me already.
nxt yr when we sit in this circle, there will be different people"
then i cry more. then ltr she cry... she broke her antiness. cos she doesn't liek to cry in public...
maoxi i miss yooooo!
maozhu i love you!


Tuesday, October 25, 2005 9:12 PM

changed my song.
this is how it feels.
glad that i havent really actually shed any tears for the past few days.
today maoshe maopee maoxi and i at library. tgt with michele siying yanting an kuanloong.
kuanloong is damned farni... no wond ahe my brother! okay. he sae neth at all i will laff.

feel abd that the maos din go to republic poly support maochi.
so tmr bringing bananas for maochi to eat. u dam heng lor qimin... HAHA
cos im SO nice :D
uh yesyes.
& we drifted apart.
saded.
cant even face him now.
nvm. 2b's there. :D
i'll miss you cos im happy that i had you at all


Monday, October 24, 2005 10:47 PM

today we went to sentosa.
today we had fun friends and a lot of sun.

&we sat and the sand and talked.
&asked questions to everyone.
"What is the thing you liek about 2B?"
I cried a little when yitong said she liked twobee because it was two bee. and when someone said "everything"
"What is the thing you will miss most?"
"What are your first impressions of us at orientation?"
this, many ppl said i was nerdy HAHAHA and that yisheng was shuai. and that yisheng and i always beam during physics lessons.
it will always be.
as you can see from my blog web name.
actually i tot we were supposed to stay up late and watch the stars... but then alot of ppl complained of hunger.. owell
today was oso the first day i wore sth which i have never ever worn before in my life.
and i am proud of myself =)
soem of them catched sweets. soryy i mean SQUIDS. babee ones. darn cute. felt like squeezing them.. so tempting!
when was the last tiem we actually sat together and talked. along time ago.
thursday full programmed ya.
having community singing in class tee at the hall. if miss ong and maozeng allows!
i think they rock.
and chia chia's lessons will be used as touching moments and for speech.

&&&&&
i changed my skin! as you can see.
i think its nice. cos got my face. no la, cos its two beee!!!
song is meant to make you cry. :D
sometimes i think that perhaps next yr we will forget all abt each other.
i wont let that happen.
but what if im so evil it happens??


Friday, October 21, 2005 9:57 PM

qimin and i just cried on the phone to each other.
and it was heartwarming.
she said she misses me and asks whther we should call. and i was like ok.
then she pick up phone then she cry first. then ic ry.

maybe someppl will nevre understand how it feels.
u might also think im crying to show off.
or that i want attention.
I don't blame you, cos you will never know how it feels to be in twoB ever, in your lifetime.
&that, to me, is a tragedy.

When ever i see those 36 eager faces, i can't help but cry.
Next yr, it'll be different faces.
It will never be the same again, no matter hwo much we say about
treasuring the happy times and savouring every single bit of it.
Let's face it, it'll never be the same, ever again.
I always thought things will get better as years go by.
But it seems as though things will not get better than this, than 2B.
cos' you already the best that has ever happened to me,
The best present i received.
You are like little stars falling into my arms from the skies above.
These little stars,
I'll keep in my heart and mind and soul.
Every individual in our class is significant.
No one is forgotten and they won't ever be.
Cos no matter how bad we might be in certain ways,
It is bad in a cute way.
It makes me love and hate you at the same time.
The more i hate your notorious behavior,
The more i love you guys.
Maybe its our time to fly,
To set off on our next life journey.
And make choices that affects our future.
But will we even be able to lift ourselves off the ground without each other?

Monday will be OUR day.
A day where will will sit under the stars and enjoy each other's company.
& it will only be the sand, the sea, the stars &us.
It'll remain like that forever.
In my heart.


