Thursday, October 20, 2005 7:50 PM

he. today ar, dunno what to say.

okay,
i'm sori people. i started the crying and spoil u all the mood. sori but it wasnt intetionally.
my acting skills not that good can cry until liddat.

its like, when i stare a the ground filled with twob people's legs in a circle, then the sakura song playing. wlaoa its liek this maybe the last time we are going to do this. liek sing in a circle.
then phhhk i cried. and the tears just won't stop. then maochi cried. then ltr play simple plan's welcome to my life. make me cry until more jialat..... then maomel hugged me then i think i almost squash her. its like that may be the last time i can hug her. phk i got tears in my eyes now.. then i i squeeze maochi's hand and she squeezed mine. and my heart was filled with warmth.
this kind of warmth, i cannot get from my family.
only from my friends.
and only from people in twob.
then we sing welcome to my life.
and it reminds me, when i was at the lowest point of my life, it was because of twob that i can pick myself up again.
when i fall down, it was they who helped me up.
when i am depressed, they were my motivation.
when i cry, they cry with me.
i think beri embarrassing my eyes so red.
then maochi cry oso beri jialat. sori guys.
then aftr we left hall, ok abit le, then we walking bk to class that time i run to maochi.
then i saw cassthen i cry again
i rmbered how i promised her to stand up for her when she needed me to in the war against ah geok.
it might be the last time i cna stand up for her, the last time i can actually give her moral support.
then i cry again.