hey haven been updationg for while cos i dun feel like. my life now is so boring and di i tell u llm scolded me many times?
cos i quitted last yr.
i just hope things will be betta for tkk.

ill be in perth tmr until next saturday so dont cha meiss the pro emily!!!!! OR chen kaige...
altho u will but wont admit...
miss os can la, just dont think of me too much until u go asylum la hor.
byby i realli realli wnat another twobee outing. but where???


i realised that the determined part of myself has been replaced by maturity.
not all but most of it.
Enough to make me stop for a time trial.
It's like runnign and running and running.
when we were on the grass patch aftr cover more than half the distance, i asked myself, did i really wanna take part in competitions?
can i really make it?
then i stopped.
i was searching from an answer.
30-40 seconds i took to think.
Yes i do.
&i ran again.
Miraculously keeping the same pace as before.
but of cos, falling behind the rest.
i was the sixth runner, in other words, the last among the sec2 girls.
&if i hadnt stop, i would be around Karen's time, maybe even faster.
Cos all the while we had trainings at macritchie i sprinted for the last part to train for it.
Disappointment.
Disappointed in myself.
why the phhking hell did i stop?
cos im not determined enough.
i didnt go for it.
but next time trial, chen kaige is gonna go for it.

phk me
phk chen kaige.

But emily lim will get her determination back.
She got it back now.


I officially announce that Chen Kaige rocks.
I am Chen Kaige.
It is my fifth name.

you nope the movie the promise-a chen kaige film.
yar its my film :D
so mux go watch okie
i dunnoe why but i just think it damned farnie.
i emna movies normally have a slogan aftr their movie name or a sequel title.
eg. harry potter and the goblet of fire.
but the rpomis eis like
the promise
a chen kaige film.
i cant believe im so despo to want the whole world to know my name that i put it as a movie title!!!! -.-
cn u imagine
HARRY POTTER A CHEN KAIGE FILM.
hahahahhahaa
yay chen kaige rocks. okie so basically the whole time i was almost the only one laffing besides cas sand sikiat5 papa's vomit lafff.

oya then chen kaige and fwens decided to create an ah lian ah beng version for our xiong di shibin
aim to mkae everythign in hokkien vulgarities.
eg. the part where voldermort kills his disciples, he wont be syign spells , he will be saying "ganina, ganina"
gtg cos rainbowee start


hey my babee compute is back from a day at the doctor's.
class chalet was fun but a bit sian in the aftrnoon on the second day

erm i think i shdu just list out what i realised.
i realised that the friendship between maochi maoxi maoshe and i was really really strong, like i cant do it wo u guys to support my hot bod HAHAHHAHAHA. okie lame.

next, i totally cannot bathe alone in toilets outside home.

i climb rocks well :) with my knees without gettign hurt or pained. haha

i can act siao beri easily.

maozeng thinks im QUITE FARNIE!!!!

i suck at cheat. cos i always accuse good people HAHA

i realli liek blindmice!!!!

that tofuman made a great difference in the chalet atmosphere. sikiat too. yitong waaaa.

water bomb is phhhreakign fun!

beds rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oya the funniest thing that shibin ever said in my life was on the first day of chalet.
this is part odf the sentence. scene was maobi maoshe and maoee crabbing on grd floor.
maoshe"... cos limpei is nan2 ren2 plus nu3 ren2..."
maoee and maobi *hysterical laffter.
I REALLY THINK ITS DANG FARNI LA!

it is cool to create alphabets.
scene was maoxia and maoee laming on the way to bicycle shop.
then created a new alphabet!!!!!! its called poh. as in "kaypoh" the "poh" HAHA
so the alphabet song become like this:
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwyz-POH.basically its just sing the whoe song in the sma etune then add the poh behind lor HAHA I CREATE ONE!!!
then i snag this on the second night then maozeng laff liek keesiao damned funny becos she laff beri farni so i laff liek siao oso.

errrr. then got what ar.
oya beecycles normally dun get stolen at chalets. which is good and normally u dont hafta lock ur door and tho the beds are dirty they are normally nice an dcomfy when u slp on them.

AND ERRR. CYCLING ROCKS
I THINK I WANT TO CYCLE MY OLD BIKE
OK BYBY