wow, its 31st december, the end of 2008,
the year which ive matured most as an athlete.
the year which ive neglected my studies the most.
the year which i slept the most during lesson time.
the worst year of my entire academic life.
the year in which i lost ability to prioritise.
the year in which the gap between me and my family widened the most.
the year which i gave up on myself the most number of times.
the year which i made the most empty promises.
the year which i achieved the least amount of things.
the year which i always looked forward to going home because of my furry friend.
the year which i learnt a little about unconditional love.
the year which made me realise how selfish a person i was.
the year i nearly lost sight of my dreams.
the year i felt alone.
the year i felt like being alone.
the year i lost the will to go home.
the year i lost my furry buddy.
the year whose last few months were very fulfilling and memorable nonetheless.

i dread starting the new year without pepper.
which you were just gone on a long one and a half month holiday and would be back running around our home and bringing the love back into my life.

i have to thank so many people.
and here, i would like to apologise to all whom i have hurt with my stupid, selfish and arrogant attitude.
sorry. i know its the word i say the most number of times every day beside 'thank you', but yeah, i mean it every time i say it.

walao new year resolutions.
a.k.a promises i would not be able to keep most of the time...
shall leave it till next time.
have to attack the first of homework today.
chem retest AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SUKI SUSHI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAJDSKNMCNMNM,NXM,C

Labels: alone, apologies, dreams, introvert me, med school, pepper, soccer