wow, its 31st december, the end of 2008,
the year which ive matured most as an athlete.
the year which ive neglected my studies the most.
the year which i slept the most during lesson time.
the worst year of my entire academic life.
the year in which i lost ability to prioritise.
the year in which the gap between me and my family widened the most.
the year which i gave up on myself the most number of times.
the year which i made the most empty promises.
the year which i achieved the least amount of things.
the year which i always looked forward to going home because of my furry friend.
the year which i learnt a little about unconditional love.
the year which made me realise how selfish a person i was.
the year i nearly lost sight of my dreams.
the year i felt alone.
the year i felt like being alone.
the year i lost the will to go home.
the year i lost my furry buddy.
the year whose last few months were very fulfilling and memorable nonetheless.

i dread starting the new year without pepper.
which you were just gone on a long one and a half month holiday and would be back running around our home and bringing the love back into my life.

i have to thank so many people.
and here, i would like to apologise to all whom i have hurt with my stupid, selfish and arrogant attitude.
sorry. i know its the word i say the most number of times every day beside 'thank you', but yeah, i mean it every time i say it.

walao new year resolutions.
a.k.a promises i would not be able to keep most of the time...
shall leave it till next time.
have to attack the first of homework today.
chem retest AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SUKI SUSHI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJDSKNMCNMNM,NXM,C

Labels: alone, apologies, dreams, introvert me, med school, pepper, soccer

oh my shit, i just went on a crazy tagging spree. tagging with an ah beng kind of tone on the peoples' blogs ... but damn fun...
btw leena just msged to say she cut her hair.
i used my crazy ah beng language and replied this:
wah chiobu ah lena. wah sia la.
the little nonya now outdated.
now its the little malay girl!


and i actually thought i was very funny and very creative.

Labels: insanity

i love the fact that for 90 minutes in a rectangular piece of grass people can forget, hopefully, whatever might be going on in their lives and rejoice in this communal celebration of humanity.

Labels: dreams, passion, soccer

1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVwgXv3x_YM
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dxlydfd82JU&feature=channel_page
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmDd8puxpxU&feature=related



just watched these three videos on youtube.
all will make you tear.(best effects achieved wearing earphones)
bloody inspiring.
absolute magic

i want to be as fast as kaka
(impossible but i will try)

oyeah yitong is really sigh, a very selfless person,
she totally sacrificed her own opportunity to improve during training just to support and encourage sihui.
sihui you must be damn touched right lol.

Labels: dreams, friends, passion, soccer

shat i forgot to add that i have train headers. i cant judge where the ball will land leh. something wrong with how my brain interprets the images sent from the eye. hmmm souns wrong... nvm, i should just get someone to do a high ball and practice

Labels: soccer

holla!
just finished watching ice princess on tv, its not amazing but its kind of inspiring.the mother is like my parents... the only massive ginormously huge difference is that the protagonist is bloody talented and im not haha but its ok ive come to accept that 11 months ago.

anw today we had a friendly against the guys. i was bloody nervous before the game. the j2 seniors really helped us a lot. cant imagine what the score would be like if it werent for them. it was a very good experience though, at least now we know how it feels like. ok this may sound a bit lame, but i like the feeling of being in a team. you know you have people you can fall back on, you know your team is there to support no matter what and you feel its worth everything to fight for possession and get the ball back. you cant do it alone (omg reminds me of liverpool's damn cool "you'll never walk alone")
i really admire the j2s. though its not exactly their game and its of little significance to them, they really ran their asses off. to me it seemed like they put in a lot of effort. ziyang is like a monster who appears virtually everywhere. and potion is like a heading machine? he tackles like a monster. its like hes so difficult to get pass that if one day, say i ever get the chance to have a one on one attack defence thingy going on with him,... if i ever manage to get pass, i'll treat myself to two mcflurries after that. ok damn lame.
and i think some of the soccer guys are really good. sigh i hope next year we can improve leaps and bounds in time for nationals.
i think some of us played well too. esp audrey... who trained to be a goalie for what? one month?! walao... zai piece of shit.
ok now time to shoot myself and eat some shit.
my passing bloody sucks
and i didnt use any trick i learned at all to get pass the defender. wtf this is bloody disappointing to me. i seriously lack a lot of confidence and skill.
i really need to work on having more confidence.
saw a quote online before; "...you have to think you are the best and make sure that you are the best."
that pretty much sums up the problem with me
to make things worse, my stamina sucks. the last few minutes i felt my chest tighten and i nearly wanted to drop out.
luckily i put my bottle near the line because i predicted that i would need to drink quite a bit in between judging from how i always initiate water breaks during trg lol... if not i wouldve died man walao...but the rest of the team like damn qiangs. they lasted 40 mins without a sip of water...
finally, my sprinting sucks,... and we are all too quiet during the game.
made a lot of mistakes, but i guess the important thing is to not repeat them again
somehow i look forward to the next match. even though i admit that i nearly died during this match, after the match , i couldnt wait to play again haha
oh i spotted a bruise on the side of my knee, no idea how it got there.
so now im really bruise lim.

