i was blogging just now about how beautiful a sunday it was. and suddenly my bro came home. sighs.

nvm extrememakeover home edit later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woopeemd;lkslk;dsd

oyeah i forgot to tell you!
i had the most amazing dream last night.
was really really exciting. something like everyone was stranded on this island and we did a hell lot of exciting stuff like venturing into a cave meeting the inhibitants of the island.
fighting, saving...
omfg i love this type of dreams haha
and then i forgot eveything else.
until i visited this online shop selling hp accessories. and ir ealised t hat in the dream i had three phones. the second one was super cute. the first one was my current phone. the last one was a hot pink motorola. dont know why.
lol


sighs.

today, emily woke up at 1130am.
(when it was stated she had to do so at 10 in her timetable)
anyw, i kept thinking about sports day.
i told aman that i was talent scouted by joanne loo to do shot put.
and she actually believed it. haha i still remember jloo told us that if we used the wrong technique, our elbows would hurt or sth. and she showed me a thumb-ups sign for my technique when i threw. and that day after my afternoon nap, my elbow hurt like faeces. B)

and on thurs morn we played badminton. so many peop were playing. not like the hall was ours but. WOOPEE
SINCE I CANNOT PLAY SOCCER EVERYDAY,BADMINTON IS FINE!
aw, really cant wait for midyears to end.
friday. sighs. during the chinese paper, i had 20-30mins left no time to rewrite another compo and see which one was better for submission so i decided to take a nap.
anyw, i dreamed of elsieong cooking food for the first time in 3 bloody weeks!!
and then i felt something gently caressing my shoulder blade. thought it was my mother so i continued sleeping.but whatever it was , it didnt stop touching me,so i opened my eyes slightly and nearly wanted to say "5 minutes la" or walao or sth i would usually say to my mum.saw the script and realised i was in an examination. lifted my head and saw guolanhua leaning over me. B)
at least i didnt drool on my paper. but i kissed my table.
my first kiss!
so unromantic>
after that, we ahd to copy corrections for physics. i was the last to finish but anyw there was a min athletics agthering because, karen piangs aman ningy jie ge liray jan and i were gossiping lol haha
then we wnet berserk thanks to liray.
went to je to have like a late lunch lol
super funny.
the security guard told us that we couldnt sit on the ground so we just stood up.
anyw i laughed hell lot.
best day ive had in many months i guess.
but whenever im with them, i always think about separation.
but then again, it makes me treasure whatever time i have left.
with everyone and anyone.

my days with you all are numbered.
some friends come and go. too many.

