To the singapore CIA agents who are reading this.

how would you feel if someone punishes you for what you think.
how would you feel if people think you are wrong for penning down your thoughts on a blog.
how would you feel if you are punished for writing things in you diary, just because think what you think is wrong.
how would you feel if people control the way you think and only let you say good things which aren't true about them.
how would you feel when you know your blog is read by people way 'bigger' than you.
how would feel if an opinion of yours that directs to the school or a foundation would lead to you being severely punished, just because you chose to voice out your opinion (which we are all encouraged to do)
but when the opnion you voice out, seems wrong to THEM(just because they dont have a similar mindset as you), you get slaughtered! haha

& dont tell me, you never once disliked your school, a foundation, a person etc.
dont tell me you dont criticise.
dont tell me you dont give cynical remarks about things.
dont tell me u have bad thoughts about others.
everyone has done the above.
it is just that we, chose to pen down our emotions.
that is why it is recorded as evidence.
ohopho im too lazee to cont


everday for two consecutive weeks,
ive been going to JB every night to pump oil at the esso petrol kiosk.
and pusa, its damned cheap!
cheaper than SG by a whopping two times!
and well i dont really know whther my money was well spent, i just hope that i obtain excellent results.
and whathefish.
jessie is not teaching us for two months.
walao.
now i dont even know whether i should be going JB or Penang or KL to pump petrol lar.
or maybe i should just use cooking oil/
fujun and khan and liray were busy throwing wantons at toemass.
i was thinking that someday, i should teach him my ever-so-famous kaobei quan.
just pick the wantons and throw back lor. its pretty fun! haha
xiang3 dang1 nian2, limpei , tgt with my jianghu pengyou ,CHOPPED the entire sotong pasir + punggol + khatib with my JUDO GOLD BELT YA.
never heard of it right. too pro things u guys confirm nv heard of it.
haiyah so i dun blame you.
cos your father is a magnimous and super understanding person.
actually the whols thing was crap.
YES I know there is no crab here.
ok lame.
but anyway. today paid my last respects to Mr Rajaratnam.
although i dunno who is he.
my main objective was to see his body.
but when i did.
i heard the sound of glass cracking.
no, the coffin didnt break la.
amandasshole didnt sing.
is my heart break can.

****and yes people maybe you guys should go see our cca notice board ,
scrutinize the picture which depicts us piled up on one another in fornt of the bus with an angmoh.
just see it.
if u need detailed explanation/analysis.
do not hesitate to approach me.


wth (:
my brother laughs like a duck.
really!
a duck who constantly quacks for god knows what.
:7


Mrs Lee oh Mrs Lee
I finally enjoy your lessons so much and feel relaxed.
When you called me today, i didnt feel butterflies swooping in my tummy at all.
&when you smiled, did you know that ohmypusa,
you warmed everyone's heart and brightened everyone's day?
Your one smile in two months such a reassurance to us.
Made us at least enjoy today's lesson.
Somehow i really hope i is not because jnr desmond lim was around that you controlled your anger.
I really want to know that it is because you take pride in teaching physics(duh) and most importantly, you enjoy teaching the class of 3b
because i'm in it.
Okay, smiling everyday might not be something that you like to docos amybe you are afraid that we will climb over your head and take you for granted.
But Mrs Lee, maybe you should know that too us, a smile every lesson, will keep the pressure away and make lessons more of a joy than a chore, of cos it already is a joy to me(:
Just a smile every lesson, its all im asking for.
to warm our hearts.
Just one will do!



It feels damned great to be able to warm someone's heart (:


ytd's race was one of those major setbcks for me.
ill just do what coolkhoo did.
try again.
i mena u cant really do anything accept try again ya.
so thats exactly what im gonna do.
next tiem i dont think i will be runnign with anyone ill run on my own.
then again, i am my strength, my motivation, my inspiration

im the best in my eyes


on a happier note, today is sucha fun day with dorotee , moo , norine and janNOTnice
and i make frequent "reports" to nana and tongtong
and when i get back to original seating position, its gonna be the ningxin weewee on her pants time haha
i am probably having as much fun during 3b lessons as during 2b lessons, but just that of cos i feel more comfy with 2b becos in 2b i dun give a dman about whther peopel see me as attention-seeking or whatsoever but in 3b, somehow i still do,
aiya its normal la, i dun really know everyone else that well yet
and somehow i get to hear dee's baby voice everyday haha
and today lirui's catwalk was fructose!!!
it was superspastic. ss assass
haha its damned similar to the real wlak, minus the lamer andylausai face.
other than that, he has hairless legs which is good, and the right model shoulders.
imagine tyra banks on lirays bod.
itll be HOTHOTHOT!
weee
and aftrs hc went to witness bball match, which aftr the match i tot it was a waste of time cos when we reach onl watch for a while,. then couldnt con at mac. ahhaa but i liek what we talked about!


