took the day off today.
was so mentally exhausted from tuesday wednesday and thurs that i dozed off during most lessons.
after that we hah training then rock night. i really suck now, but promos are my priority, im trying not to touch the ball or go practise at the common corridor at night.
345 rocks! and captain calebs singer is damn pro.
345's songs were awesome, somewhere we belong and the calling song. AHHHH
but then again, realised that the issue of my heavy work load and me having to work extra hard for the next 6 weeks and how my mom would react to me being a possible retainee is like a dark cloud above my head, stalking me.
feels as if there is something weighing down on me.
but i trust myself.
i trust that emily will not let herself get retained. she'll pass with flying colours.

just pull me out of this abyss of despair.

thanks for those who showed concern and showered me with love and care,(can save money on water bills, dont have to shower myself! thanks man!)