holla people!
i find it inspiring everytime a football player speaks lol
http://www.uefa.com/trainingground/index.html#34004/2048/601290
you wont always get it right but training is the best way to improve
the more you try it in training the better you'll be able to do it in matches

so i must really break out of my cowardly turtle shell and try out stuff i learnt from the videos.
http://www.uefa.com/trainingground/index.html#34004/2048/714247

Labels: motivation, soccer, videos

ok dudes since im lazy to blog about so many things, i shall just do audrey's meme first!
a sneak peak at what i've been up to lately:
1. YLTC
2. mos burger
3. training
4. emo-ing
5. surfing tutorials on youtube
6. sleeping
7. training
8. thinking too much (as usual)
9. sakae
10. pearls at the nj bubble tea stall. woooooo


The rules
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

ok actually i dont know what are FIBS, bu i presume it refers to those that do not apply to you/ or you do no agree with.

I miss somebody right now.HAHA
I dont watch TV these days.audrey we think alike lol
I own lots of books, WHOA.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair. dammit i need a haircut
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.haha
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.hmmm only to some people
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. im kinda afraid of going under the knife and having something growing in me.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. is a sip counted?
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.but i dont love it
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time. just a matter of how much.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.only from pepper
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.ok i nearly highlighted this because i read same as opposite. LOL
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie


holy cow
today i went on an eating spree for dinner.
i suddenly felt the urge to eat all of my favourite food.

Have i ever mentioned the wonders of MOS?
HOLY MOTHER.
Have you ever tasted their Teriyaki Chicken Burger?
HOLY CHICK;
They actually have a little advertisement for an improved chicken burger at the counter where they claimed that their bread is more fluffy than before and their chicken is more chickenised than before. Okay the latter was made up.
My main point: they do deliver what they promise, regarding the fluffy bread; the bread is simply so delicious that you can even eat it on its own!
The chicken is... holy crap, i actually closed my eyes to reminisce the flavor.
You should've seen my expression, anyway i bet you get what i mean.
A taste of Heaven...(even after being scrunched up in the paper bag for 20 minutes)
So first up is the burger from MOS's TERIYAKI CHICKEN BURGER MEAL wowhoooooooo















CRABSTICKS. I'm a die-hard fan of these man.(funny how i don't eat the actual crab meat though) AH CRABSTICKS. HOLY SHAT MAN.















Mr Bean's ginormous pineapple tart in the shape of a freaking bean which also looks like a kidney dammit.
The cookie base or whatever you call it is ........ holy crap.......... sensational?!?!
pardon my limited vocabulary, it happens when something's too good for words.hehe















After which i ate two apples, drank yakult, then attacked 6 packets of seaweed.















Gonna gulp down some Magnolia later... the though of spending a week without milk and yakult and good food, sighs.
Seriously, i love food man.
i love food.
Mos's teriyaki chicken burger meal a.k.a heavenly chicken meal may cost a whopping 6.75 bucks, but its worth it.
The joy and satisfaction you get from munching on that freak arse burger is kinda priceless.
Why yes, my latest food addictions are the following:
1. heavenly chicken meal
2. golden rooster's lemon chicken rice <- i likes i likes i likes! 3. cookies 'n' cream ice cream from quality ice cream stalls. (burns a hole in my pocket every time, but... IT KICKS ASS MAN! ESPECIALLY THE ONE FROM HOKKAIDO ICE CRAM!HOLY SHIT MAN!) and here's something i used to squeal over but not anymore, okay maybe i still do.
1. Poolside Restaurant's Braised Hokkien Mee
p.s. PRBHM: you'll forever remain in a tiny part of my heart... i still love you.

five days without proper food...
i'm going to buy mos when i break camp on friday//
ok wait, let me sew the hole in my pocket first.


