dear heli, i miss you...
maybe i'll drop by next friday morning...
hugs and kisses awaits youuuuuuuuuuu


just read jingm's post about saying ten things to ten people,
so here goes my version before i go back to maths webcast. i'm still at lecture 6...

1. to me:
please don't be like that anymore. sigh.

2. to my new team mates:
i'm sorry i still don't feel that attached to you guys. please give me some time to warm up...

3. to coach:
i am still clinging on to the hope that i can get to play as a winger instead of a defender. so, even as i am learning how to be a better defender, i will not give up on being a winger. i hope that one day, i will be able to show you how well i can play as a winger.

4. to my cs lecturer or rather to the subject itself:
it's been about 4 years since i last did my homework willingly and diligently. really hope to prove to myself that i can do it if i set my mind to it.

5. to popo, lex, face, heli, xiaobai, ricky and gang:
i'm sorry that i haven't gone down at all ever since school started. the few months that i've been there were probably the happiest and most fulfilling months of my life. i promise to go down after this semester ends!!!!!!!

6. to wcpp sexy kias:
thank you for just being there. was really happy to meet you guys last friday.

7. to friends whom i treasure:
really hope that our friendship lasts. it's not that i don't have faith in long-d friendships be it because we are studying in different universities or in different countries. it's just that we have to admit that it is difficult because we all have different commitments. time will tell i guess, who stays in your heart and who doesn't.

8. to new ideal man NO MIN WOOOoooooooooooooo
YOU'RE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT AND TALENTED. *plop*
faints...

9. to my mother:
i don't know how to tell you that i really don't want to live the life i am living right now, and that sometimes i just think of getting away from this home and this place and just starting life anew somewhere else. alone. (i am not feeling depressed)

10. to nus:
i can't wait for next week to be over.


needless to say, i have changed for the better, but that only applies to ONE out of four modules...
i get psyched up even by the release of a friggin'(in EQ's language) tutorial for that subject.

if only this applies to the other modules... SIGH.
one of which i will be tested on tomorrow.
DAMN


I know that you never thought that i could do as much as or more than you could do.
Were you surprised?
Don't be, because from now on, surprises will be so common they won't be surprising at all.


damn screwed up for PC1431 i keep missing the bloody datelines for the online assignments


wahh, today during tutorial, one of my classmates presented his code and it included something i have never learnt from the lectures.
he probably took programming before.
what i felt was pangs of jealousy because he knew much much MUCH more than i did and he had a more flexible way of coding.
i really want to know more too man, IF i have the time, that is.