Was deeply inspired niangs EMPTY mv on her blog, hence;



Going home tomorrow, to a place where i belong.
I've never treated nj as my home.
Never sung any of the school songs during flag raising;

Had a sudden urge to just end this off with one sentence;
words can't express my how i feel.

that would be too 'lazy emily'.
taking into account my purposeful absence yesterday.
many a time i walk through the gates and somehow felt damn f-ed up; as you can see.











gradually things got better, with a great deal of help from hm and piangs.
oyeah and my before nj gate face wasnt at all that happy.
just so you now, ive never felt f-ed up about going to rv before., if i do remember correctly, that is.
yeah im much better now,
just that i see no point in going to school sometimes, hence yesterday's behavior.
sometimes its as though i go to school to attend pe and physics lessons and maybe cca.
and also to help alleviate the effects of global warming since im like bloody cool la.

gee todays econs lecturer scared the shit of of me when he yelled at someone who was sleeping.
"it makes me bloody irritated... cos i cannot concentrate"
"...the boy up there isnt the only one who is sleeping, there are others too.."
sometimes it pays to be girls.

i think i kind of forgot how to blog and be funnily lame.zzzzzzzz
cya tmr , or maybe not. actually i still have tons to say,like how law huimin is DAMN FUNNY.
and how my ^(self proclaimed)disciples laura and yijun can draw like salkdl;jsakldmzxl,cmlkjaodijalsdjlskad good
how white pear is;
how small valeries bladder is,
and how i miss running.
and how you can track me by following the drool pools on the ground.


ello people.
i havent written in like ten thousand years i guess.
the past two months were filled with fun and laughter(especially for december) but january was well, cold.

before this sentence was written i actually stoned at the screen contemplating whether or not i should begin with the happier events.

zzzzzzzz
ah i suck at planning essays, so-
today is hah, day three of HAPPY DAYS. (yeah as stated, happy days has only just begun)
yeah throughout the entire orientation, i didnt really enjoy myself, neither did i laugh heartily.
i just feel so alone.yeah but i should be fine now, huimin witnessed the drastic change in my tone haha from sunday till now.
aint in the mood to write more, shall blog tomorrow, cos i feel like sleeping.
anyway
on my relatively short list of the people i miss horribly are
piangs huimin moo pwee
mia huat
& maybe yq?
juniors+training under leelee+running
lastly,
i miss the very happy emily who plays soccer every morning
and loved everyone and everything around her.