my mom gave my dog away, on friday, when i was at queensway cutting the cards for the soccer booth for open day. she called and told me the man-who-lives-in-a-bungalow came to take him away, she also said pepper was very happy, wagging his tail like a piece of shit and all.
im sorry but i have to say this
fuck it.

well, i dont know where to start but, i just kept thinking of him.
i cant take this.seriously, apparently elsie ong doesnt allow me to visit him at his new home, which she claims is at pasir ris. how vague.
i find no reason to go home anymore. when im home, i feel very upset because everything reminds me of him


frankly i dont know why a mere 1.5 years would bring so much sadness,
the silence is deafening
home is empty

fuck man.

im going to fucking hell find out where the hell you are.
and elsie ong, you cut me deep on this one, though you have every reason to send him away and i cant blame you, i still blame you.

ok i just deleted the long letter i typed to my dog, i think theres no need for me to broadcast what i wanna say to him. god knows, i know and it doesnt matter if he doesnt know. ok it does.
and i space out more often.
k time to get some sleep , be forward looking em!