actually i forgot to include the fact that i felt liek stabbing myself when llm and santa ng appeared

llm went like, " so how, whats your position"
"*does a 5 degree head bow* errrrrrrrrr 19"
"huh?! why"
"cos i stop"
"... you should minus away the 1 to get ninth instead! "
"heehee"
"or better, minus away th enine to get first!"
"*tiny daggers stab away silently* hahaha-(a not-so-hearty laugh)"

sighs!!!!

then while trying to get through the crowd to find the class list, i saw santa ng!!!!!! omfg
then he looked at me, then we both smiled. i know what that means okay.
its a why smile
omfg
cant believe ive been such a thorough disgrace to both myself and my cca.
such a letdown. toot