today was so so so so fun. cos im in it. wlaoa i tell u ar, if i abesent, everybody sure miss me de, dunnid to sae one. therefore i being such a nice and considerate and jiang yi qi brudder, shall never fall sick, so ppl wun suffer from emotional trauma of missing MEE! see i so nice and pro rite. dunnid tell me i oso know.

herher during shinese lesson laopork and i were having a ball of a time although we had no ball la. HAHAtok abt ball, i miss bball. (:
okok then lijiejie was fu moing the wires on my head. ok la, my curly wurly hair.hehe she sae i ebri blur and asked me if my eng name was emily. i wanted to answer THE. new balance. ahah okok i rock. uh yes yes. she sae i blur emily. o uh yes yes. BERYLIUM. BLUR EMILY! gagagagaaa. she ask me whther i neo hwo to do the oldpaper report anot. then i say yes. newbalance, i wanan sae how i feel. i tot i was easy to speak shinese. but i cant seem to speak it in complete sentences. lijiejie sae im the " man2 kou3 ying1 yu3 de4 hui4 yan4" whoel motuh o f eng eh? awww. then how its liek i speak to her oso hafta add in alot of eng words. ic ant even phras ethings properly then qimins aei speak shinese sound like malay. cos got some accent. then i speak malay sound like shinese wna anot. haiyo sad. nvm. then everytiem people speak to me in hsinese ic nt understand properly!!! then sths i just. orh, okay, ya... then other tiems if i can hear properly i answer bk in eng. kaybee
nvm nvm, tat sth only i myself can help.,

ok fine. aftr sch had trg. last trg. dun feel like going stadium cos track is sian. feel liek running around perimeter of sch like fri warmup. aiay last trg. do well can le.dun disappoint myself can le. i ask leelee whether we are playing games or doing sets, then he sae neither, we are juxt running. HERHER.
then ltr leelee was saying we must estimate which 50m mark we are near to or wat. then he was like, "u all noe agarartion rite." new balance, damned farni lor. then tat lirui somemore go add more oil to my fire. dunnow at he sae la, aiya as long as i laff until clap mosquito can liao. fine fine.
then dunno wat leelee mumble la, i daydreaming abt how PHREAKING PRO I AM. how i always go pick litter ont he floor la, how i always beat ppl who are qian bian or QIAN JIAN so that there will eb peace on the world la, and how i always beri good with ah geok la, or how i always laff like a pro la, aiay u noe all thsoe pro things la, HAHA..
THEN we suppose to run 15 mins race pace. herher. i tot it was dam diff. cos its like we off season for so long then now need to run race pace all of a sudden. a bit new balance leh fine fine. so run lor. snrs say they retiring ... so wanan sart behind us. aiya mux b they sae walao too many times become old liao. YES I NOE I EBRI FARNI DUNNID TELL ME.

FINEFINE. THEN W ERUN . first round . the feeling is like nats cross. stressful but exciting. then as it goes on, i felt like giving up. i need to stop le. then i stop. AHHA i nv stop . YAYEE!!B BLUFF U ONE. finefien. i so dao wun stop HAHA. but ir eally dowanan stop la. then then its liek never-ending. u neo like dory," JST KEEP RUNNING , JUST KEEP RUNNING". din feel VERY tired. just tired. just the way i felt during normal trg. but pant alot. yay. firx chris drop out, cos she nv eat enuff, no energy, haiyo. then leena amanda karen mishelle infornt of me so i try to keep with the pact. cos once u lose them, u will nv get back there.so kp kp kp. then amandada suddenly move bk then leelee blopw the whistle to signal that we left oen minute. so we pia. then leena fire off so i follow her. cos i rock. yay.and then i finally know the feeling of having an adrenaline rush. it was amazing la. thats all i can explain.
its like suddenly, u tell urself u really can do it, and u did it. u tell urself that u are not gonna let urself down and u are gonna prove to the world that u can run.u cna do wat people think u cannot. and u wun let ppl tell u wat u can't do. shoot forward like a star crosser! yaya im star crosser #4 ahha and i am the satr pwincess!!! XING XING GONG ZHU OKAY.
SO we completed as a pact! to em its liek a sefl-assurance run. like aftr this run, i feel more confident of myself and i cant finally let go of my running desires for AWHILE to go study my sci. its like letting go of sth but u still ahve a string that is tied to it.
its like an accomplishment. although i din really do that well, but i dare to say that i am proud of myself.cos i did it. and i will do it many more times. yay!!! *breams with pride and shows off whoel mouth or BRAcies* [x-x-X-X-x-x] (two big front tooth)