today this could be, the greatest day of our lives.
today this could be, the greatest day of our lives.
and the world comes alive.
and the world comes alive.

this sucks.
they say sometimes you have to be lost to find yourself.
but wow, ive been lost for too damn bloody long.
great things have happened today,
like ms chua telling me she called my mom with good news
like us winning 1-0.
but why dammit why dont i feel a tinge of happiness?
when its time to be with the team, i actually felt like being alone.
i think i kinda figured out the reason im feeling this way.
yes, according to shiyun, i seem to be shutting myself out of many things.
ever since last year.
i wonder what can make me open up again.
when i join soccer in uni, i wont commit these fatal mistakes again.
holy shit, i think im suffering from soccer depression, i actually ah nvm.
wow this sucks. this sucks.

3 things to work on in a week:
1. dribbling
2. fitness fuck la!
3. corners

p.s
sorry yitong sihui and maybe van for that fucked up attitude after the match















may have fallen, but we'll be back.

i die after next week.

Labels: apologies, soccer