Friday, July 29, 2005 9:37 PM

depression. die liao. damned blardie pissed at myself. dunno why oso.just dun fl good abt myself. LIKE. WHY AM I BORN LIDDAT? I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND. I Am an UGLY FAGGOT. YEAH I NOE.
there s chemistry test on mondae. and here i am now. on the comp. for nuthin. when no one special is gonna chat wif me or waat. as if HE will. he doesn't even NOE me. fine. yeps. life's just gonna go aon. an di have to be the one to decide for myself whether i wanna be the bets or the worst. i wanna top the class for chem. i dun give a damn. nth's gonna stop me now.. impossible is only when u do nothing to achieve ur goal. but im gonna do something. so my goal isin't impossible. YES! if i think i can do it then i can do it!!!!my future is in my hands. i have a choice. i am givenm a chance, to paint my life with wonderful wonderful colours. make it a beautiful as the rainbow. and im gonna do just that.

Don't tell me what i can't do.
'cos if i love what i am doing, i will definitely be successful.