mye is over! where other schools have barely started! WEEEE
I DECDED THAT I LIKE SHAN WEE INSTEAD OF YOUNG. COS SHAN WEE IS SHUAI-ER :D
SEE THIS
SUPER SPASTICS. FOUND IT ON THE 987 GRP BLOG. SUPER SPASTIC LOR. DAMNED! SO FUNNY!

http://www.tinypic.com/view/?pic=wlu73r
THEY TRYING TO ACT BOYBAND BUI BOYBAND.


MY DEDICATION WAS PLAYED ON 987 FM!!!!!!
YOU KNOW THE ADVERTISEMENT FOR YOUNG WHERE A PERSON SAYS "WHEN YOUNG SPEAKS, UMBRELLAS OPEN"?
I SAID"hay young my umbrella's listening! my sms always nv gets seen. owell play me a nice relient k song can?dedicated to all those who are mugging out there. tanks!"
then suddenly i heard relient k's be my escape. then m yheart pounding. then ltr he read out my sms!!!!! and played the advertisement again.
damned! i should have written my name and typed more things.. argh.
and thn i was so happy, i rush out of my room to tlel my dad and as i told him i cried lor. ok sounds stoopid but these little things really make me so happy!!!!
YOUNG IS THE FIRST DEEJAY THAT PLAYED MY DEDICATION AND READ IT OUT, THEREFORE...
I LOVE YOUNG!
when exams are over im gonna
shop
shop for stuff necessities for obs
redo a blogskin
have more dinners at gombak square
have a sentosa outing with athl
have a m18movie marathon at my house (sawtwo!)
have a tobee bbq!
have a lylzlylz outing bet you dont know what that is
have treebranch class chaletwooo
go obs and CANOEEEEEE
write in to 987fm!!!


ohman.
today i feel hmm, whats the word...contradicted by myself.
it took place during physics i dunnoe what happen in the beginning but i know i heard elibeth saying that she was absent on thurs so she handed inher ass late. then ahmui today in the "dont pray play" mood tot she hand in late becos she hand in late even after elibeth repeating herself several times.
and i was struck with wah. guilt.
ok not that everyone rmbs, but i certainly do.
the first few days of sch.
i was so enthu about everything about ahmui. ok i still am
so i said that i will protect 3b from her.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz
woohoo. and whathephuck just happened?
i just stood by the river bank watching elibeth burn in the fire.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
i dowanna say liao. haha maybe im thinking too much. but these little things do bother me.
maybe cos its sth i promised and didnt fulfil.
z. okay nowadays i have a habit of zzzing in my speech.
and guess what my grandpa in coma can now move his hand! wee
and nod his head@!!!!!
and my mum told me if he forgot my name he calls me za bo.
zzokay actually its pretty cute la c:
when i came back from dunnoe 2nd or first break, toemass told me that fujun fell off his chair ! wtf! i missed the good show!
ok we had five items today.
and pweepwee back pain so maybe taking 2.4km run after mdyrs. = retaking EVERYTHING = I, as a jianyiqi limpei of ppg! will do so with her.
but maybe hor. i take first but i still take with her.
yay im so proud of my broad jump!
ok i dunnoe whther is 195 or 193
195 (sounds nicer)cm i win maozhu MUAHAHHA
40cm (damned the person previously said i did 27cm..)pwee did 50! MAYB CHRISP CAN DO 60...
34 pushups i win gun!
10.49s i lose pwee!
22 incline:c gun got like 35!
HMM AND MY 2.4 RUN LAST YR I DID 11.02 this yr i want 1010! haha really i aiming for that lol. i mena isnt it a nice number! okay but pwee and i's aim is to beat amanda cna liao. haha
today was also the monggol khan's bday. and we sang a classic bdae song. yay that has become bustop's TM.lol
whos bdae is nxt? hmmm.