Labels: passion, soccer

I am building a fire, and every day i train, i add more fuel.
At just the right moment, i light the match.

Labels: motivation, passion, soccer

oya today was one of those moody days for me, but niao did this damn bloody funny action which mad me laugh like a piece of shit for a moment. its the mr bean putting his gun down on the floor action. walao damn funny man.... ok cya
tmr im going to watch the first live soccer match in my life. damn excited.
i predict loads of cursing just for the sake of it and not because i understand whose fault it was.

Labels: laugh like a piece of shit, passion, soccer

how should i say this
i really wish that now it is june instead of december.
wish we had mr khoo helping us right from the beginning.
wish intensive training had started right from the beginning.
time is passing really fast its killing me.
another four more months and i will have to start mugging for As.
man,
every training is like a golden opportunity to improve and be one step closer to our goal, no matter how small that step is.
we are getting there,
dear santa, i guess you know what i want this christmas.

for the first bloody fucking time im not wishing to have brains.

Labels: graduation, motivation, passion, soccer

omgomg eight below is showing on monday at 7pm!
i cant miss that!
alkdlasjdklasjdaklsjlakjlaskjlaksjdaslsa
ok i just set an alarm on my hp to remind myself .

i actually have a lot to say man, but im really too darn lazy to type out everything that has been going on in my life for the past two days and how i feel about them.
zzzzzzzzzz
where shall i start...
wow i realise that every time i want to blog about training, negative thoughts start filling my mind because i really dont think anything i did that was praiseworthy. im dead serious, not trying to be modest or whatever.
today is quite the perfect example.
walao eh first we played some defence attack thingy and i was literally a useless piece of shit...
didnt do much except mostly observed how zhongying held the ball with such composure i can only dream of having sigh.
then we played 7v7 on a skinny strip of grass
bloody challenging(for me at least) because i admit im a dumb player.
couldnt even trap the ball properly wtf
bloody slow.
i cant put it in words.
just why do i lose everything when im under pressure?
like during important races in the past, i sometimes give up on myself. bloody disappointing.
i really hope that its not because i have fear of competitions or whatever shit.
i doubt so la its just that i dont have skill composure talent brains on the field.
(which is basically everything)
well, dont exactly know what else to say,
just that i kind
dont want to disappoint mr khoo
dont want to feel useless
dont want err continue tmr. was watching ronaldinho on youtube again haha

Labels: motivation, pepper, soccer

cant crumble.
cant show any signs of disappointment.
only the look of sheer determination and my undying spirit.

hard work not paying off anytime soon. hah

friday
go qw
buy tix for sundays match

sun
watch match
and try to spot the mr khoo being his insanely hysterical self HAHA

mon
kick at rv

wed
irontwelve

thurs lonely xmas

fri
soccer treat = wallet explosion

BACK TO TRAINING yesssssssssssss
and chem revision.
(and hopefully not) chem homework. (if i dont get it done by this week dammit)

candlelight dinner...sigh

Labels: alone, motivation, soccer

hi my watch tan seems to be fading, or is it just me?
must train more under the hot sun lol
weather has been too damned good recently.
had training today i deproved after only 3 days without field arrrrrgggggggggggh
i always become majorly disappointed with myself after every field training.
looking forward to one where i actually emerge proud of myself.
did loads of shooting today. still cant get it right dammit
tmr gonna go early to practice with hiongy.
played slapjack till we nearly died laughing.
i realised that niao laughs silently. HAHAHA. but she sure does laugh hard man.
and wtf yitong laughed like a piece of shit. so did everyone else.
thanks to stupid mistakes hiongy made.
the team is always so cheery, working hard is all worth it.

