i realised that in the recent days i keep staring at two bee class photos.
i wonder if 3b will be as wonderful as 2b?
but then again, twobee is extraodinary, nothing is like them, so i no longer place my hopes too high that 3b will be a that fun/
yes, it might hav alot of fun people like sikiat erhem and lirui.
but next year, as things get tougher, people will become more serious.
i don't thing i will but ill be silent during physics lessons cos as you can see im llm's "FAVOURITE" student for having quitted tkk last yr and produced a sheet invention this yr.
this time, its for real, she is my teacher. i like it, but i also hate it.
yes reality has hit, twobee05 has officially been split up as of 27 December 2005.
fate brought us together , it bring separate us too.
maybe now, the fair weather friends will show their true colours and those whom are really worthy of my friendship will also surface.
many people are thinking of changing class now, because of friends.
i think you are put in your class for a reason. not because of academic ability. but you are meant to be there.
you are there, you dont like it, you either change your destiny or deal with your life.
you take the easier way out, or you take up the challenge.
maybe someitmes when i look at the cheery class photos, my heart will be filled with happiness at the fact that i once had them. yet, it will be saddening to realise that you dont have them anymore.
i always believed that i was born in this world to be a fighter and at the same time, also to bring joy to everyone around me.
dream was to help everyone in the world that i could.
hoped to be a scientist and spread the word of science to people who want to hear it but couldnt get a chance to.
wished to be a neorosurgeon to bring life back to people.
wants to establish scientific institutes in third world countries.
thats what i call a fighter.
a person who fights for others' happiness.
and why,when i have so many big dreams, that now, i am aksing myself whether i can survive without them?



"you wanna be scientist nest time ar"
"ya, ..."
"confirm ar"
"ya, can say so"
"mm, korkor will be behind you supporting you"





HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR


today we me, peeshe, fann and a hairybaby2 went clubbing at hotel 21.
is that a hotel or club ar?
ok nvm. we asaw damned many transvestites!
heng we are girls la. cos we scared people rape us, so i suggested we act as disgusting kid tranvestites.
we todya act mature. so heng, all wore high heels except amanda.
i borrow my father's tuxedo jacket and wear la walao. plus his sun glass.
hi, that was all fake. right from the start.
if u guessed it was, congratulations, u have just become an emily!
cos emilys are smart.
emily lam la, emily chau la, and emily lim, sll beri pro one. but emioly lim the proest la.
oya ytd when we palying captain's ball to me, someone throw ball to em then over shot so i walk backwards then suddenly i turn around, i found myself sprawled on a rock. WAKAO THAT WAS THE FARNIEST THING THAT HAPPENED LA. then they all lafff. ofcos i laff cos i think i about to become a sotong
ok today, we went amanda house la. supposed to do homework, as i suggesteed. but i ddint do a thing. end up we photo erhem.. ya la.
then we talked about alot of things under the sun. and we went online and w heard some shcking news in which i think hb2 and i guessed correctly the moment she said she had sth to tell us!!!!!!!!!!
today was my bro birthday, i havent wished him happy birthday yet. truth is i forgot today was his badae.
there was a total of 8 fwens of hsi who came according to the slippers i counted. but there seemed to be alot alot of ppl. maybe some of them dun wear slippers when they go out???? or some of them lame. no leg




hay!
today carrots invaded siloso and went home looking like tomatoes.
this was the first time i submerged myself entirely in the waters of sento.
the pro emilynow looks like a crabstick. a CUTE crabstick. a SHUAI crabstick.
oya the pro emily is in 3b.
and the best thing about it is that MAOZHU IS INSIDE.
apart from sikiat papa. but im really excited about nxt yr. hopefully there wont be so many cliques. and we will be like twobee o5. who could "fill an empty heart with joy" as quoted from maoshe.
we had lots of fun at sento especially aftr fann peishi jade chuanmin and nx came.
they also filled my empty heart with joy la.
i kinda forgot who got me in the water. oya it was mishelle and janice . and i dragged hb2 in!!!
hiahiahia!
walao hb2 and i were supposed to sit the chairlift which i tot was called luge.
oya then we excahnged our prezzies!
i gave a chicky bolster to jan and i hope she liek it la. but i have good taste okay. ahah
and i gave the milk bottle to peishelimbu for belated badae gift.
my secret santa was ningxin!
oya she gave me a tissue holder cos she said i was tissue provider cos i always bring alot of packets of tiss to sch cos i have bad flu.
oya when i came home i showed my mum what present i got.
it included the tiss holder and abelt which i bought.
but i ddint want her to know la, so i say someone give to me for xmas.LALALA
IM DAM PRO RITE?



