ello people, today i was an hour late for my fft miss chua's math lesson because i mistook lt2 as lt3.
i went in to lt2 which in my opinion looks exactly like lt3 and i saw no one.
damn scary la.
then peisi told me they were in the same place as the prev lesson, so i walked around the school searching for lt3.
then i stupidly believed that peisi said wrongly, so i went to check lt2 again and wtf no one, damn scary again, its like it felt as though, people are thinking that they exist when they dont.
heh
then i finally found lt3, its on the frigging first floor, i was telling my self that no, there are no lts on the ground floor so dont check there, but yea fine, anyway today was quite sian for me
after lesson went to find soccer,
but i ended up playing with the wall myself, omg, i feel damn lousy,
i really cant stand it sometimes. i feel so screwed i keep thinking of it everyday.
when i was practising alone, i felt that my actions were damn awkward. like whoa.
maybe i should just contact michael adams,

once again, i pray that my iq really be 222.
so i dont have to study for common tests.
im one week behind schedule, gonna have to plan my timetable for 3 weeks. if i dont have a timetable i wont work, i need to be restricted; to be stripped of all the freedom i have.

letter to me:
hi emily, please just slap yourself and spank your butt and start mugging, thought you said you wanted h3 phy or econs? thought you even messaged gilbert lee to ask him when hes gonna come down to mark your essay three weeks a ago, and youre not even done with one now?
wheres your passion. you son of a ...

where are you


hello people does anyone miss me or even detect my (usual) absence from this place of memories?
sighs, im always creating this lame opening blog statement asking if i am missed.
when i god damn am. LOL hehehehehe.
guess i am someone who needs to be feel loved.

anyways.i came up with this thing called PON-O-METER to gauge my willingness to trudge out of bed every morning. on a scale of one to ten, if it reaches 12/10 , ill pon.
today it was a seven. when caal came, it reached a fairly staggering nine.
because it pains to see 67 and not board it.

am supposed to be doing my GP VA now. apparently i set a target that i would complete it tonight (whoa ho) because i have training tomorrow.
but thanks thanks, so far im only done with one summary out of the three, not forgetting the twenty question quiz.

anyway my motivation to blog all of a sudden came from this friend, who was insignificant to me in pimary school, but made a difference during secondary school. in actual fact erning hasnt really done anything besides flash me cheeky smiles which i would gladly return with my own dose of raised eyebrows pervert-style.and of course, played soccer with me every morning in sec four!
was on the overhead bridge when i noticed this familiar figure with my favourite charsiew bao hairstyle. and omfg its erning, omg, wow, i ran to her and wtf she even had trouble recognising me, (am i that forgettable) and i repeatedly told her that i missed her and ten seconds later i couldnt control the tears from my heart, like a burst open floodgate i hugged her and told her i miss her! and walao erning told me not to cry, our conversation was very brief but in that simplicity lies my love for this friendship. asked where she was heading to and received the expected reply of "to kick ball" in chinese. told her i was in soccer too and that i cant wait to kick with her and also kick her. HAHA. no i didnt mention the kick her part. when we parted after a few minutes, i still felt the knot in my heart. pains me to miss a friend that much. we are not close. but still, emotions run deep.

i wonder what tomorrow will bring, maybe one day i should count the stares i receive for being the one with loads of bleached hair. guess i am very much numb to such comments and stares because i believe it doesnt really make a difference. oh well, what crap. it lowers my self-esteem. but then again, i dont give a damn. okay i do give a damn.

cant wait to learn more from my football mentor.
sincerity moves the heart.
miamia said that last year and i will always remember it, just like moo said
beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

i think im going nuts because i keep thinking of wearing the jersey and playing during nationals.lets just hope i get into the team.anyway, gonna see my juniors tomorrow. come what may, ill still love yall. just be happy wherever you are.


Leo

July 22 - August 22

You will find little comfort in your emotions today, dear Leo. You may want to simply stick to business. Concentrate on getting things done in your regular routine. Create a plan and stick to it. This is not a day to deviate from the norm, nor is it a time in which you will find sympathy from others. Stick close to home and take care of your personal business. Time is precious, so don't waste it.



omfg, the guy who came up with todays horoscope must be a psychic, like someone right out of heroes.
because its goddamn true.

once again, i pray that my iq really be 222.


ello,
today wasnt exactly very fun for me until i met my lovely fourbidden for the first time in five months at jec
though theres only huatty enqi jiamin miamia huimin pwee moo abel kahan klock ,
it turned up to be superbly fun and incredibly heartwarming.
i was laughing like piece of shit most of the time.
aiya continue next time , super lazy to blog.