SO ITS A LAZY SATURDAY AFTER NOON.
i set my alarm at 1030am bu t woke up at 12.30 am.
ah, expected.
okay so i have two chem assignments and one bio assignments.
realised i could be slacking my entire weekend away if i did them on time.
just me.
i guess i really aways see things coming when they are about too, or they already came
just now, after trading spouses there was this movie.
the parents were about to send this cute old man, who is the father of the mum, to an old folks home.
i watched it for awhile not because its nice, but because i saw my grandparents in him.they say old people dont talk with company, theyre just glad to know that someones there, just want the company.
no point saying how much i regret, because i dont think its of any use, but whenever i think of anyth related to how lame and idiotic the way i treated them , i feel sad all over,
hey im not trying to act nice or gain sympathy ya.

i guess we all know the feeling of missing something only when weve lost them.
of knowing to cherish what we once had
of how to hold on to the good old times
of how to relive those memories
of thinking back and realising that it happened and will never happen again
but even so, there is the sorrow of knowing that all is gone

trainings . no more of them.
is that why i feel so very empty now?
or is it because i am letting something that i dont think will ever affect me affect me?