1) the last person who tagged you is: niaoniao
2) your relationship with him/her is: my captain, eye-candy reporter..., my lecture buddy,
3) your impressions of him/her is: star player, damn lame, self-sacrificing...
4) the most memorable thing he/she had done for you: mmmmmmmmmmm... listening to my ninja turtle nonsense, bearing with my bossiness sometimes ... sorry
5) the most memorable thing he/she said to you: HAHA I SAVED AN SMS SHE SENT ME SOME TIME BACK OK "nah lah, ur nice very nice n i think u dun realise dat haha:)" and also the recent one was insisting on waiting for me at novena.
6) if he/she becomes your lover you will: eat shit, drink detergent, use pocky as a ear digger, use marshmallows as bottle caps and ear plugs, quit coke drinking,...
7) if he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: wont happen so dont improve on anything. LOL
8) if he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be: SHE CANNOT UNDERSTAND MY JOKES SOMETIMES COS TOO LAG...
9) the most desired thing you wanna do for him/her now is: for her to be talent scouted by som fc in france next week. ok a more realistic one would be for our team to be able to participate in nats next year, i guess we all want that
10) your overall impression on him/her is: a simple, down-to-earth and humble asshole. lol ok omit the last word if you will
11) how you think people around you feel about you: i dont know different people feel differently
12) the character you love about yourself is: mm..i think i have a balanced viewpoint
13) on the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is:im selfish and bossy i realised
14) the most ideal person you wanna be is: inspirational and errrrrrr super good at the things i love to do.
15) pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
1. niao again lo HAHA...
2. hi audrey !
3. errrrrrrrrrrrrr mr sham LOL
4. ERRRRRRRRRRRRR the boss of golden rooster?
5. WALAO I DONT KNOW... ok erm how 'bout *********************** (yep no one knows him yet !)
6. a certain person whom i dont know why but just want to get to know better.
7. nengge lol!
8. stupid piangs..........................
9. oh man........... how 'bout... MATT KOVAL. dammit he doesnt even know me.
10. dammit how 'bout...vanessa who doesnt read my blog because she is too busy being a SPG.
16) who is no. 6 having a relationship with? hmmmm....... should be her i guess....
17) is no. 9 a male or a female? hes uhhhhh ,... kinda difficult. yitong will understand.
18) if no. 7 and no. 10 are together , will it be a good thing?LOL why not?
19) how about no. 8 and 5 ? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
20) what is no. 2 studying about? BCME!
21) when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3 ? THIS MORNING
22) what music band does no. 8 like? the click five, daughtry
23) does no. 1 have any siblings? yeah a bro lol
24) will you woo no. 3 ? wth nahhhhhhhh
25) how bout no. 7? nope i guess,
26) Is no. 10 single? yeah. but shes probably gonna add "...and available! " and give her usual laughter...
27) whats the surname of no. 5? wont say it
28) whats the hobby of no. 4? frying chicken, frying fish and frying chicken. wow, delicious!
29) do no. 5 and 9 get along? holy cow, i really think they would
30) where is no. 2 studying at? njc lo
31) talk something casually about no.1? sometimes her jokes are really funny... but other then sometimes, ...
32) have you tried to develop feelings for no.8? i would ... eat shit, drink detergent, use pocky as a ear digger, use marshmallows as bottle caps and ear plugs, quit coke drinking,...
33) where does no. 9 live at? L.A.!
34) what colour does no. 4 like? dammit it has to be GOLD.
35) are no. 1 and 5 best friends? hah! NOPE
36) does no. 7 like no. 2? haha why dont you ask if no.2 likes no.7 , cos we all know the answer is no. HAHA
37) how do you get to know no. 2? teammates, we were in the same orientation group too. but that time i was damn bloody sian about nj so didnt really talk much
38) does no. 1 have any pets? the ball?
39) is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hey, i didnt say yes.


been hooked on youtube lately,
saw heaps of husky videos uploaded by their proud owners...
& matt koval, happy slip, fred, whatthebuck,...
enough of video bloggers (or vloggers so they say)

i stumbled upon some amazingly inspiring stuff.



...some dreams fade over time, but not this one...



...theres a million ways to gain respect, but theres only one way to get the kind of respect thats undeniable, the kind they can never take way from you; win...

dammit... i wonder how the bballers will feel if they watch this man...

anw, today we saw the soccer match against the aussie school.
it was definitely an eye-opener.
im quite a noobshitz at observing matches, but the very obvious thing that i noticed was their speed, dribbling technique and their positioning?
they happen to be always there to get the ball and push forward
and their defence is good too i guess.
raja hurt his leg... though i dont know him, really hope its fine.
to me i seem like njs strongest opponent thus far, but maybe to them its not...
and i kinda felt started feeling the pressure too.
anw today i bought new shoes finally AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GOODBYE TO HOLEY SHOES!
although my parents gave me money last month to pay for it, i dont know how i can end up with only ten bucks now???? seriouly, i didnt go out to buy stuff or whatever... ive only been spending my money on food... bt my dinner mony is given by my mom.... so i dont know how i can spend so much on food leh.... ts really a lot. i really have to watch how i spend on food....
but havent you heard that a hungry man's an angry man?
anw, im broke... i thought i had another hundred bucks, but i didnt... Wth.
dammit dammit but my dad lent me so money to tide over this painful period . so it aint that painful.
credit crunch lol. according to vanessa.