read marley and me on the bus this morning again.
had to really stifle those little giggles.
hehehe really brought back fond memories of my bundle of joy, pepper.
even attempted to come up with a book title(of an imaginary book i wrote about pepper)
Pepperoni
Pepper and I (LOL COPYCAT MAN)
Pepper the Man
Pepper the Dog
A Peace of Pepper
ok lame an uncreative... nvm
heres some pictures for your viewing pleasure.
i realised i have never uploaded a picture of him on my blog before.















you grew from this...




















to this... (this was when your fur got shaved off by roston lim at some groomer's ...)
















here you look like a friggin plush toy.
soccer+dog=very happy me
















going out for a walk... bet you couldnt wait for the photo to be taken so you can go on yet another of those monstrous 100km/h runs with me struggling like a piece of hit behind -.-




















the bloody tired look after a run is characterised by bloodshot eyes, heavy eyelids, ginormous tongue dangling out of mouth like nobody's business, heavy panting and a lot of sweat...




















man i love this picture. shows me torturing you with my endless acts of affection.




















walao, act sexy...




















ok you look like you just chewed on my shoe again.




















oh man. bathe then sleep, what a slacker.

















haha i knew you were going to jump up.




















bet you already forgot me...
but i will continue to dream of the day when i finally bump into you at ecp or pasir ris.
wanted to type three words, but i shall not be too mushy

1am now tmr fitness.
next week gonna play with soccerpioneers at rv! hahaha
aman called me noobpie i think its a damn cute name. suits me well.
HAHAHA JKJK

Labels: laugh like a piece of shit, love, pepper, soccer

today we had gym, the thirty minute thingy was wtf! man.
wah i think its worse than 4x 2.4
but it really pushes you because you are more motivated not to stop.
next week only two field trainings zzzzzz so im trying to ask the other teacher if he is free and willing to train us hahaha
after training sy told us really funny stories HAHAHA LMAO.
after yitong left sy and i had a reaaaaaaally loooong chat. to me it was long la, dont know about her.
and at the bustop i decided to head to chinatown!
to spend some quality time alone. lol
i spent 5 bucks on this soccer boot watch keychain haha BRAZIL
if i am rich i wouldve bought for them as well, but im not, sorry didnt buy any for you guys...
took 190 home and while sleeping i knocked my head twice on the window ledge. pretty embarrassing... the 'thud' sound seemed loud because the second cabin was practically noiseless...
nvm.

confidence & composure

i want my gerard bio sakdkakdskaldsak;saasasd

Labels: alone, soccer

i think im on a blogging spree. ive been blogging regularly for the past few days.
had field training today, and wtf, as usual i was panting like a piece of shit.
some of the guys are being very nice again, which makes me feel guilty because im not taking any initiative to communicate or interact with them. sigh. though im really a very shy person towards guys(except for people llike the guys in athletics and my classmates) its not an excuse not to be bold. and the embarrassing thing is that im sort of the leader and its my duty z_z

oyeah and i must seriously work on my confidence level. i kept passing back today. and my grrrrrr ball holding skills. and my fitness, my dog-like-piece-of-shit panting is affecting my morale

after training which ended quite late i didnt check my phone until mr sham passed by at around 245pm, asking me if i had seen his msg, well i didnt. so i checked my phone . he said there was no fitness trg. and the msg was sent at 1220! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
which meant that i made them wait for nothing. sorry my bad.
but i bet sh and aud had fun playing cards
while i was spending quality time with my book and my ball.
anw lena and sy came down to chat. and we seriously had a ball(pun intended)(i know i made this lame statement before) of a time coming up with a new multi-purpose plastic boob/tummy/crotch shield to totally own the game man wowhoo HAHAHA But the drawback is that you walk like a... haha right sy?
lmao.(er its still intact)

slap jack is hands down my favourite poker card game.
the slap jack me is someone you have never seen and might possibly never want to see. lol jkjk
actually im just my normal self la, just wee bit more excited thats all.
omg gym tmr i hate gymuersajfjskkdfjclkadjfajdfakljflkdjfjowerifjskfjaslkfjcv,nz,

anw i sent mr sham the wrong msg today when i was supposed to sent it to niao.
hope he doesnt think i did it on purpose to indirectly hurry him to reply me haha

