Sometimes i feel hated.
not really hate, but i feel that people are angry with me.
its like i dont even know whether they are cursing me deep inside.
its a bad feeling.
blacks faces turn me off.
sometimes i dont know whether i should tell them off in their faces or should i wait quietly for fear of losing this friendship.
now i know both sides of the story.
but im on neither.
if not for huimin chuanie chris and asshole i dont think i could have survived today.
i cant wait for monday so that i can empty my jug of thoughts into hms cup.
tmr i might be going to ps to buy laoporks present. i cant wait to see te smile on her face when she sees it.