yesterday i had some bad dreams. heh
lazy to elaborate more.


i hate today somehow.
1. as usual, i feel lousy during/after training
2. am noobshitz
3. feel that i dont ************************
4. boring, lonely yada yada
5. couldnt do field
6. didnt run the 2.4 well at all
7. hate myself for being such an impatient ass.
8. dont know why ********************
9. the book im reading is well....
10. thinking of next year makes me sick in the stomach
11. had no shirt to change to.
12. nearly became a block of ice on the way home.

for the past year or so, i havent really been alone at home.
today i opened the door, flung it wide open, the flat is so goddamn empty.
this feeling fucking sucks.
after eating i tried to juggle.
but fuck it man i just cant do it.
what if i can never do it?
what if i have already reached my limit because somehow i dont seem to be improving.

frankly speaking, if you would think about it, training now cannot be considered as intensive. its just frequent. as usual, the bottom line again is to train hard.
so many people are going overseas for long periods of time... expecting a coach has become somewhat overboard; impractical.

when something good happens, expect something bad to follow.
hello pessimist.


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr emily
2. emi(yitong calls me that, so affectionate right!)/em(people normally call me em when they wanna act cool. LOL haha JKJK)/emuilee (moomoo calls me that, so cute right!)
3. mimi HAHAHA thanks to jinghui. i kinda of like this lol...

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. super tofu...
2. emilee the pro .lol
3. limpei/your father

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. i heard from my grandparents last time that my great great great granddad or sth was german. but as you can see, i didnt herit any 'german babe' gene.
2. chinese!
3. my mom and grandma were nonya/perannakan so does that make me a nonya dumpling?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. fk worms.
2. fire
3. exams lo..

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. (used to)shower pepper with love care and attention
2. surfing god knows what on the net
3. my daily facial cleansing regime haha!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW
1. my trusty old hairband to push up every strand of fringe
2. nj hockey shirt haha
3. ER my bros secondary school pe shorts

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS
1. lMY GOD okay thats not the name of the song, it was meant to be an exclamation... Lifehouse's take me away
2. daughtry's home
3. lifehouse's blind

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. i am actually a very shy person
2. i can sleep while standing
3. i LOVE ORANGES.
so damn OBVIOUS.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. soccer!
2. running!
3. sleeping!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. get him back
2. get him back
3. get him back

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED
1. philantropist seriously
2. plastic surgeon
3. physicist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. australia again!
2. really wanna go to NY
3. maybe either taiwan or japan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. really to see pepper then get another dog
2. achieve my dreams
3. find true love?

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. i wear the female version of the school uniform!
2. i cry easily when i find that i can relate to something a lot, like a video, a song or a thought i have
3. i have no adams apple, but i have nz apples and sometimes my mom buys fuji apples.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. i talk like one HAHA
2. I LOVE SLEEPING, most guys like sleeping right besides amans friend bernard ...
3. i like to appear cool and uncaring when im not

THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
NAH

oyeah recently ive been leaving one window with two tabs open on my laptop 24/7 lol
http://www.sandiegozoo.org/pandacam/index.html
http://www.sandiegozoo.org/polarcam/index.html

its a live cam of the animal in the san diego zoo. i love it. i like pandas. i actually got to winess really cool things LIVE. like just now how the giant panda was climbing up the tree and now he is resting on the tree branch as though he is playing dead. its so cute. like a huge ball of fur! i think he s waiting for the rain to stop before he goes back down. but he really looks dead. because he is danglin lifelessly on the branch HAHA. I also saw polar bears eating and swimming lol!
also saw zookeeper cleaning the enclosure....

ANW PW IS OVER YAO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i was very impressed with how my group presented today. like i wonder how jingmin could look so relaxed even though she was first . i think being first sucks.ok so now apparently the zookeepers realise that people would be tired of seeing one panda dangling on the branch and not moving at all. so they shifted the cam to face another panda who is eating sugarcane.
anw when zhuzhu the flawless HAHA came on, she sounded so professional. by the time shuyi finished delivering her ever-so-smooth speech, i was freak ass nervous .......... lilin was very cute haha she really smiled and yeah hahaduring my presentation i was damn scare i would screw up halfway but phew i didnt forget my lines! i swore my hands were virating like pieces of shat but i tried my best no to show it. yeah but at least the audience laughed a bit. so it was ok, i hope everyone gets an a!
anw im finishing the jap version of honey and clover soon, i really love the show, its meaningful and somewhat inspiring.

friday trg gonna resume, somehow, i cant wait. lol
the break is too long i guess
then comes the problem of not having enough people to send out a team next year
this is so worrying man!

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