i look forward to a beautiful sunday tomorrow. as always.
time will heal all wounds!
all hail MR NG FOR I WILL NOT DISAPPOINT YOU IN EMATHS THIS TIME.
faith is a funny thing, it comes when you least expect it.
anyways
saw this in emily tang's myspace
I want to meet a guy. A guy who doesn’t lie the minute he says hello and gives me a hug. Someone who I can tell almost everything to because he’s honest and trustworthy. A guy who makes me all giggly; someone who makes me break into the stupidest grin with just the mere thought or sight of him. A guy who will totally embarrass himself just to make me smile. A guy who doesn’t mind me meeting and hanging out with his friends. A guy who gives me butterflies everytime my phone rings or beeps and his name flashes on the screen. A guy who will bag me out and be the meanest jerk ever, but I’d still know that he was just messing around and was just trying to make me smile. A guy who can laugh with me about anything and everything. A guy who gets just as excited as I do whenever we’re meeting up. Someone who doesn’t care where we go or what we do, just as long as we’ll be together. A guy who brushes my hair away from my face everytime he tries to kiss me and I purposely shake it back just so he can do it all over again. Someone who will hold me tight and let me cry everything out when I’m feeling at my worst. A guy who I feel comfortable being myself with. Someone who will take care of me but not in the way a 5-year old would be taken care of. A guy who doesn't lie when he says "I Love you". Someone who doesn't think of any other girl when he's with me- absolutely no side-line girls. A guy who is protective of me, but at the same time not insanely jealous of the places I go and people I meet. Someone who gives me piggy back rides. A guy who can and will talk to me till the wee hours in the morning. Someone who can treat me like a best friend and be honest and upfront when giving advice and when working out problems. A guy whose presence in my life will make me feel like everything is perfect. Someone who makes my knees feel like Jello and sends my heart racing everytime he kisses me. A guy who will trace his fingers across my skin because he knows I like it. A guy who can cuddle with me while we watch a late night movie. Someone who doesn’t mind being all mushy and loveydovey and isn’t afraid of being called a pussy. A guy who makes me feel safe. Someone who doesn’t mess with my head just to get what he wants. A guy who will respect me and my opinions. We’ll agree to disagree. A guy who will say he isn't right even though im wrong. Someone who doesn't blame me for things that aren't a result of my own actions. A guy who doesn't take all his crap out on me- thought I will be there for him to listen whenever he needs to talk. A guy who will tell me and make me feel like I’m the most awesomest/beautiful girl he knows, when we both know that it might not be true. Someone who’s just like those guys in chick flicks- but I know, you know, we all know that it’s all made up. It’s make believe. It’s just a lie. Guys like that don’t exist except in fairytales and in Hollywood. And till then, I’ll just tell myself over and over that guys, nice guys, don’t exist in this world.

hate to admit it but it really is true.



i cant stand it.! i have to blog about monday,
i left school at like 1015 for my dental appt at 1030. called to say i was late because the bus uncle said i could only reach at 1050. when i arrived, there was another emergency case. so she told me to go chill out first lol.
SO SINCE I SAW SO MANY EATERIES WHILE ON THE BUS, I DECIDED TO HAVE BRUNCH!
OMFG, I WAS LIKE WLAKING LONG THE BEACHROAD SHOP HOUSES, I SAW
SLICED FISH BEEHOON STALL WHICH HAD LOADS OF NEWSPAPER CUTTINGS PLASTERED ALL OVER .
BUT TOO BAD I DIDN T LIKE SLICED FISH BEEHOON!
SO I WALKED ON THEN I SAW THIS RESTAURANT WITH HMMM PRETTY TRADITIONAL CHINESE CUISINE. BUT IM NOT A BIG FAN OF THAT EITHER.
SO I WALKED AHEAD THEN OMFG. I SAW A DUCK RICE STALL WITH MANY NEWSPAPER CUTTINGS ON ITS WALLS TOO; KD;L MSAMD;AS
but the unfriendly lady said she w as not ready.
then i walked on. to the end of that stretch of shophouses. them OMFGGGGJDLKGF KNLSFKLSADF
I SAW THIS PORK RIB SOUP STALL!!!!!!!!NDSK JHLKASDJLAD WITH MANY NEWSPAPER CUTTINGS TOOA'KS;L AKD;LKA SD;J A;LSDJ A;SD
AWTH.
BUT ONE BOWL WAS LIKE 4.3 I WAS SO AFRAID THERE WOULD BE TOO MUCH AND ALMOST DIDNT ORDERED. AND ANW I THOUGHT BAK KUT TEH WAS THE ONE WITH A PIG'S TROTTER INSIDE. AND ANYW I ORDERED THAT.
AND WHEN IT ARRIVED, IT WAS ACTUALLY PORK RIB SOUP B)
BUT OMFG. ITS DAMN NICE. COS THE SOUP IS NOT PEPEER SOUP ITS NICE HERBAL SOUPDL ';ASKD;LA KDAS,D L;ADLTHE HERB TASTE IS JUST RIGHT. AND THEY DIDNT OVERDO IT.!!!!!!!!! L;'KD ;LADA
OMG. BUT THERES ONLY FOUR SMALL PIECES OF PORK RIB INSIDE. SIGHDSSJHDFJHS
and it was super yummy.
i sat there like a noob eating away happily/.
i ate alone for the first time! it felt good cos there wasnt really anyone around. i mean hello its 11.15.am
on a fine monday morn.
omfg .
and now, i keep thinking of beach road pork rib soup.
ONLY 20MINS FROM THE BUS STOP OUTSIDE OUR SCHOOL.
WHO WANTS TO GO!!