Thursday, October 20, 2005 7:50 PM

he. today ar, dunno what to say.

okay,
i'm sori people. i started the crying and spoil u all the mood. sori but it wasnt intetionally.
my acting skills not that good can cry until liddat.

its like, when i stare a the ground filled with twob people's legs in a circle, then the sakura song playing. wlaoa its liek this maybe the last time we are going to do this. liek sing in a circle.
then phhhk i cried. and the tears just won't stop. then maochi cried. then ltr play simple plan's welcome to my life. make me cry until more jialat..... then maomel hugged me then i think i almost squash her. its like that may be the last time i can hug her. phk i got tears in my eyes now.. then i i squeeze maochi's hand and she squeezed mine. and my heart was filled with warmth.
this kind of warmth, i cannot get from my family.
only from my friends.
and only from people in twob.
then we sing welcome to my life.
and it reminds me, when i was at the lowest point of my life, it was because of twob that i can pick myself up again.
when i fall down, it was they who helped me up.
when i am depressed, they were my motivation.
when i cry, they cry with me.
i think beri embarrassing my eyes so red.
then maochi cry oso beri jialat. sori guys.
then aftr we left hall, ok abit le, then we walking bk to class that time i run to maochi.
then i saw cassthen i cry again
i rmbered how i promised her to stand up for her when she needed me to in the war against ah geok.
it might be the last time i cna stand up for her, the last time i can actually give her moral support.
then i cry again.


Monday, October 17, 2005 9:40 PM

oya maozhu an di each ate a small piece of LIME magazine paper today. and i dunno for wat oso.
is she told me she ate befor ehtne i ask her wanna try again or sth.,
so 1,2,3. *pop paper into mouth*
and chew, chew, chew, chew, chew, ....


9:27 PM

Even if the whole world thinks you are mad,
as long as you yourself think you are not mad,
its all that matters.
Even if your parents feel you have not done your best,
as long as you yourself know you have already put in all your effort,
it's enough.
Enough to comfort your soul.

Just remember that if anybody needs to cry, i'll always be there with that "O'Darling" tissue packet!


Sunday, October 16, 2005 9:34 PM

you noe i read in a book that if you want to control ur anger u gotta continually ask urself a question. and i seem to have forgotten what that question is.
but i just know its either
"u sure?"
or
"why?"

eg.
scenario:
you have been emptying the rubbish because ur mother asks u to and sometimes because u really cant stand the sight of too much clutter in that bin.
you have a naturally rude look or ap kia face.
ur mum says that whenever she asks u to empty thebin, u seem beri unreluctant and always show face.
you get angry.
THE.
who wont?
ok at leats i will la.

lets see abt "u sure?"
me- im angry
mind-u sure?
me- duh. how would u feel if someone accuses u of haveing a reluctant look on ur face when u dont?
mind-u sure?
ok, maybe i DID have that rude look. but im born with it.
mind-u sure?
me-so u are asking me whther im sure if im born with a rude look or did i just put that look on my face, right? erm. i think both. i mena, if u are asked to do sth when u are in the middle of sth and bz at it, wun u be angry?
mind-u sure?
me- ok, other less pro ppl will not be angry, but pro ppl like me will be angry.
mind-u sure?
ME-ARE U ASKING ME WHETHER I'M PRO OR NOT???
IF THAT IS THE CASE. PHHHISH OFF. COS I am PRO. AND IM NOT ONLY PRO, I AM APPARENTLY AND DEFINITELY THE PROEST!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeee
mind-u sure?
me- PHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIISSSHHH.
*JUST KEEP FISHING , JUST KEEP FISHING*

