thursday's me went home, rid of self denial.
this is a post of self confession.
noone knows me better than i do.
so yes.
i am a determined and highly motivated person. but that only applies to things that i have the passion for.other than that, er toobad lor.
i absolutely hate to admit that i give up easily especially when it comes to running.
my running stlye is start fast and stick with the leader. but if i find the gap between me and the leader getting bigger and more people starting to overtake me, i give up! like wth i dont like this part of me. i know i should change. it has happened during last year's track nats. for my finals. and walao i feel so ashamed at myself.
the starting phase of everything is usually hard for me. i know this, its hard to get me started on anything sometimes even those that i like.but once i get over the start phase, i really work hard lor. like wednesday i was piaing physics hw. at 12 plus i still lagging looking around for food. then it was only until 1am that i really felt my adrenaline rush and got down to work. and i slept at twoforty!so cool rite.
i like to take things for granted. and i admit that i take my father for granted.
okok back to track. i dont even have a goal now! and because im quite a goal-oriented person, if i dont have a goal, i will really slack off!
i dunnoe whtehr i still wanna do 800m or go bk to cross.
thursdays trg was wahcow. 400m trial and 8 laps at 2mins perlap.
at first i thought it was gonna be quite ok. then aftr running five laps. and keeping up with hiongkia's pace, my ribcage pain so i stop, but most of it is because i couldnt take the mental torture. its always like that.im not liek pweepwee that kind got sick all that. i rarely get sick or injured.the prob is my head! aiya.
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anyway today maozh maoxi and maoqi and sikiat came to my house to watch movies! walao the huoyuanjia is like so nice lor. and sikiat somemore sya it was lame. its like super meaningfula nd super touching la, altho jetli nv touch me.
moral of story: if sikiat says that a movie is lame, its VERY nice.
and oday maozhu and i bought the same hp strap.
walao actually i wanna buy mickey mouse one lor.zzzzz then its 8.90. so ex. then ltr we went to billabong shop then the straP very nice! so i think we got adrenaline rush or sth. so we buy lor. maozh so ON. whoa its late . wtsai! i supposed to do at least one hw today sia!!!!!!!!!
walao. tmr i got trg then aftr trg still gonna go out leh! sai la. i dowanna end up paiing hw until am again on sunday lor.zzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok i must have the pro spirit.
dontknow dontcare dontbother.
at most tmr bring some hw got chance then do.