.dontknow whether im thinking too much or thinking too little.
ill wait till im tired of waiting.


its not good to look through the entire athletics album with a sad song playing in the background


yeah and i got my beautiful Sunday!!!!!!!!!!
just that i woke up late and couldn't savour much of it
anyw i just screwed up one part of the kitchen whilst cooking maggi.
and it tasted quite weird/
at first there was too much sesame oil. so after eating 1/2 i added more ketchup.
then there was too much ketchup but i finished it anw.
ytd.
carrots rocked wcp
sighs i wished we could stay there all night. from dawn to dusk.
first we ate... omfg wcp hawker's chicken rice stall's chicken rice's soup damn f nice!
after we finished, i helped aman tie her hair up. SEE IM THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN DO IT KSD;LAKDL; S,DL;SA
THEN WE WALKED TO WEST COAST.
when we reached we climbed the structure. haha
after climbing only half of it, they told us to get down to play lol/
eh ive got fear of heights leh so im like damn brave ya
and then we played abit of soccer B)
later we decided to play catching woots.
haha i thought i was pro by waiting for them at the net so if one of the 3 came, i can just climb over. but two came. so i was first to be caught.
subsequently, aman and kuanlong feel cos they were blind and couldnt see the thin rope in front of them . lol but it hurt la.
and kl bled because he didnt seek early treatment from me
haha]
then we played soccer!
IM THE GOALIE THOUGH I SUCK LA.
BUT SOCCERS JUST DAMN FUN.
so is badminton
haha after awhile we all went to sit on the transporter which is the swinging thing lol i dont know what to call it everybody tried!
damn funny.
and zhangxiong was like damn freak ass strong la, he pushed all the boys till they almost hit the top bar. lol
so they sort of took revenge by pushing him so hard he nearly flipped over. which was pretty scary and they made him go like three times?
all the girls had difficulty getting up but all t he boys just jumped up i wonder why. lol
leena dragged peoples legs to make them go fast lol
when it was my turn to be transported, haha i stepped a lot on jie ges legs lol sorry.
and i t really was scary, though when i saw others its looked like chicken feed
mr lee was swinging too. sighs how i wish that when i was that old, i'd be able to do sth i enjoy life the way he does.
and always be a child at heart.
anyw, when it was about 10, we all had to go. so we went to mac to wash up and get some refreshments before some of us walked back to the bus stop. joked and laughed on the way.
liray and his sian ji puah ji pang pui or sth is really damn f funny.
&my night ended just like that.
we even planned ahead. a chalet in june WOOPEE LJDLJASLDJADS
cant wait.
as for now, midyears.
lucky we didnt have time to sit in a circle and tell ghost stories or chat.
or i think ill cry.zzzzzzzz
im certain this wont be the last time.
B)
anw do you think ill like get diarrhoea or constipation later?


yay i did a good deed ytd!
i did my timetable ytd. planned to follow it. was supposed to wake up at 9. but yeah. woke up at 12.50 haha
trials are canceled woopee
mye is in one week. wtf!
looking forward to a beautiful Sunday tmr. as always


NICKELBACK LYRICS

"Photograph"

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...

