i read my post again and suddenly i feel so -
its like looking into the next cubicle to find toilet paper and instead,im greeted with some shit
damn
pwees post set my thinking about everything
about me and why i cant stand her kaobei face
cant stand being left out
cant stand ppl walking slowly
cant stand any kind of kaobei face
cant stand not getting what i want
cant stand having to work hard to get what i want
cant stand not having even at least a piece of you
cant stand hiongy asking for water/tissue paper/comb/clip...
cant stand amanda not calling me when she reaches my station
cant stand cm when she reminded me to tell the carrots about timetrial because i assumed she underestimated my memory span when she meant well?
cant stand having to do holiday hw
cant stand jingjie not giving us copies of ERHEM to ERHEM yet
cant stand not running fast
cant stand people claiming my ideas as their own
cant stand not being great at physics
cant stand being alone
cant stand goign home alone
cant stand not having enough financial support to really do what i want. look at those rich kids they get baby grands at like 9? do i get a professional teacher to teach me sewing, kurt wenner to teach me to paint and all the supplies to do whatever i want?
cant stand having to worry about what i dont have
cant stand not feeling contented with what i have
cant stand not knowing whats my gift
cant stand why people say awful things about me
cant stand having so many stuff on my head