NEW BALANCE LA, I DUN THINK IT WORKS. the "u sure?"
i think it got my angrier. kaoz

let see abt the "why?" then
me- i. am. angry.
mind-why?
me- cos my mum just accused me of having a reluctant face when i thrwo rubbish when i did not have it!
mind-why?'
me- cos she has EYES to SEE the look on my face and probably cant judge whther it is natural of a put-on?
mind-why?
me- well, she has eyes becos she's human. and eyes are for seeing.
and she cannot judge the above becos she is nto as pro as me????
mind-why?
me- humans are created, or evolved if you think scientifically. God gave her eyes, since she was born. OR, pre-humans realised they need to observe their surroundings and evolved to have eyes. she is nto as pro as me becos erm, nobody is as pro as me? HAHAhahahahahahahaha
mind-why?
me- ask God. cos pre-humans need eyes. so they decided to have them. i mean how are they going to recognise their fellow ape-men or know whether they are talking to black ant or a red ant. &becos "if i think i am the proest, then i am the proest. " therefore,"if i think noone is as pro as me, then no one is as pro as mee".
mind-why?
me- i think im not angry anymore.
mind-why?
me- cos i wanna stop answering ur questions.
mind-why?
me- cos they are irritating and on -going, they can go on forever!!!!
mind-why?
me- i think im angry now.
mind-why?
me- cos u keep asking me why!
mind-why?
me- now u are asking me why u keep asking me why, right? ask urself.
mind-why?
me- cos u sae one mah.

i think i know how to shut they "why?" up.
see:
me-iam angry
mind-why?
me- why? cannot ar
ok lame


Saturday, October 15, 2005 11:00 PM





i wanna be a kid again.
becos knowledge is harmful.
i wann abe innocent and naive like a newborn baby.
i wanna be brave and daring and not know anything.
but i still wanna make a difference in people's lives.
so i can't be a kid again.


Friday, October 14, 2005 10:22 PM

lets recount ytd. herher me, maoqi, maoxi, maoshe, maozhu and maobi the extra boy wnet cycling ! WEEE actualli beri shuang one then ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) my phone kp ringing and as i cnt use one hand to ride bike i ahve to stop and pick up phone. then maobi waited for me awhile then the rest jsut drove off cos i sae i catch up ltr. then ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) ltr cnnot see their butts le. sad. then maobi and i came to this road where it divided into two. then ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) dunno where to go lor.. hmph! then we turn left cos my ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) instinct told me to go there. then we saw yenpng, sikiat papa, yeapie! and mich and ah xian. haha mao kiat was rollerblading , maoxian oso. then i aks them whther got see maoshe they all come this way they sae nv so we n-turn and ride behind them lor.
then dunno suddenly saw szekait fall then yenpeng oso fall . wkao then we all stop go help them. yenpeng fell in the drain thre. quite serious. then she was crying and alot of blood on her shirt. then i was like phhhhhhhhhhhhk. must go find help. so i think jiamin they all go get tissue or sth from our bbq pit there which is liek damned far nia. then ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) there's even blood on parts of her body that wanst even hurt. saded u noe. see ppol like that. so we help her clean away blood and dirt with our hands la. cos ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) my tissue wif sb
then cnt wait la. phhhhhhk alot of blood u noe. then maokiat took out his skates temporary hang on my bike firx then i oso dunno where i go la. but i just knoe i cycled ahead and i saw this pet bottle with abit of water left insed. in a shelter. so iw ent to tke the bottle. to wash ah pengs wound cos secali got infection. thne just nice jiamin they all came bk with tissue so we help to clean her wound. i felt it. her chin there got one part sunk in. its like u feel it alrd, u will be sadded one. then ltr mich they all help her to that same shelter and help her clean wound. soem of use decide to go the chalet office get first aid or sth. so i think yisheng maobiu and i went. i tot yisheng noe the way to chalet office so i aks him lead way. then ganina(especially for that uncle phhhk who scolded maoflu) they cycle beri slow. i cannot tahna. i beri kan chiong one. so i faster cycle cycle. then when i turn ard they disappear liao
then i cnt wait alrd i reach the bicycle shop there i aks the auntie for big plaster and stuff. then she tell me what to do then i hurry cyc;e bk to ah peng. on the way never see yisheng they all -.- hah i think my eye got stamp. oya then cont. then roy, william, howhow they all oso go there liao. then we suggested go get double bike. so i cycle bk to ask pearl for it.dunno who aks me where i going then i shout bakc i go get double bike. then got these two phhhhhhhhhhhhhking chij girls sa in a sajiao voice "double bike beri hard one leh" then i sae "my friend injured la" then they shout dunno wat la then i sae " phhhhhhhk la" then they cont shouting at me then i sae " wait until your freind injured then you see" then halfway met mel and laopork with double bike! so heng so i aks them go bk to ah peng there. then william cycleyenpeng back. then at the poit there they discuss discuss then went to clinic. theni phewww alrd.
then laopork told me got two girls shouting behind me.