today marked our last cross country 'training'
really the last one.
after that well be gone to track. doing our own events. no longer working as a team to make it work.
itll be individual. as in we will be doing individual events except for relay/
and i dontknow wtf i wanna do
amazingly the results didnt really hurt that much.
it was just the mere fact that things will never be the same again.
the culture, the environment. lirui cant joke alrd.
i cant laugh.
and today, is the last fking time that that jingjie and amanda are our captains.
although i will still look up to them as my captains.
& leena
when we all go to track, we wont crap that much.dont think we will be that close. sighs.and amanda too.
nonetheless, things will never be the same for me.
todayw hen we wnet home,
first i saw the last of lirui, a relatively thin frame strutting to 173. sighs.
damn glad were still classmates. tears cascaded down oily face
then i saw the jingjie, his last day being captain of rvxc (unofficially) went up the bus, the figure was sitting nonchalantly on the bench. waved vigourously, tears rolled down when i realised he seemed to get further and further. and poof, he was out of sight. sighs.
the last of leena was a tragic one, the inexplicable inclinations towards my direction when talking whilst walking, ill never forget. the chatterbox during drills. what will become of her during track? and slowly she, too faded away in the darkness.waved till we couldnt see each other.
then amanda lol
i hugged her and cried while she tried to escape my clutches.
she keep saying its paiseh.but i dont give a damn.
last day as rvxc's vice capty. the last of amanda i didnt really notice.
the last of these people. might not make a difference to you.
but it does on me

i really will miss training in cross country.
alot alot alot/
what will we do when we really part? and not see each other every other day?




sighs,
tmr, me job is to catch yuxin kexin clair jojo hiongGEE AND A BUTTOCK at the finish.
and ill give them a small surprise tmr.!!!!(:


ohman. it feels quite terrible to keep stuff to myself.
lol
anyw i really feel im doing the right thing ; to just take a step back. and P.N.E.H
anyw its no longer there.
so i really wish you guys all the best!!!!!!!!!!!!
midyears. i think ill start this weekend. with geo and phys. (since i havent completed phy hw)

today was a pretty fun day! because liray made everyone laugh with his kungfu and rotiprata performances!
and trg was fine.
i cant believe nats's in like
6 BLOODY DAYS!@!!
IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE IT.
maybe because i just know ill be a reserve
haha
ANYW im like getting stomaches and suffering from mild constipation recently.
i ahve to go to the loo every morn.
sighs...
asdbkjasdkjabx

amanda is my official waffle-provider,
lol everymorn she delivers one plain waffle to me! WOOPEE
think ill gain 5kg by end of this month.
of course, mostly due to the daily intake of seaweed.
lol
TAE KAE NOI SEAFOOD & CLASSIC FLAVOURED SEAWEED ROCKS MY ASS OFF TO MARS MAN. (& also ningxin's)
B) <-thats me putting on a super-cool edisonchen face..

You Are Very Honest

You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand!

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Wilhemina Jeannetta Bohnsack

Your Worry Factor is 27%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard. You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them. So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax. You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry. At work and school, you do best when your analyzing. When you love someone, you tend to be very giving. In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out. Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry. You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring

You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world.

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Your Sloth Quotient: 67%

You're a pretty lazy person, and you relish in your own sloth. While being lazy does feel good, you're missing out on the really good parts of life that take a little work.

ohman i love doing quizzes.

Your Life is 80% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

You Are 60% Manic

You are definitely super charged, and your energy is infectious! Your mania is something to be proud of. You wouldn't be you without it. Just make sure not to give into that self destructive streak of yours.

You Are 20% Cynical

Cynical? Not even close! If anything, you're a bit naive. Overall, you enjoy life and try not to be paranoid. Even if you've been burned before.

You Are 80% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

Your Personality Profile

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise. Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself. You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life. You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world. A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

meh?

You Are Fairly Skeptical

You're not the type of person who will fall for anything... But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities. You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place. However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation!

You Are 36% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go. You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

???

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

Your Wrath Quotient: 14%

Revenge, anger, rage? They're hardly words in your vocabulary. If someone wrongs you, you move on. You rather be indifferent than upset.

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.

