omgomg eight below is showing on monday at 7pm!
i cant miss that!
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ok i just set an alarm on my hp to remind myself .

i actually have a lot to say man, but im really too darn lazy to type out everything that has been going on in my life for the past two days and how i feel about them.
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where shall i start...
wow i realise that every time i want to blog about training, negative thoughts start filling my mind because i really dont think anything i did that was praiseworthy. im dead serious, not trying to be modest or whatever.
today is quite the perfect example.
walao eh first we played some defence attack thingy and i was literally a useless piece of shit...
didnt do much except mostly observed how zhongying held the ball with such composure i can only dream of having sigh.
then we played 7v7 on a skinny strip of grass
bloody challenging(for me at least) because i admit im a dumb player.
couldnt even trap the ball properly wtf
bloody slow.
i cant put it in words.
just why do i lose everything when im under pressure?
like during important races in the past, i sometimes give up on myself. bloody disappointing.
i really hope that its not because i have fear of competitions or whatever shit.
i doubt so la its just that i dont have skill composure talent brains on the field.
(which is basically everything)
well, dont exactly know what else to say,
just that i kind
dont want to disappoint mr khoo
dont want to feel useless
dont want err continue tmr. was watching ronaldinho on youtube again haha

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