omfg today is damn f-ing fun
okay first in the morning we had flag day. and though it wasnt beri fruitful for me.
and i did a good deed! not the flag day. just sth else heehee.
and then i went to novena cos my mum said my grandpa doesnt have much time left.
yes im not beir close to my ahgong but when i say him with that oxygen bag like gasping for breath, i suddenly felt that the reason why i dont want him to die is because of the fact that i feel comforted to just know he existed , and is still existing
owell.
the moment i step into the ward beside his bed, my mother say he can hear and cant see cant talk cant move.
so she ask me to whisper in his ear. so i said
"hello gonggong, i am emily"
ye si know this sound spastic, but i bet he heard it.
that tiem his eyes were still closed.
ok so we went outside and stone.
i hate this kindof quiet family moments.
anyw suddenly everyone went to his ward again. so i went lor.
and this time his eyes were open.
and my godma and mum were crying until their eyes almost drop out.
i dont like to cry in front of them.
cos i bet my bro will think their fake. and anyw, i think i dont have to cry to show that im concerned.cos concern come sfrom the heart yar.
aiya then must wait for so long before the people clear from his bed then i can go closer.
then anyw m y fathe rask me wanna go home. so i ok lor. then my mum akls me go and whisper sth in his ear.
so i said "gong dont go"
its liek my godma and mum keep crying and saying" pa u go in peace and all that shit.
to put in a worse way. their waiting for him to die la.
i then dowan lor.
ok maybe they think his suffering.
if he want sto go then let him, but if he isnt. let it be.
its like the whole thing seems as tho their waiting for him to die. like wtphuck can.
and anyw i didnt go yet. cos my fathe rsay wiat for relative to go first. so in the process of waiting, i realised maybe ahgong coundlt understand eng. so when we left, i whispered and made sure my mom din hear.
i said it in hokkien
gong dont go yet.
hoho
and he's still alive now.WEE

then later i went hoem to sleep. and encountered one of the worst thunderstorms in my life.
and waloa i think im damned ph-ing brave can.
the thunder was super damned loud and i was woken form my nap. and i just lied in bed. still cna slp. the sky like gonna crack lor tamad ehaha
phuck my bro plus co. come home.
sheet period.
phuck i gtg bb
ok im still here turns out he didnt need the com
anyw in i was liek tossing and turnign in my bed. alone in my room. and i ddnt feel scared, just reminded of my ahgong. like does the thunderstrom mean anything related to him?

and later i went for the athletics dinner at gombak square f-ing fun,. we played polar bear and ctaching and gossiped:D
i love athl
once a carrot always a carrot


when everything goes wrong, we move along.

thats going out to all carrots, regardless whether you are a baby carrot or parent carrot.
as long as you feel phucky about 12april, read that sentence out loud.
and you will feel much better.

you know whenever i see people like crying because things dont turn out the way they want it to be or the "its not good enough" stuff. i dont really know what to say.
i mena yes, the usual things you will say to console someone is, nvm , as long as youve tried your best, its all that matters.
but isit really all that matters?
no it isnt, its not at all that easy
you trained for 6 months,
and you get nothing.
and as u see people with podium finishes
you wonder how they got so high up, while you remain an ant on their trail.
sometimes its not about who tries the hardest.
its about limits.
if youve reached your limits you cant go further,
but you can always push yourself beyond your limits.
ironic. yes i know.
decipher.


finally.
i have arsonphobia.
i cant light a bunsen burner by myself now.


loads to say!
number one! happybday to maoshe! er sorry no present. tmr i give you!

number two
im a reserve for nats. yay. does that sound happy to you?
okay that happens when you have faced too many setbacks and stood up after you fell for many times. yes you build a maocho immune system!but no matter how much you say you dont wanna run, if you dig deep inside, you still do.
nvm, 800m/1500m tracks FINALS here comes me! see this is called strategic thinking. whereby you think with a strategy right liray?

number three.
dont antagonise an ahmui if she comes into class looking abit weird.

numberfour
YEAH FOUR ROCKS! OS ITS MYFAV NUMBER.
ITS ABOUT TODAY'S TRG! during cool down, i tried my new trick on jj and zemin. mauhahahaha
okay thn pweepwee act as a jianghu ying xiong who spat blodd and die. she die that time still smiling lo. walao super spas! anyw i laff like hit today. but still kept coughing.
i cant believe nats is here, it doesnt feel like it. maybe becos im reserve., but still.
last year this time, i would be shitting lausai.
nvm. leena beri hiong is my fav line nowadays/

watch out fopr my new trick,,
i still cling on to the hope that maybe i cna get to run tmr.