Labels: friends, soccer

romy i just dreamt that there was another girl in the team whom we totally forgot about
i forgot to sms he to go for trainings and she goes for field once in a blue moon. shes eurasian and her name is beverly ann. wonder where the hell i got that name from when its actually my primary school mate's name. why did i think of her lol.
she has long hair and has dark skin. i remember that i was 'shit!'-ing all the way though my dream because how he hell can i possibly forget a member of the team!
when i woke up i was still thinking if beverly ann existed.

Labels: dreams, soccer

ok from now on, i shall not swop positions when im tired during any mini games we play during trg or with the guys (if there is a next time)
its going to be 11 times more tiring during the real game and 11 times harder.

anw i finally got the chem assessment book. but it looks so neat in the plastic cover i cant bear to take it out.
i bought another book.
marley and me; because i feel that i can relate to it.

havent finish tuesday with morrie yet. read it on 67 today, will read again tmr.

anw my fitness sucks.
i keep panting like a piece of shit during every trg.
but yt keeps reassuring me that im not the only one.
sy says i should rest for a day.
i think so too.
maybe ill lax a little during fitness tmr.

Labels: homework, motivation, soccer

today had field.
i was bloody disappointed and angry at myself.
i really got to practice crossing, or mr khoo might just change my position...

went to watch wild child after that
there was this particular part which i thought was absolutely hilarious .
the part where harriot(is this the way to spell it) made an entrance at the dance night. wtf.
really roflmao. but this time its riclmao- rolling in the chair laughing my ass off.

seriously i should just live in hostel.
i hope i wake up tmr in the hwa chong hostel.
doesnt really make a diff whether im home or not. i coop myself up in my room always.
if i live in the hostel id be so bored i wouldve started homework in october i guess.
my mum and bro are like living in their own world.
watching m18 movies and what not. whatever. i know i suck as a sister and a daughter.
...i figured that the one person i love most in the entire world is either myself or my dog.
ok i know deep don i do like my family. in the past maybe.
ah whatever.


field tmr again, but this time its a more laxing one i guess.
wah and i feel like bxing myself for being such a weakling. i really cannot last without a water break.

Labels: alone, soccer

apparently i accidentally saw a porn scene for the first time in my life on the show my mom and bro were watching. wtf. i hated it leh seriously. if they had known they shouldve told me when i went into the room.
walao when the scene came on i just covered my eyes and ran out.
seriously i dont see the point of porn movies. errr cant you just wait till youre married and consummate with your life partner.

ok i figured i should continue to blog cos i have quite a bit to say.

1.no field today walao mr khoo sprained his ankle.
ok get well soon. i didnt really dare to msg him something like" hi mr kho0, get well so0n y0!"
i mean like errrrrrrrrrrrr im not his good friend or anything right lol, just feels weird HAHA
anw. in the morning i went to buy mac breakfast.! something happened along the way and i realised that it doesnt matter at all if i am unfriendly or seemingly unapproachable person. all it matters is that i am a good person. i may not have the best of character but i am a good person.

2.the wet season is here yo!
and its seriously a DAMN good time to sleep anytime, anywhere. or rather its a damn good time to be in a comatose state. ok jkjkjk. holy shit man. today i had a hard time dragging my ass out of the bed,.