YESYES

You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is creative and expressive. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

Your Linguistic Profile:

40% General American English

25% Yankee

20% Dixie

10% Upper Midwestern

0% Midwestern

You Mostly Fight Fair

When you fight, you tend to remember your end goal of resolving conflict. However, you can get a little too wrapped up in your own feelings. Remember that there are two sides to every argument. And even if you think you're totally right, you should take more time to hear your partner out.

You Are 70% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse. Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

Your Envy Quotient: 25%

You are an occasionally envious person, but jealousy doesn't usually get the better of you. You're wise enough to know that envy feels horrible - and does nothing to improve your life. A little jealousy is normal: so go ahead and let yourself feel it. But don't let it bum you out!

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

You Are 76% Thankful

You are a very thankful person - for both the big and little things in life. Your optimism is powerful. Getting through hard times is fairly easy for you.

You Should Be an Actor

You have a flair for the dramatic, and you probably already do a lot of acting in your day to day life, just to entertain yourself. No need to steal the spotlight from your friends... You'll get plenty of attention once you start acting professionally!

i dontthinkso lol


omfg.
its like
1030. and i just woke up
on a sunday!
i dont rmb waking up so early on a sunday. eg last sunday. 230pm. omg i usually plan to wake up early but failed to do so,
anyw i had a really fun dream ytd.
i cant rmb. but it was really fun cos i was involved and was constantly walking and running about
anyw sighs. it feels so nice now.
i like alone at home.
WOO
not that i like to be alone.
but.
im supposed to wake up at 9am to do my bio.
but i wont cos i wanna soak up this beautiful sunday morning
all by myself!
lol selfish.
i hope elsieong and rostonlim dont come back so early.
i dont plan to call me mom.
cos then she'ss know that im up alrd. and ask me to go buy food for lunch which i dontwant to. not that i enjoy skipping lunch. just that im lazy to go buy.
EH MCDELIVERY IS LIKE NO MINIMUM ORDER RIGHT.
Z xzzxzxZsighs nvm. i just ate 4 mochis.
lol
AH ASKJSHA HS KAHDKJ H AJKD H AJKDHAKD
ASDHJKAD HKJA SHDKJA SH KD H AS K DH AK
SABDKAHSHASHAKJDHKJAHDJKADKJHDAKSJH

bsbsbsbsbsbs
BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY LOL


i guess i miss blogging about every single thing that happened to me in my life
lets start from last fridays pose method of running talk.
me and aman f elt super lame going home tgt after sch then meeting each other 1.5h later again.

. says:
eh do u feel very sian
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
LOL
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
haha eyah
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
why
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
you also ar
. says:
duh
. says:
got nothing to do then i come online
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
ME TOO
. says:
i wna be in school leh!
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
actually i have alot to do
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
i owe holiday hw
. says:
then now we all would be doing something tgt
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
yeah
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
OMFG
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
YEAHYEAH
GOALIE! * kick butt. says:
D,AL;SKDL;AKDLA;DK;D;DKLASSAD;KDL;SKKKDLSA;
. says:
what. u mad already ah.

haha chatting with hiongy now!
ohman i really love athletics.
now i have this feeling of nearing the end.
the end of all our happy times tgt.
zzzzzzzz and especially since im so -sick now, i really wanna be in the company of this extraodinary group of people.
anyw pose was cool but i was dozing off and my contact were like damn dry from prolonged usage,
should have worn specs
after the talk was better than the talk itself.
eh mind you, i actually came up with pose method of standing and pose method of farting esp for lirui lo.
laughed like sheet while walking to the bus top.
on the way hiongy and lok ge went up a flight of stairs leading to god knows where and came scrambling back down the moment they reached the top. haha
hiongy siad it was scary up there lol.
haha

recently i keep sitting on xiuyi during bio lessons in the lt. lol because i wanna suan her by saying that shes invisible. so i sit on her.haha she doesnt mind. lol okay she does.
anyw on april fools.
haha
i played with my idol! we exchanged nicks and dp to trick peop.
lol damn cool
but end up. it also spelt a tragedy for me.
i think if i didnt know the truth, i would have been better for me and somehow i wouldnt be feeling what im feeling now.
and i wouldnt be thinking what im thinking now.
i suddenly remember the title of this book i read. the truth hurts. yeah the truth does hurt.
& and one more thing i cant tell you everyth cos theres a limit to the amount of trust youre entitled to. just because youre his friend. so yeah.