today is a funny day!
during recess we sang a super slow bday song for klock cos it was his bday!
happy birthday haha
and yyc attempted to wear maozhus pinafore. but didnt know how to wear it.
and wtf. here's thefunniest thing that happened today
dunnoe leenx or huimin invented a new way of bullying toemass. which was to use the ruler, bend it into a bow shape then let go.the ruler will slap his arm. ahha/ so we kept bullying him with that. now he see the ruler oso got phobia liao. wait . i haven reach teh climax.
then ltr fujun got to know the invention and because he was sitting on the right of khan who was on the left of toemass. so he lean over the space betwen khan's seat and back and attempted to use the long ruler to hit toemass. then his chair flip and he ended up somewhere between khan's backa nd seat. then we all laugh unitl like 10 years nv laff. its beriberiberiberiberiberi farnie. i laff till i cough like shit lor walao then fujun's face was beet red. like drink beer like that.
okay its just beri funny.
then during hist, we were watching this french movie. all the while i keep controlling my laffter cos if i laff i will produce alot of phlegm
the funniest parts was the part when the guy keep staring at the girl, then when the person sitting besdie him ask him why he sit sidewards, he say he can only hear with his left ear.
lame shitter. then later the girl keep hiccuping in the guy's car/ i tot it was the car seat got prob until she said she had the hiccups./ piang
then
anyw aftr shc we had our last hiong trg.
3 sets of 800m.
i did half of the second set then i drop cos like got sth gripping my chest. and nats coming. n im so young. i dowanna die so soon.
but i bounced back for the last set and i really pia.
the first 400m was slow so we pia the next 400m.
in my head i thinking of last yr the last hiong trg before nats. it was a 400m set. and i piaed behing sulin and got a 117.
the scene just kept replaying in my head.
i couldnt go slower. i just pia. and i got a 315! i feel so accomplished. tho i din finish part of the second set,...

and aftr trg, nono ahso and i went to cut hair at ahpiang's gombak uncle salon.
he helkp us style hair damn cool.
he looks like an imitation elvis presley made in china.
haha
but, looks can be deceiving cos he cut until beri nice . but i think my hair no diff. but ahso and nonos hair looks like moviestar.
i shall imitate ahso tmr.
and nono cna do the drum beat sound just like yyc!

and when i went home i met a motherfucker.
ask me about it and ill tell you about it. at elast i can stand up for myself.
she's just like look. lose dowanna admite.
GUNina.


10 days.
only ten!
last year, this time, i spend everyday shitting at least once.
but this year, now, i dont even have butterflies.
so tell me, where is the shit?

infer.


my life is so mundane.
nowadays .
its like if not for limpei's limpei's erhem dvds, i wouldve died alive
today is a boring sunday. i watched cheaper by the dozen it is pretty touching i cried during one part. argh i cant stand it, angmoh baby hunks rawk!
i cant wait for nxt sat when we go turf city to train. then there will be so many baby hunks playing football.
dammit. can you imagine a cutecutecute baby angmoh. ok not baby. beri young angmoh. clad in super oversized football jersey and kicking the ball like so well?
and walao. this few days, no gang fight. sian.
mux be because aftr defeating all the four hundred and forty-four gangs in sg with only baguettes as weapons, everone is petrified whenever they hear the words potong pasir gang. otherwise known as ppg. yay now people are so scared till they dun even dare to watch powerpuff girl!
aiya pro jiu shi pro. you cant stop me from being the best gang leader leading the best gang in sg!!! MUAHAHAHHAHAHA
OPHUCK. my fone is ringing. lobang calling me.
my buangkok xiongdi need help.
see i so helpful, i nv stay on the river bank and watch the fire.
i beri jinag yiqi one. yiqi!
yay finally there's a fight.

CHIONG AR
wait.
pweepwee gimme my baguette!
walao i think im so lame.
cannot blame la today is so sian.