today had time trial. i wore the ironman volunteer shirt
and i ran with chris..
i think i did well !!! and i can enjoy my christmas
i did a 17.55 sub 18! yay
but its still nto good enought.. a minute away from my pb
i didnt think of giving up. i just followed amanda's butt and ran hard. the last stretch i couldnt catch up much.
schn schna schnappi
schnappi schnappi schnappi!!
gawd i love that song!!!!!!


ots gonna be twelve soon.
merry axe mas! it was a great year, with twobee with maos with athletics. thankyou everyone for everything that i had!


Yesterday, i woke up at 7.05PM na di thought it was 7.05AM.
i was so omfg pissed at myself cos i would be late for training.
i was thinking that i would be running alone as HB2 will surely run firx.cos she is not as nice as me.
i jumped out of my bed and planned my schedule in my head.
go brush teeth 5mins. change put ocntacts 15 mins. reach cck 10mins. reach macritchie 40 mins.
reach macritchie= 7.05+5+15+10+40
= let me get my calc
=er...8.15!!!!!!!!!!!! (but ill be later than that)

then i run to ask my mum whther it was morning or night. then she said it was night.

and today, i was sucha yay papaya when i turned up at training at 7.48am.
cos i tot trg was at 8am. when it was at 7.30am.


tmr i have trg, and i will put in effort.
i always do.
im proud to say that wee
hhaa
this xmas eve i have a time trial. i really really wanna do my best in it.
i wont let myself down. an di will show you i can do it.
i will show tan and lee and yeow that they didnt make a msitake in putting me in athletics.
&i will be one step closer on my journey to becoem an ironman finisher. just a small step.
at least its a step.
i wont even think of giving up.
i wont give u the championship title. (lol)
i am my motivation, my inspiration, my strength.



hey rmb that baby hunk whom i gave the random prize that i won for the asics fun run?
its this fella. phk sheet he is god damn blardie cute...
when i put it as my dp i cant help staring at it. and i keep smilign to him!!!!!!!!!!
i hope he bought a bike with that 20 aussie dollars bike voucher.
sheet i forgot to ask for his name!!!!!!!!!!!!
WALAO.
okie then i name him elmo.
omg elmo rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
elmo is darn cute.. just like me

yes i noe i look like a sleeping log cos i was about to close my eyes!!!!!!!
i shud have asked chris to help me tak more pics haha


day 4 aka favourite day contd.
i slogged and put in my best effort in whatever i was told to do/
i caught the first finisher, who was the ironman race champion. he did an under 8 and a half hours. then came the second the third. and i managed to slap the fourth finisher's hand!!!!!!!
COS IM NUMBEER FOUR.
WALAO THEN WHEN I SLAP HIS HAND I WAS SO GOD DAMNED BLARDIE HONOURED.
COS IM NUMBER FOUR.
i gave out cookies, parked bikes, cheered for the ironmen-to-bes who are now ironmen!!!
i gave out orange and bananas to the ironmen-to-bes.
whenever my hand came into contact with theirs, i somehow feel a rush of adrenaline. u may think i was thinking too much. i just felt their strength and thier determination and their never say die spirit. thats why i unitl now still haven die. ok lame. its true la. when they took my ornages, i felt so god damn blardie honoured. althought they were god damned blardie tired during the last part of the race, which was the 42.2km run, they still said thank you, no thank you, i really appreciate u guys, thats cool, sounds like a great idea and blah blah blah.
will singaporeans say that??
NO.
cos they god damn fking think we SHOULD be doing what we are doing.
like ying1 gai1 de4.
kaobei kias.
one guy even asked me whats my name. must b i too cute liao. or must be the ornages to tasty or is my hand too sexy?
or i look like chen kaige.
oh nvm.

