theres something in my oesophagus. makes me want to puke but yet im not able to.
i feel like amputating the upper half of my body now.
sdj sjadkdladalks j dla
its really like sighs. damn difficult for me to breathe.
anyway.
today was the only paper i cried for during midyears.
dont want to say how i screwed the entire thing with my screwdriver because i really really didnt see it coming.
do you know the feeling when you pin all your hopes on something and it just comes crashing back at you?
i think everybody does.
now im pinning all my hopes on geography, and if it really ... i dont know what i'll do. cant do much too.
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emily's midyear resolutions:
1) not to sleep during any humanities lesson unless there really is a need to.(okay maybe i should exclude that part)
2)attend amaths remedial wholeheartedly; if i ever have to.
3)never ever study last minute for physics.
4)love amaths for who it is and not because of mr ng. HI MR NG!
5)sighs i dontknow what else. i just know i feel like hitting my chest hard to get that bitch out of my throat asap.

get the best progress award after prelims; from zero to hero.


anyway this morning i played badminton with miamia! heh its been a long time!
and after pe, i was one of the last to reach class.
when i reached the class, i popped my head in and i saw HI MR NG!
omfg, i really smiled very very happily, it was pure joy!
santa ng was happy to see me too!(i guess heh)
anyway yeah had health checkup and wth la, yyc was full of crap but its damn funny. and liray peaked during the check up, in terms of humour level.
AND OYEAH NICHOLAS AND ABEL PANGSEHED ME AND JANICE!
they are no longer in front of us, so we have no one to whack anymore.
heh actually it was no one's fault , just that i enjoy harping on it. heh.
during chem, moo, norine, huatty gunyn and i were stuck at the health check up block because we were cowards. afraid to be struck by lightning.
lol.
anyway when i went the the staffroom to take umbrellas, HI MR NG yeah i saw mr ng! he was with a group of other girls:( so i was too shy to say hi loudly.
but he talked to me!kwdl;ad;asjdlj dufoijmdfz./
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he asked me how was i!s;d'asdkadka;ldkas
and he said i looked good!las'kdskas
heh
of course, i look damn cool with the wet look .B)
anyw i am trying to sneeze ahap(<_ okay anyone who can guess this correctly gets a piece of seaweed from me. anyw did i tell you i just ate seaweed. then after that i slept, then when i woke up, the bitch appeared in my throat. so maybe its the seaweeds fault. )
shit i think i wrote a lot of uh. ya in the bracket.
okay 1215. almost time for rostonlim to use the com.
anyw, on saturday i want to ask the baby carrots if they wanna play catching in school after training with papa and mama carrots!
EH OR IS IT BECAUSE BITCHUAN PUT A FREAKING CURSE ON ME.