and yeah so tues came!
cca!
but i didnt run cos i was having a bad flu. i nearly wanted t o amputate my nose.
but amazingly, after they went through two sets or so. i felt like alright.
but i still didnt run, because nats are coming and i cant risk anyth, and also because. i wanna slack la.
heehee but blowing the whistle is like damn fun anyws.
makes you feel like a coach!
anyw the team was pretty weird that day . many gave up, morale was low.
to me la.
maybe it was because of leelees absence. plus the team has nv seen a hot babe like me blowing the whistle lol. kjkjkkkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkj
haha lirui is saying junkai just jk. in my head now.

and i think im coming on for the sake of coming on.
to feel the 100.0Mbps connection to you.
anywanyw
wednesday was....
toots
the physics test sucked.
i thought dc circuits was tested!
and hence i t hought i was dead cos i didnt study dc and finish nuclear!
and heng when i w anted to saay back during recess to study dc, i was told it wasnt tested -.- +.+ @.@
wee
i told janice my super great idea about going to the loo to study physics during assembly. but we didnt go anyw haha
but we were palnningto and even prepared to.
(by stuffing folded notes in our pocks)
but anyw, phy test was such a killer that studying, not studying and not to finish studying wouldnt make a difference at all. B) <- thats my dao heck care face
notice the eyes. ones slightly bigger than the other. and IN ACTUAL FACT, ONE OF MY EYE IS BIGGER THAN THE OTHER! DAMN COOL A COINCIDENCE LEH ALKSADKHDKJASH !
toots. k thats lame.
BUT ITS TRUE

anyw thursday ytd, sighs.
pe. sighs.
and walao yq was like freak funny la.
when janice say jiayou to our girls doing the inclined pull ups, he said thanks.
haha
suring phy, muimui was so cute with her grammatical errors!
"could you please speeds up ar"
"go ups to the lab"
zzz haha
B)
anyw the prac was fun!
lol
i dotnknow why i like it.
anyw i did it till my i felt like amputating my neck lol.
zz
after school training!
aman said some psycho was coming to talk to the team. and i really looked forwad to it. cos i can finally get help.
someone to pull me up from this well of shit.
trg sucked la.
but hay at least i kept with the pacct during thelast set.
in the night. i napped at 930 pm. set my alarmS at 1030 to wake up in time to catch prison b reak.
i woke at 1045 and didnt rmb hearing my alarms ring. since i alrd missed 15 mins, and was too lazy to crawl out of bed. i decided to miss everything. and i regret doing so now.
so i slept till 12 Today! woots

thats all. i g uess.
i did the class profile thingy just now.
and i felt bad having to write down their offences. lol.


ohman.
the following two paragraphs are adapted froma speech by elsieong and an sms by rock dad rennielim.

"...just study hard. dont worry about anything else, godma and i(elsieong) will make sure you get to university. study hard ar. olevels dont everyday play. i see you like so relaxed mommy very scared you know..."

"JUST STUDY HARD AND NO MATTER WHAT I WILL WORK TILL I DROP 4 YOUR STUDIES. SPEND MONEY WISELY. THATS ALL I ASKED"

so now you see that emilylim is under the pressure of 1GPa
sighs
HOW
when she doesnt have motivation to do anyth except eat seafood flavoured seaweed, black pepper tapioca chips and slacking?

sighs anyw i created a song for US
ultimate snackers and slackers. comprising of yang ningy and emilylim!

haha
nx loves seaweed, so does emily!
nx loves lays, hmm, do i?
emily loves mochi! does nx?
okay sorry thats it i forgot the lyrics.