i think im on a blogging spree. ive been blogging regularly for the past few days.
had field training today, and wtf, as usual i was panting like a piece of shit.
some of the guys are being very nice again, which makes me feel guilty because im not taking any initiative to communicate or interact with them. sigh. though im really a very shy person towards guys(except for people llike the guys in athletics and my classmates) its not an excuse not to be bold. and the embarrassing thing is that im sort of the leader and its my duty z_z

oyeah and i must seriously work on my confidence level. i kept passing back today. and my grrrrrr ball holding skills. and my fitness, my dog-like-piece-of-shit panting is affecting my morale

after training which ended quite late i didnt check my phone until mr sham passed by at around 245pm, asking me if i had seen his msg, well i didnt. so i checked my phone . he said there was no fitness trg. and the msg was sent at 1220! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
which meant that i made them wait for nothing. sorry my bad.
but i bet sh and aud had fun playing cards
while i was spending quality time with my book and my ball.
anw lena and sy came down to chat. and we seriously had a ball(pun intended)(i know i made this lame statement before) of a time coming up with a new multi-purpose plastic boob/tummy/crotch shield to totally own the game man wowhoo HAHAHA But the drawback is that you walk like a... haha right sy?
lmao.(er its still intact)

slap jack is hands down my favourite poker card game.
the slap jack me is someone you have never seen and might possibly never want to see. lol jkjk
actually im just my normal self la, just wee bit more excited thats all.
omg gym tmr i hate gymuersajfjskkdfjclkadjfajdfakljflkdjfjowerifjskfjaslkfjcv,nz,

anw i sent mr sham the wrong msg today when i was supposed to sent it to niao.
hope he doesnt think i did it on purpose to indirectly hurry him to reply me haha

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