i am what i am lar okay. you have known me for two years. okay one and a half. so why are u judging me only now?
today had llm's lesson.
to me, every lesson of hers is like a challenge.
so if i manage to survive her lesson successfully. then good lor haha.
tmr half the class is gonna disappear.. its gonna be a slack day. PLUS NO AHMUI!!!1
YAY haha
todya toemass reminded me athat i said i would protect them for llm.
but liek now i cant even defend myself lol haha
and today during maths, it wasnt sucha adisaster for me lar heng. at least i can speed though the paper.
its been years since i could last do that.
i really hate maths. but lemme ego abit lar hor :D
i think im slightly gifted in math. cos those international whateva sheet math competition i normally tyco get credit HAHA and i slept for half hour for the australian math competiton.
plus i was picked to go to the wateva sheet mathematics olympiad trg. which i went to see mr chow and got myself outta it. in which the selection test i tyco do HAHA
ok. maybe i shud've deleted the above paragraph.
but its something that i know deep down in my heart about myself that u might not believe.hee.
ok ego over.


eueu's lesson was damned phking inspiring la. esp the part on the refining of crude oil.
its liek my eyes gleamed, my toes tiggled with excitement.
its liek the feeling is coming back. the sciencey feeling!
goddamnit its like, only science can make my adrenaline rush. not even running.
bow i know why i love science so damned much. cos i feel so attached to it. like somehow somewhere sometiem i've done it before. omfg im so blardie hell motivated plus inspired.

and aftr sch we had trg under water. as in rain la. ok lame./it was 5 sets of 800m. my favourite and i think i better at these sets then other 400m set :D
after everytraining i feel accomplished.
after every science lesson, i feel amazed.
and lastly, everytiem i look into the mirror, i feel so proud of who i am.
emilee the pro daolang zaizai dapi macho b1 marie the best