hi, do congratulate me on my supposedly stunning conversion to an introvert after a mere 4 months in njc.
wow, yeah, when i come to think of it, i really have become sort of like a loner.
i value every opportunity i have to be alone sometimes.
but then again, when im really alone, i wish someone would be there.
somehow i feel as if i am stifling the real me unknowingly
behind this facade, lies someone yearning to be included, appreciated and valued.
don't read me through the smile i have on my face.
don't read me through the conversations we have.
don't read me at all.
because the only thing you need to do to know someone is to read his heart.
but you can't read that without him giving you the keys to it first.


my existence means nothing to you