3. 4 sets of 2.4. holy mother.i somehow thought it was one training where i really concentrated on training and training alone. i was quite serious about todays training. dont know why. in between sets i kicked the ball to stay focussed and errrr train my accuracy. actually it was more of the latter than the former but yeah it ended up making me more into training lol. and walao yitong and leena are like monsters man. they run like... monsters. it was as tiring as a piece of shit trying to keep up. omg midzung and vanessa the other two monsters, yall better watch out. when yall come back, whoa ho. man its great to have monsters in the team. cos you know they will last the game. and frankly i highly doubt dont think cant last throughout the game , for now that is. i better gear up like hell. playing with the guys last week already made a piece of shat out of me. and we dont have much time left. and gawd, my skills! shat.
anw i saw singapore ok just now. i dont usually follow it but yep , happened to be having dinner so.
they featured the two rj gymnasts. and they asked them what their motto was.
they said something like, you have to put in super massive effort and sacrifice like a piece of shat if you want to achieve spectacular super human results. whoa. i added loads of words.anw they said something along that line. its bloody true.
i was kind of inspired.
yep, reminded me of my own motto.
its not always easy but if you work hard you will see the results of your efforts
(i even wanted to make their motto mine, but i figured everyones motto should be something close to their heart and rather personal i guess.)
i think im working hard, but i seriously doubt its even enough.ok lets face it, it not, and it will never be. but these holidays alright especially after mr sham took over, its the second time in my life i concentrated so much on something i love to do. unlike the first, i daresay that this time, i sacrificed a lot, willingly and readily(ok so its not called sacrifice)(i think a lot of people in other ccas also feel that way). in 2009 i wont be able to do that anymore, so im going to make the best out of 2008. how much can i improve in three weeks? yesterday during the 4b class outing liray casually asked about trainings. and says siao train so much for what. and yyc asks can win meh. and i snapped we dont train to win. though deep down i know we all want to win but theres more to winning. i dont bother explaining myself when they go on talking about how we dont even have enough to form a team. ok honestly it was quite heart wrenching.i get quite sensitive about this. i just told myself that nah, they dont understand, no one does. only we do. so why bother? why bother? sometimes i try not to think about next year and how things will turn out ok shant say anymore pessimistic stuff. im just goddamn glad i dont face the problem of having trouble dragging myself to training like what some of my friends are feeling right now.
whoa i really typed a lot man. i just really want to see the results of my efforts.(or how bout get the chance to see the results of my efforts)
ok it might be too early to say this but errrr
as quoted from niao's blog
'sometimes i just do things that i will remember for life and things that i may regret for life.'
this entire process of pursuing soemthing, reaching out for something that seems unreachable, and working hard to achieve a goal .whoa man, ill never forget this and the people with me man.

4.why do i sound like im writing a diary, ok LAME THIS IS AN ONLINE DIARY.

5.4b outing yesterday. was really happy to see norine and huimin. it feels the same like the good ol' times. ah, they are always trying to get me down to work. esp humin lol
thanks man! i ate 4 chawanmushis. my stomach nearly exploded. lol niangs too.

6.after training the guys were like super nice cos they asked us to join them for dinner.
so we did and we ate at sakae again, i nearly died.

HAHA i was joking. we didnt lol. cos uh, some of us gotta go home.but anyway they were damn nice. so we made a promise that when sihui gets back we will ask them to join us for dinner(for me its so sihui can do all the talking and i can gorge down all the yummy food and enjoy myself)
anw leena the monster's ball got caught between the pipes and we asked them to help us get it down, before that, when one of us suggested getting them to help i went like, errr theyre just 5cm taller than audrey lol. in the end aud tried and 5cm really made a difference...

field tmr with he-who-sprained-his-ankle!

(i figured i should get my mom to buy me a white or nude bra. since she strongly objects to sports bras. because i amazingly transform into a frigging sweat machine during trainings and wet my shirt like nobodys business. sian... why me. i dont see audreys or yitongs or leenas shirt getting soaked with sweat...... maybe i am the reincarnation of a river? ok lame)

Labels: friends, soccer

sian... mrkhoo sprained his ankle.
no field tmr sian............

errr the only good thing is that i can eat mac breakfast tmr..
but i rather not and have field instead. walao siannnnnnnnnn

Labels: food, soccer

i got my mom to buy me tuesdays with morrie and she also agreed to pay for my chem assessment book, (when i manage to find it ) and my gerrard autobiography!
woot,
books are something that my mom will never refuse to buy for me, but of course, i do not take advantage of that.