phhhhhhhhhhhhk them. its always becos of these kinda black sheep that spoil the whole image of their sch. heng i wearing home clothes. they wear uniform!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA i got advantage! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. but then again, are they from CHIJ???? herher.. blue uniform with loose belt. not raffle. HAHA na min HECKKK.

then suddenyl jaimin came bk sae yonru bleeding profusely. then i wa slike phhhhhhhhhhhhk . god testing me isit.
then i hurry ride to the smae bike shop and ask for the same thing.
then i go find jiamin. i dunnoe where they are. cos none to follow. so just rid eand look ard then i saw them. they on a rock. but must cross oever water to reach them. so i never cross over. budden yonru still can smiling, so aiya should be minor la. then ltr yonru cross the water take double bike bk. HAH doubl bike like an ambulance!!!
then i just give them the plaster. i thbnk they nv use oso la. the cut is so small. heehee
then we went back eat.

i suddenly told myself that i wanted to save lives. cos life is precious and vulnerable. dunno whther i shud be a doctor or physicist now. u see ar. in LOST, the plane crash the doctor is like the life source and lifeline of all the survivors, without him the rest BYBYE! its beriimportant leh. its liek you get to help others, emoptionally, physically and mentally. i want to do that.


8:49 PM

When you cry, the ones who realise you are mssing and go out to find you, are your really good friends.


Thursday, October 13, 2005 10:46 PM

It's Difficult
by Sandy Morray
(Winston 12/29)

It's difficult for me to take initiative
I can't seem to bring myself to do it
I am egoistic
And i know that egoistic people
Feel that by being the one
To start clearing things up
Means surrendering and losing
And i never liked to lose

It's difficult to change how people think
When i tell her where she went wrong
She still things she's in the right
To assume that things are at its worst
To let things affect her too easily
I told her
You will be happier if you believe in everlasting happiness
even though there won't be

Sometimes people don't take my words seriously
Sometimes people don't understand my reason to do things
But i know
That by believing that they have a good reason not to
I will feel much comforted
All i ask for is you to respect me
As i respected your decisions
Mutual respect
Is it that difficult?

today taught me alot of things, abt how to act in emergencies. which is to grab hold of any resource near you. and do not waste time
i also learn that i don't like to work with her
cos we clash
she didnt keep her words
i also learnt that we shudnt let other things take hold os our emotions so easily and lose our temper on ppl ard us.
that is why im nto affected by whats happening at home
and qimin, if you think shes far worse off than me, lemme tell u exactly whats going to happen to me
actually today sucks. except from 1pm to ard 3.45pm
thats like 2 and a quarter hrs
the oni person that cna make me happe is myself
the only person that can make me strong is my souls cos i noe i am strong
considering i normally shed tears when i miss my fwens and when i watch titanic.
nabeh that time i watch titanic cry until so jia lat thanks to that song and the old couple holding hands inbed . i was howling when my papa came home then i cry and cry.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005 9:55 PM

Don't Belong
by kyra henson

Sometimes when i don't belong
Things never seem in its place
The people around me
I just don't know why

Just when i thought i was here
I can't keep a straight face
Struggling inside myself
I just don't know why

I just have to think of a way
To spend all my time away
And so i stare at the ground
every minute or so
or when i don't belong
I ended up staring at the ground the whole time

I thought of others
People that race through my mind
Every now and then
I wish i was with them
Although i like those i'm with
all the same
So near yet so far

For the others whom i really love a lot
So far yet so near



All i want to say is, " I miss every part of you guys, every moment we spent together, every song you singed, every laugh you laughed, every burp you burped and everytime you asked me to shut up. "

And we've only been apart for less then two hours.
This is how it feels.


