Labels: alone, bicycle trip, husky, med school, MOS, onigiri, photo mosaic, soccer

Recently i've been thinking quite a lot.
Amongst the sea of random thoughts and reflections, i thought of the future.
Not that i have never thought of it, but i just never thought of it to be simple, easy and carefree. Is it because i have just lived through possibly the worst week of my life that the sudden realization of how beautiful simplicity is keeps resonating in my mind?

I live in alone in an apartment with my beloved furry buddy.
In the day i work as a research scientist, dedicating my life to scientific research.
On some nights, i attend the usual club trainings, still enjoying every bit of the sport i love.
One day hopefully, Prince Charming would chance upon me and we would live happily ever after.

Labels: future, med school, pepper, soccer

hiya.
first day of school
so not in the WOOOOO mood,...
however i did crack some very lame jokes about the jh kids HAHA KIDS.
to dhiya and gang. lol
i didnt gossip la. i merely came up with something called the cute-o-meter.
lol.

anw had pe at 3.
i reported to josie tan and omfg, i was so frigging anxious to go for warm up for training. i actually felt like pangsai-ing
nervous until stomach ache. tsk tsk tsk
i have a LOT to say but i really have to sleep now. training was tiring but fun .
i love it i love it I LOVE IT!
i finally got the feel to attempt to get past defenders!
though not vey successful..
mr khoo said my decision making is....
like a piece of shat.


talk more next time.
bless me ronaldinho!

Labels: dribbling, med school, soccer

tomorrows the first day of school. so dreading it.
im supposed to finish my only holiday hw by today. the subject you can guess easily from the blog address...
but i didnt do it.
time and again i failed myself.
horribly. no point complaining.
the only thing i can do now is to beg for a two week deadline extension and tell the truth and only the truth to my teachers that im sorry to have let both them and myself down again. sigh.
but one thing i am proud of is that i wont resort To copying! MUAHAHAHHA
(wonder how long i can keep that going though)
il always remember what norine told me,
"sincerity moves the heart."
so i believe that as long as i am sincere and honest i will be able to ...
extend my deadlines.
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(yep thats a HIGH PITCHED groan.)

this next sunday, i will go to school to study.
away from the laptop, away from the tv, away from the bed.
i love it when there's virtually no one in school.
especially the stands.
i dont care if i have to go for remedial lessons or stay in school till 8 everyday.
just dont make me miss my trainings.
ill do anything,
just dont take that one thing away from me.
(anyway if i stay back i can do more than at home haha)

starting tomorrow, ill try to:
1. complete majoriy of my holiday homework
2. and still keep up with school work WTF IMPOSSIBLE
3. train and be the best piece of shat player ever
4. blast hc girls balls during the friendly.
5. think less of him hahaha
6. expand the ABA lol anti-boys(except for the exceptions) association. (first reopening after the closure in secondary 2)
7. errrrrrrrrrr try not to look too stoner.
8. keep my dreams in sight.
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH ARHHHHHHHHHHHH

short term goals.
except for the last one.

Labels: dreams, homework, med school, soccer

wow, its 31st december, the end of 2008,
the year which ive matured most as an athlete.
the year which ive neglected my studies the most.
the year which i slept the most during lesson time.
the worst year of my entire academic life.
the year in which i lost ability to prioritise.
the year in which the gap between me and my family widened the most.
the year which i gave up on myself the most number of times.
the year which i made the most empty promises.
the year which i achieved the least amount of things.
the year which i always looked forward to going home because of my furry friend.
the year which i learnt a little about unconditional love.
the year which made me realise how selfish a person i was.
the year i nearly lost sight of my dreams.
the year i felt alone.
the year i felt like being alone.
the year i lost the will to go home.
the year i lost my furry buddy.
the year whose last few months were very fulfilling and memorable nonetheless.

i dread starting the new year without pepper.
which you were just gone on a long one and a half month holiday and would be back running around our home and bringing the love back into my life.

i have to thank so many people.
and here, i would like to apologise to all whom i have hurt with my stupid, selfish and arrogant attitude.
sorry. i know its the word i say the most number of times every day beside 'thank you', but yeah, i mean it every time i say it.

walao new year resolutions.
a.k.a promises i would not be able to keep most of the time...
shall leave it till next time.
have to attack the first of homework today.
chem retest AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SUKI SUSHI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJDSKNMCNMNM,NXM,C

Labels: alone, apologies, dreams, introvert me, med school, pepper, soccer