anyway yesterday and today were spent eating corokkes at novena . shat man...i think i will stop binging on them whenever we go novena.
had gym today. waineng couldnt come in because of the screwed up system. i seriously feel very bad for him. imagine how you would feel if you were him.
anyway, i wasnt exactly in a very good mood the past few days...
i think its gonna be that btime of the month soon.
ive been thinking a lot too. reflecting on how i am as a person.
some things i will just keep to myself.

oyeah did i mention that niao got everyone a poster from france?
SHE GOT A RONALDINHO ONE FOR ME. yippee
thanks man!
just now when i was buying soup from the pasar malam, i stoned for a moment at the stall and actually wish i could teleport to school and practice with the wall.
a bit lame but, yeah.
tmrs hari raya, a break from trg which i dont want.
haha but there is a 4b sakae buffet outing yawhoo!
holy shit im going to starve myself as much as possible and eat as much crabsticks as i can.
CHAWANMUSHI here i come!
during the last visit, i attacked three bowls of chawanmushi.
wonder if i can break my record and down four of them...
i highly doubt so

oyeah today my mom wanted to buy me a pair of jeans because levis has this 50 buck thingy going on. and she bought one for my bro already...
i actually hesistated. in the past i would be super excited about it.
er, and i told her i'd rather she buy me court shoes. as in street soccer shoes. or new boots HAHA
i think i'm a bit weird.
like the way i eat my soft boiled eggs, my burgers, and the way i think.

this is lame la.
wtf seriously dont know what im writing.
i miss
have to start of homework soon.
can anyone tell me where to get the chem assessment book?
christmas is coming . but i feel quite empty.
i think starting on homework would help improve my emotional well-being.
hope mr khoo approves my facebook friend request so i can view his pictures!
hah.
till then,...
cant wait for field training.tues wed fri WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Labels: alone, books, food, homework, soccer

dont feel like blogging. but my father told me something which made me want to do it.
haha its actually kinda insignificant but just fo the fun of it, i shall write what he said only at the end of this post.thats lame of me but nvm... its my blog so ,yeah.

today leena slapped my head on the bus.just when i passed her bus stop and i was thinking, maybe ill see leena here.
and then i closed my eyes to knock out. then i felt something hard landing on my brains.
hehe.
feel like sleeping..........................
anw today we trained with the guys dont know why . but anw i think the last part where we played attack defense really allowed me to gain some experience even though almost every move i made was a mistake -.-
just shows how bloody much i have to improve in a span of er.. 3 months?
sigh
im gonna brush my teeth and sleep. and hopefully wake up early tmr for my third mcbreakfast in a week lol.
anw my dad said
"why are you so black?"
"huh really ah"
"ya! look at your face, its black."
"huh really ah really very black meh"
" YA la, you look like bao jing tian"

shat man i guess i have to use the garnier whitening cream my mom bought for me a year ago... which i didnt really use because i didnt think i needed it,
nows a good time to make use of it. and hopefully(if im not lazy and apply it every night) my skin will be three shades lighter man
anw i think i got my tan mostly from yltc.
sian lazy to brush teeth. anw no one will smell my mouth it tmr morning right?
(strange enough, in my dreams i always know that my breath stinks and i get so afraid that the people in my dream can smell it)

since i have miraculously jumped to the topic on odour,...
today i put my dry-fit black orientaion tee shirt igh under shiyun and audreys noses, i think they almost died.

Labels: friends, sleep, soccer

i just rewatched the videos on youtube in which i bookmarked long ago.
its seriously bloody amazing how talented those football stars are...
the ball is practically part of their body man
of cours a lot of it comes with hard work but in the first place they have immense talent...
the video of ronaldinho playing when he was young was holy shat man.
ronaldinho has this very sincere and genuinely happy smile when he plays.
sigh, i must learn to enjoy the ball.
and "make the ball happy"

p.s.
dont know why but i hate that smirk on c ronaldos face.
ok maybe hes just born with that face.

