hello people does anyone miss me around here?

the past week was a blast for me mostly during trainings and after trainings
the past week was exceptionally great,
because during math lecture
shiyun liwen sihui jungmin and i sat at the last row,
even though i was liistening most of the time because i am wow like the weakest math pupil you wouldve seen,
liwen and sihui were talking and playing paper football like pieces of shit and jingmin and shiyun were quietly copying stuff and i was paying attention,i really felt so comfortable, i wasnt bothered with being the only one doing what i did nor was i bothered with sihui nd liwen chatting amongst themselves.
it was a strange feeling, something i felt like back in 4b
i feel so at home,
i no longer felt alone.
i didnt need to do anything to feel included.
man, so i guess thats why i love soccer
its this cca where i love not only the sport, but the people,
though we arent very close yet, the best is yet to be.
really hop we can participate in nationals next year, well-prepared.
cant wait for the frequency of trainings to reach five days a week.
and i hope i dont die.
i wont because ill complete my game before i do.
yesterdays team bag shopping was a blast especially during the last part of dinner and after dinner when it was just left with me skater mad bird small bird cheong and chaomin
skater never fails to make me laugh but shes damn pissed with me for laughing at her, and even mistook me me as laughing at her at times when i wasnt.note the severity of his.
anyways audrey is damn funny and shiyuns lame jokes are whoa ahhaha
i enjoy seeing them laugh and laughing with them.

whenever there are soccer matches, its like i go jut to have fun with them
hahaha
without them the match aint complete, of course when the match reaches its climax it sendsme pulsating madly. football makes you want to be on the field itself kicking your hart out
when i saw barbies sister i somehow feel his passion for the game, he seems damn focused i don know why.you feel him giving his best shot and playing hard .
i enjoy cracking shiyun and jingmin up lol
everymnday soccer girls gonna have lunch together, i so hope itll increase to every lunch break.
because i cant find the warmth in my class besides peisipei chaomin and sometimes masu

i wonder how long ill take to find it
next week ill have to discuss with them about the food fair, i wonder how itll go.
i wonder how ill do it.