Sunday, October 09, 2005 9:53 PM

i dunno. well maybe this whole CIA thingy is getting to much into me. now im beginning to regret why i nv took up third language... or never paid attention during cikgu khamis's lessons.

i can't decide between which department i wanna join. HHAHHA
I STILL WANNA BE A PHYSICIST OKAY. and a spy too.

If you worked in the Directorate of Operations (DO), you would like to travel and have a great curiosity about the world and its different cultures. You would like to work with people from all over the world, be able to adapt to any situation (especially dangerous ones!), be well educated, know other languages, be good at working with lots of different kinds of people, and be courageous, well disciplined, and able to accept anonymity. The DO officer knows that no matter how good a job he or she has done, most people—including his or her family and friends and the public--will never know it. The rewards for the officer are the knowledge that he or she contributed to the security of our country and is recognized by his or her peers.


OR


A person working in the Directorate of Science and Technology (DS&T) likes using his or her creativity to reach beyond the stars. To work beyond the state of the art every day is normal in this directorate. If you worked here, you would love science or engineering and have the ability to extend your knowledge to new horizons. A DS&T person is the type of person who likes to see quick results and likes to know they have made an impact with what they do.


HELP ME CHOOSE!!

i need to apply for US citizenship oso.... and they said ,"The CIA will not assist you in applying for US citizenship."

somehow, i dun really liek the idea of working for another country's government.
mebbe i shud stick with my RV Green Movement.


Saturday, October 08, 2005 10:24 PM

YAY exams are over! but suddenly there's nth to aim for.
i wanna spend the rest of my time with two bee.
yay we having bbq on marking day! soooo looking forward to it. iuts like yet another day of funa dn excitement with my class.

then tues goin k lunching !!!!

its like its all gone in just twinkies!
the exams. u dread it. they come. they go!
OMGOMG perth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets go perth, lets go perth.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
omg omg so many things so little time.
tmr going mao she's hse with maoqi to do FLASH yar flash herher and maoxi mebbe coming!!!
i want to go perth!
i wanna play bball.
oya lemme tell u what happened ytd.

maozhu, maobao, maoshe and i went yew tee park to play bball aftr we EATSHITAAA at my house HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
sooo farni...
eatsheetaaaaaaaaaaa
eatsheetaaaaaaaaaa
okok then we play with a group of swiss cottage ppl. i think they ebri nice. mebeb becos i teach one. then when i block one of the girl's ball and catch it liao, she try to beta it off my hand and ended up scratching my cute face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha at firx was pain but then ok liao haha. but she keep saying sori so i, as a nice person ofcos will forgive her. i think i oso accidently hit her hand chao pain nia.
ok then got a scratch on my nose and a transparent one on my cheek. soo happe. i hope the wound get deeper so i can wear plaster to sch . beri cool!!!!
ahahahahhaa
then aftr we play maozhu wallet disappear then maoshe and maozhu say they saw the wallet aftr left my hse so i think sure cnt be at my house mux b ppl steal one. but aiya just go home check. then the swiss cottage girl ride bike go ard help us look for the brown converse maozhu wallet. then maoshe and i went home to look. then on our way i kp saying hundred % not at my house cos they sae they saw it. then maoshe say she believe in miracles. then i sae i dun belive in miracles.

then i sae if its at my house then i will believe in miracles. then we go home and saw the maozhu wallet at the foot of my door the carpet there. kaobei. see now i have to eblieve in meracles. jsut becos maoshe and maozhu are pig-eyed. ok maozhu is pig eyed. maoshe is chicken eyed
YAYEE
we found the maozhu wallet!