haha dhiya smsed me telling me that the korean drama rocked .
made me laugh like an idiot after reading that message.
todays 'joke' of the day:
niang: c'mon la, my tagboard is like... empty/quiet (whatever i forgot)
me: eh walao! mine is like piangs and my personal space HAHAHAHAHAHA

actually not very funny

anw nationals are.
don't wanna use that word but yeah its over.
i have a lot to say but i guess im just too lazy and i cant really express myself very well. ok im just lazy.
i had a loooong chat with sihui at the grandstand when it rained, reminiscing about the past.
realised that we really went through a lot,
from yewtee to kovan to sengkang.
and my own training at farrer park.
shams intensive fitness trainings.
the day khoo gave us our positions.

and that night i received 2 messages that melted my heart
"Hey emi, thanks for cheering me up tdy! I felt so touched when you told me.................................................................................(lazy to type plus figured i shouldnt type so much)...Love you a gazillion stars in the night! Hope you'll hv a gd rest tonight!"
"Its ok so happy to hear that you scored a goal i hope this spurs you on to continue to play without fear and with lots more confidence happy for you :) "

and that night i took a looong bus ride home. alone. felt damn good.
stopped by my gonggong and mamas house but didn't go in because they are already dead...

i believe that when you lose some, you gain some as well.
and because i have gained, the pain of losing seems to have been compensated for.
though not fully, i did learn quite a bit.
about friendship, love and life.





sometimes when i close my eyes, that scene just kept replaying through my mind.
it wasn't a great goal, i know, but its a very special goal to me.
now i know what he meant when he replied, "it was instinct, really..."
im just damn glad i managed to score that one goal for the team.
i believe anyone couldve done it
but still
it meant the world to me.
maybe because i had a hard fall this season.
when i walked back for the kick-off, my entire mind was flooded with ryan giggs and that goal he scored against arsenal long ago.
that video. thank god i found it.
i think this is the closure i needed.

Labels: boys over flowers, laugh like a piece of shit, soccer

omg i was damn high today... one of the best days ive had in this month.
like the smile just didnt seem to leave my face. lol
and i had the best laugh in a decade LOL.
ok maybe just in a few months?
thanks to leena and her suria ghost show.
bloody funny,
the person asked the ghost :
who are you
the ghost replied :
i am me.
like WTF?!!?!!
THAT WAS HOW EVERYTHING CAME ABOUT.
THEN LEENA DECIDED TO DO A HOKKIEN TRANSLATION. WTFF...
WHO ARE YOU BECOMES LE SI XIANG?
OMFG. THAT XIANG WORD REALLY MADE ME LAUGH MY ASS OFF MAN,
THE XIANG WORD IS JUST BLOODY FUNNY.
THEN AUDREY MENTIONED ZI XIANG ...
OMG. THEN WE CAME UP WITH AN ENTIRE CONVERSATION (OK I DID)
OF XIANG WORDS.
IT GOES LIKE THIS :
LE SI XIANG?
WA SI ZI XIANG.
ZI XIANG SI XIANG?
ZI XIANG SI BEE CHENG XIANG GEI KIA,...

WTF... ROFLMAO.

OMG DAMN VULGAR.
YITONG SAYS THE CONVO SOUNDS LIKE A NUSERY RHYME.
JUST IMAGINE KIDS IN A SUPPOSEDLY HOKKIEN KINDERGARTEN LEARNING IT.
OMFG,WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS IF ZIXIANG SINGS THE ANTHEM OR MAKES AN ANNOUNCEMENT, ILL PROBABLY BE LAUGHING DISCREETLY. HOLY SHIT MAN I REALLY LAUGHED LIKE SHIT IN THE CAB THANKS TO LEENA AUDREY AND YITONG HOLY SHAAT.


HAVE TO START CHEM NOW,...
MUST DO IT BY THE TIME AUD AND VAN COME BACK FROM COUNCIL RETREAT ! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRH

Labels: homework, laugh like a piece of shit

oya today was one of those moody days for me, but niao did this damn bloody funny action which mad me laugh like a piece of shit for a moment. its the mr bean putting his gun down on the floor action. walao damn funny man.... ok cya
tmr im going to watch the first live soccer match in my life. damn excited.
i predict loads of cursing just for the sake of it and not because i understand whose fault it was.

Labels: laugh like a piece of shit, passion, soccer

hi my watch tan seems to be fading, or is it just me?
must train more under the hot sun lol
weather has been too damned good recently.
had training today i deproved after only 3 days without field arrrrrgggggggggggh
i always become majorly disappointed with myself after every field training.
looking forward to one where i actually emerge proud of myself.
did loads of shooting today. still cant get it right dammit
tmr gonna go early to practice with hiongy.
played slapjack till we nearly died laughing.
i realised that niao laughs silently. HAHAHA. but she sure does laugh hard man.
and wtf yitong laughed like a piece of shit. so did everyone else.
thanks to stupid mistakes hiongy made.
the team is always so cheery, working hard is all worth it.

read marley and me on the bus this morning again.
had to really stifle those little giggles.
hehehe really brought back fond memories of my bundle of joy, pepper.
even attempted to come up with a book title(of an imaginary book i wrote about pepper)
Pepperoni
Pepper and I (LOL COPYCAT MAN)
Pepper the Man
Pepper the Dog
A Peace of Pepper
ok lame an uncreative... nvm
heres some pictures for your viewing pleasure.
i realised i have never uploaded a picture of him on my blog before.















you grew from this...




















to this... (this was when your fur got shaved off by roston lim at some groomer's ...)
















here you look like a friggin plush toy.
soccer+dog=very happy me
















going out for a walk... bet you couldnt wait for the photo to be taken so you can go on yet another of those monstrous 100km/h runs with me struggling like a piece of hit behind -.-




















the bloody tired look after a run is characterised by bloodshot eyes, heavy eyelids, ginormous tongue dangling out of mouth like nobody's business, heavy panting and a lot of sweat...




















man i love this picture. shows me torturing you with my endless acts of affection.




















walao, act sexy...




















ok you look like you just chewed on my shoe again.




















oh man. bathe then sleep, what a slacker.

















haha i knew you were going to jump up.




















bet you already forgot me...
but i will continue to dream of the day when i finally bump into you at ecp or pasir ris.
wanted to type three words, but i shall not be too mushy

1am now tmr fitness.
next week gonna play with soccerpioneers at rv! hahaha
aman called me noobpie i think its a damn cute name. suits me well.
HAHAHA JKJK

Labels: laugh like a piece of shit, love, pepper, soccer