sighs, really dont know what im doing now. its one plus am night before amaths test. okay morning of amaths test.
i really have absolutely no interest whatsoever in amaths. interest level is a negative numeral because i hate it in fact;
but i like mr ng. HI MR NG IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS!
anyw today i slept at six after some online shopping and a bath HEH.
told my dad to wake me at 7/
he woke me at 7, i told him five mins more. then i woke up myself at 8
did the entire topic on finding max and min pont in 1.5 hours. then while eating dads horfun at 10, i switched on the tv, and omfg. i didnt know csi was so interesting.
so i decided to finish watching it till 11
i hate trigonometry so i only bothered to remember how to draw t he curves. because drawing is fun.
shit my left eyelid keeps twitching now.
whats does it mean huh
extreme good luck. yeah!
hehe okay actaully i dontknow
but nvm.
dont know if i should continue my laggy and inefficient way of studying differentiation till morn and dont sleep, or go to sleep
sighs, maybe ill pick the latter because im so afraid i might fall asleep like i nearly did during biology mcq. and chinese compre

my left eye is twitching ugh!
and i feel like chopping my nose off.because it feels as if i have a mucus base volcano on my face; with a continuous outflow of you-know-what.

edit heh. decided to go sleep and mug on the train and in the morn.
sighs. cconfessions of a broken hearted lazyass AGAIN.
cant help being lazy.
oya and just now while stoning, i t hought about my attitude
apparently i a expecting myself to have maybe 45 minutes of time to stone and sleep tomorrow due to the vast amount of qs i wont be able to attempt.
why am i so selective
sighs.
why cant i put in as much effort for my maths as my sciences?
also for ss and history.
why am i able to set a record for yawning three times per page of the maths text book?
i bet its mental and not physical.
sighs.
i value freedom a lot, i realised. from this.

anyw, i thought of flunking. when i suddenly realised that this was MID YEARS. NOT CTESTS.
and getting a 20/100 will put my already low average even lower. wtf.
read desmy's rv amaths handbook by choy ban heng.
i read the introduction, not the content heh. cos there will more words there.
hee
he said that maths require commitment, constant practice and understanding.
i, the kamakazi amaths test-taker (as in kamakazi pilot, suicide pilot) had -inifinite commitment, 0 practice and maybe 5 for understanding
heh