fuck la okay,
i didnt finish the test paper. okay i know its no big deal but the point is i have never ever not finish a test paper before and fuck more. cos its a physics paper i expect alot alot alot.
its not that there is not enough time i mena if i am really competent, half an hr limpei oso can finsh.
wthe fuck.
i am fucking disappointed
kuan long cna do it, amanda asshoel can do it why the fuck cant i
and the fucking problem is that i could have finished everything. i mean i can jolly well kiss my a1 goodbye.
i think i lost 20 fucking marks
but i didnt cry cos i am a fighter who only crys while laffing ahah
i mena, crying wont change anything
so does complaining here.
but i wun forgive mysle fla okay.,
its PHYSICS LEH
AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE A PHYSICIST WHEN I GROW UP
FUCK LA. THIS KIND OF LAN PONG MARKS
BE PHYSICIAN OSO CANNOT LAR
FUCK FUCK FUCK
Fuck U Chicken Kid la
sheetass
im sucha a fuckhole failure.
i swera i wun let it happen again


yes u are not wrong.
emily marie lim is BLOGGING on the day before a physics test.
first sign of (over)confidence = first sign of flunkation
no, i dont admit defeat before i reach the arena.
my physics special workout started with a 1 half hour nap to dream of me being a bookmonster who constantly reads phys books in lalaland.
next was a bathe to sterilise myself for the main workout.
kick started an online base understanding all all the chapters tested.
and i can say i got phys at the back of my hand![second sign of (over)confidence]
okay and i sprinted thru HALF of ah*mui handout at a speed of 3.0 x 10^-8 m/s
while eating yummiest dinner in ages
now is a teeny weeny break to prepare for the intensive hardout rev up!
(tho the paper is soft)
c'mon GOGOGO!!!!!
i read my nono's blog and suddenly felt inspired.
if i am given a chance to be in cross and do something i like, i should be making the best out of everything that i am given a chance in.
if not im plain wasting my time there and occupying other potential runner's palce in the team.
yea i got bag my fighting spirit.
i love khoo swee chiow!
if u prepared so hard for sth, you wont let all ur efforts go to waste.
but if u make a mistake, u will try again and again.
but i only have two more chances. not the chance of a lifetime.
u just dont give up.
every step u make, u are one step closer to the finishing line.
if u give up, you will nv reach.
and ur dreams will nv be fulfilled.
live ur dreams
and so im nv gonna let my dreams die away.
an emilymarielim is defined as someone who can have a straight answer to the question, "whats your ambition?" due to the fact that she lives on this earth because of her dreams/. they keep her going.

then again, i am my strength, my motivation, my inspiration!
be my punch bag?


i thought i had gotten over you but i didnt
and now i dream of you almost every night.
but i know your heart belongs to someone else
whom i dont know
and wont wanna know.
i just wish that one day
my knight in shining armor
will come to me
and give me a tight hug
whispering in my ear,
"i'll always be there for you"

yea i think im a bit siao
but thats how i feel right now/
this is what happens on a lonely and hot valentine's eve
but nvm, i, emilee the pro is BORN FIGHTER OKAY.
SO DONT PRAY PLAY


omg i just slammed a cockroach to its death.
its liek i saw this super big thing fly inbto the house then it re=sted ont he wall then i realised it was acockroach. my father was stoning in front of the tvee and my mum was enjoying tarts waiting for ppl to help he rkill
phuck.
then i cnt satdn it i wnet to take 3 stacks of newsaper and fold tgt then suddenly the cock few and i was scrambling. then it fly then slowly descend
then i whack and whackl and whack 4 hard times. then my parents say enough alrd. then i used the newspaper to move it,. yay its dead. but i still go and poke it. to chack mah. then ltr i laff like siao. second tiem i killing a cockroach MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
so proud and shaung then the phucker ask em toclean up my mess.
phuck u next tiem u kill lar. phucker not even grateful


btw i found my pencil.
life is enjoyable these fwe days. but phuck cos tmr is thursday.
piang (no fann ah piang im not calling u)
i hate thursdays i hate thursdays.
cos it ends at 3.15 and trg starts at 3.30 and phys is the last lesson. and its prac
i begining to get back the physicky feeeling c'mon GO! GO! GO!
i realised that ah*ui puts on quite a fair bit of make up.
and has practically no eyebrows
my skin is deteriotating and my hair is self destructing.

today on my way home i walked pass two pri sch kids or sec ones form another sch and when i walked pass i heard the girl whispering somethign to her fwen. and her fwen was like "white hair?"
COW
nvm.


btw i foudn my pencil on the floor the next day.
actually i enjoy all lessons
esp CHEMISTRY.
and moyeen lesson
i dun like ah*ui's lesson but i oso liek it.
i starting to get back the physics feeling sia.
GOGOGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JANICE MUST JIAYOU FOR FEBELEVEN


what the phuck.
i realised that i forgot i lost my favourite blue mechanical pencil today. during physics i realised it was missing .
walao dammeat!
now i think my pencil case is so empty and no feeling liao.
ive been using that goddamm pencil for more than 5 yrs ya.
ive grown so attched to it i couldnt work with any other pencil. i got try
i bought extra mechanical pencils last time but like they were so lan compared to the blue one and i eventually dunnoe where they went.
walao if anyone see it better return to me .
i will say tankew two times.
haha
yes i kept everything and packed my bag and i realised i haven completed one history question.
dammeat.
walao nvm,. the pro shall do it on the train tmr.
oya ytd i read thru that time we all do pdp ask peopel to tick against the quality that they think others possess.
i wrote alot of extra things and i realised i was damned ego.
the real ego. as in arrogant lar. and and know ningxin jade and maozhu and jaNOTnice
ticked just to gimme face lor./
bleAH
AH
i feel abit ashamed of myself. owell nvm. i really rock