AND NOW MY bro wants me to let his friend use the com so i have to go.
i will cont day five tonite!


phk i realli miss perth alot.
i dont wanna come back. i wanna spend my life there. laid back and relaxed.
its so beutiful there and there are so many nice people unlike in singapore.

lets reminiscence. those 9 days of wonderful memories will always be kept close to my heart and will be etched in my mind forever.
no one can take them away from me.

day 1
i took train with my mum to changi airport.
i called daddiie with the fwee phone there and cried . cos my dad said he's gonna miss me!!!!
okay so w board the plane to perth...i sat in between janice who keeps laffing at the movies and leena who is so excited. ahha
we reached perth and our firx destination was a small part of the swan lake. when we came out of the coach the wind was so shung . its like the wind is so cold and the sun was blazing i like the weather man.
we took some pictures then checked in to commodore hotel and i shared room with leena and janice. there, we bathed with opened bathroom doors and walking around in sports bra HAHA okay porn.
nothing much.

day 2.
this is where i spent the best days o my lives at.
early morning we took the coach to Busselton.
we were introduced to our nice and cozy bunk rooms . which is at a campsite called Union Scripture Geographe Bay.
which is so darn filled with mozzies.
which our bunk room is called TRANBY!
in which the nine sec 2 chiobus bunked in for 4 awesome days.
oya before we went to union scripture we bought food to last us for 2 days. had to cook ourselves. and i was so amzed at their supermarket plastic bags cos it was grey and on top it wrote "this bag is made from recycled plastic"
why cant singapore be like them???
support rv green movement!!!
i think thats all bah. then we cooked our lunch which i think was pasta. :)
then we prepared corn soup for that night's dinner and miss anna low helped us add cabbage plus chicken bones plus errrr ya. water.
and we ate macaroni with corn soup which was supa yummy.

day 3
we woke up in the wee hours of the morn and proceeded to geographe bay to compete in the asics fun run.
and we realised that there asre many others who can run very fast.. of cos we din win any prizes but later the mc said they would give out random prizes as consolation and me- daolaong zai zai dapi emily the pro chen kaige from rv hs won the first random prize to b given out and it was a 20 aussie dollars bike voucher.
then janive and ngeehwee oso won., but i was the first one omg i was so phking happie!!!!
okay then i was contemplating between keeping the voucher for miself then bring home to laminate or give it to a baby caucasianhunk. since i dont need it and im a god damned nice persoon, i gave it to the latter. and GAWD, HE WAS A HUNK WITH SOME MOZZIE BITES ON HIS FACE!!! and chrislyn helped me take a picture. but due to the galring sun, i was abotu to close my eyes when i took it. ahah okay next tiem i will upload it. its my favourite picture from the whole trip. im so proud of myself.
then that night i\f i remembered correctly, i cooked stewed chicken drumsticks for our goup peishi chen kai furena nd leena ahso.
i think its yummy!!! but the sauce abit salty/
nvm.
oya the route was 5km. but it didnt fell like 5km.it didnt even feel like a race. it felt so fun.just liek its name. asics fun run. i was smiling when the horm went off.
on my way i clapped as a signto keep going for a middle aged man and he told me to keep going. and i ran faster. a small gesture from an australian equals motivation plus inspiration.
when we passed the finishing line, the bussie locals cheered loudly for us, and it was so encouraging. i loved it. it was then i realised. i loved australia, i loved busselton. i loved australians.

day 4
the ironman race. in which 700 competitors from all over the world swam 3.8km , biked180.2km and ran 42.2km to be an ironman. finisher.
that includes eugenelee rv xc coachboyboy #367 whose bike was parked by erhem, EMILY THE PRO . :D
we volunteers woke up at around 4am in the mornign to prepare for the race.
we got our green volunteer shirts. i will make a mental note to upload a pic of it.
that was the shirt hat i treasure the most.
because it was an IRONMAN WESTERN AUSTRALIA TRIATHLON VOLUNTEER SHIRT.
yea. plus it has words of busselton on it.
we were split into four groups of mixed levels. ad i was with leena
our first shift required us to pass foodstuffs to the competitors on the bikes. its liek they will just speed pass u and ghrab the food in your hand. thrilling eh.
i was incharge of the cookies which were yummy but most competitors din grab it cos they needed high5 and water. in which oni two competitors wanted in which they failed to grba it from me, inwhich i was beri disppointed about that.

i will update. cos tmr have training.
2B continued.
the adventure doesnt end yet thought it has ended. ironic HAHA