holy cow! i was so fortunate to get to try out the GPMG at ocs yesterday its a frigging general purpose machine gun! though it sounds pretty common owing to the word general..., it definitely felt like a special purpose machine gun to me... okay thats lame.
but wtf it was damn fun damn exciting
had the experience of a lifetime in just a few shots... damned will i remember that imapct aka 10000000N vibrational force exerted on my shoulder for life. a pity there was no picture to commemorate that moment.
really have to thank my friends for helping me volunteer......

and man, i am such a vulgar person, i accidentally said the entire f word during a slap jack game instead of "1". i should try to control myself. its not exactly pleasant to say the f word at least once every day.

i fell while trying to do a cryuff turn o the d ring when the ball when out... i fell flat on my ass.okay vulgarism strikes back... its quite painful, okay make that very, but for that instant only. anyway today i have a neckache. lol hurts when i bend or move my head, and i couldnt do the toe touch thingy during training today. hope itll be better tmr.

as for today, i somehow loved today!
1. shammy said he got us a coach i mean f that shit man! now the real training begins. i really doubt im up to it. nonetheless, im really grateful to shammy for that, from the bottom of my heart.
2. played bball with the bball girls after training! its like the classic example of noobs vs pros. the most important thing was that i finally felt the warmth of being in a soccer for the first time, it was the first time i felt that we were one family. one. even though the bball guys were around, it didnt feel very awkward or uncomfortable, it felt normal. bball people are nice. somehow it makes up for the disconnection i have with soccer guys.
i had a nice day.
so i thank the world for it
but pepper i love and miss you