holla!
just finished watching ice princess on tv, its not amazing but its kind of inspiring.the mother is like my parents... the only massive ginormously huge difference is that the protagonist is bloody talented and im not haha but its ok ive come to accept that 11 months ago.

anw today we had a friendly against the guys. i was bloody nervous before the game. the j2 seniors really helped us a lot. cant imagine what the score would be like if it werent for them. it was a very good experience though, at least now we know how it feels like. ok this may sound a bit lame, but i like the feeling of being in a team. you know you have people you can fall back on, you know your team is there to support no matter what and you feel its worth everything to fight for possession and get the ball back. you cant do it alone (omg reminds me of liverpool's damn cool "you'll never walk alone")
i really admire the j2s. though its not exactly their game and its of little significance to them, they really ran their asses off. to me it seemed like they put in a lot of effort. ziyang is like a monster who appears virtually everywhere. and potion is like a heading machine? he tackles like a monster. its like hes so difficult to get pass that if one day, say i ever get the chance to have a one on one attack defence thingy going on with him,... if i ever manage to get pass, i'll treat myself to two mcflurries after that. ok damn lame.
and i think some of the soccer guys are really good. sigh i hope next year we can improve leaps and bounds in time for nationals.
i think some of us played well too. esp audrey... who trained to be a goalie for what? one month?! walao... zai piece of shit.
ok now time to shoot myself and eat some shit.
my passing bloody sucks
and i didnt use any trick i learned at all to get pass the defender. wtf this is bloody disappointing to me. i seriously lack a lot of confidence and skill.
i really need to work on having more confidence.
saw a quote online before; "...you have to think you are the best and make sure that you are the best."
that pretty much sums up the problem with me
to make things worse, my stamina sucks. the last few minutes i felt my chest tighten and i nearly wanted to drop out.
luckily i put my bottle near the line because i predicted that i would need to drink quite a bit in between judging from how i always initiate water breaks during trg lol... if not i wouldve died man walao...but the rest of the team like damn qiangs. they lasted 40 mins without a sip of water...
finally, my sprinting sucks,... and we are all too quiet during the game.
made a lot of mistakes, but i guess the important thing is to not repeat them again
somehow i look forward to the next match. even though i admit that i nearly died during this match, after the match , i couldnt wait to play again haha
oh i spotted a bruise on the side of my knee, no idea how it got there.
so now im really bruise lim.

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