anw todays trg was kinda fun but it wouldve been better if the rest were around, the drills were all quite fun, but i cant hop for nuts man.
i had a ball(pun intended) of a time with leena... before and after training. LOL
yitong advises me to wait for christmas sale to get m(ok its not mine yet) gerrard autobiography
but ill just drop by kino to see which other players' autobiographies they have.
had lunch at poolside with piangs and aman.
did business at the toilet there. couldnt wait to get out because i thought the toilet was kinda scary. yes, i have a fear of toilets.
anw, dinner was golden rooster WOWHOO. damn nicesdjdjasdjsakdnsakdjska
and i laughed till i put my leg on the table.
and leaned back so much the aunty told me to be careful lest i fall.
also slapped the wall and the table.
sounds kind of babaric man
tmr 5 sets of 2.4 i better finish man. thn field on wednesday!
i cant wait to see the prom night pictures HEHE

Labels: books, friends, soccer, toilets

ello people.
dont know what to blog about actually,
since mr khoo gave us positions (though not confirmed) on wednesday i shall blog a little about it before i go to sleep.
im a right midfielder, dont know if it also refers to a winger, but i guess its somehow similar.
anyway i did loads of research on the net but i still dont have a clear idea on whats going on.
i just know i have to cross, dribble past opponents, create goal scoring opportunities and send the ball to aud and niao our star players up front. hmm... and i have to maintain the width, and attack aggressively
actually i thought khoo would put me as a defender because uhhh my attacking sucks?
OK my defending aint that good either.
honestly im just damn lousy, like seriously, by now i shouldve been able to make decent and accurate passes and shoot properly heh, nvm.
kaka said, the secret is to keep working hard on it.
and my current motto in life is:
it's not always easy, but if you keep working hard, you will see the results of your efforts.

to think kaka said that randomly when he was featured under star skills at the uefa web.

anw did i tell you how much i hate, or maybe not hate but rather, dislike, gym sessions?
im a friggin weakling man. though i see my calf muscles expanding ...
and i have a secret fear of the entire weightlifting bar falling on me when i do lunges and squats.
i think midzung is a great player, i think shes got talent.
so even though we lost two players, we gained a rather committed and talented player.
if you would think about it, as people leave the team, what we are left with is a team with the most passionate and devoted players. (of course this is coupled with the problem of not having enough players. ah. crisis.)
e.g. me! HAHA and of course everyone else la.
just wanted say that im proud to be part of the team lol
omg i think throughout the span of this entire day, ive basically only talked to people about; food and soccer and some random stuff with leena and a bit about nengge lol

the last day of november, i spent training and napping for solid five hours from 530 to 1030. holy shit man.
tmr i might just start on physics, or maybe chem, but i still dont have the book.
sigh anyway there two trainings tomorrow.
apparently leena and i will be the only ones going for the afternoon training, so im going to make sure she turns up so i wont be alone, yes i have a fear of being alone for such activities.
should we launch an attack on golden rooster's lemon chicken rice tomorrow?
or meet piangs aman niang moo for lunch at lot one, i kinda wanna stay in school to practice though because i really feel that i am inexplicably lousy.
so i shall keep working hard on it .
when i get my allowance, im going to kino to get gerrards autobiography
be inspired man WOO
and when the bloody hell is niao and theodore coming back (with souvenirs of course. im expecting soccer ball key chains for everyone LOL)
haha joking joking.
(actually i aint joking)

shall blog soon again man
in the meantime people, lets all work hard at whatever we have to do and love to do
i actually think people look the most charming when they are working hard at something.(with the exception of me, because i always look charming, haha)

anyway
i ate three corokkes (is that the correct spellling)
after training today. BLOODY NICE la. my new favourite food.
after which i ate duck kway teow at yewtee and actually asked for additional kway teow.
and i officially got sick of DKT after only one day.
my hypothesis has been proven right;
to get rid of a craving, eat two servings of it at a go.
(the first experiment was conducted with my all-time favourite teriyaki chicken burger from mos. apparently i ordered two burgers and a packet of fried for lunch on saturday, but they made a mistake and gave me two packets of fries instead. even though i finished everything, i kinda got bored of eating the burger.)

help!i need golden roosters lemon chicken!
current craving list :
1. holy mother . the corokke at novena
2. golden rooster
3. still the teriyaki chicken burger at mos LOL.0
4. homecooked food (elsie ong please do something man...)
5. mac breakfast hot cakes with sausage meal!
6. COROKKE
7. holy cow, its got to be the school's peach tea with pearls dammit
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I IS HUNGRY

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