omg.... i cant believe that ive been tricked twice in two weeks, you know those videos/games where halfway during the video/ game a scary face will pop up and a VERY loud and screechy scream sound will be played? dammit...
the firt one was this video.... showing a way through a maze or something.... then it happened. dammit,
the second oe just happened today. er... go check this out
http://www.winterrowd.com/bubblewrap/
if you want to scare yourself...

my volume was only half the full bar, but i think they purposely ampliied the sound ... hence it was rather loud...
ok my main point was, er much to my own surprise, i didnt scream or jerk back at the point where the monsters appeared on screen... i just felt my heart skip a beat.
and i apparently continued to stare/examine/attempt the uncover the photoshop secrets behind the monster face like 15 secs after the video/game ended.
ohman, i always thought i would like er either jump off my seat/push the table down/shit on the spot/shriek like shrek/exclaim 'AH!' off-key(or zao xia if you would understand)/accelerate away from the laptop/etc.
okay i somehow liked the way i reacted... haha skipping a heartbeat.
how much have i changed exactly?
did i mention that recently that i keep imagining myself hugging my dog and stroking him?damned it felt so real.