today's training sux cos i din perform well haishh. sad la. nvm sat. sat i gonna pia
after trg we went to jec and we crap like dunno wat sheet. laff until peng dunno how many thousand times. laughing mode =)
man i love to laff. laffing rawks!!!
then went for the farewell meeting. i was the first person to leave.
then as i was walking away from the sch to the mrt. i turn around, and i saw that there was no one else on the staright pavement behind me. i never felt so pathetic in my whole life la. its like goddamnit, u turn around no one's behind. and u feel as though u are the only one on the earth and the other epople u see are just starngers that look thru u. i feel so unappreciated.
i dunno why but sometimes i feel its good i left. ok not left, din get in. either u take it as a setback or a blessing in disguise.
its amazing that 1 hour ago i was crapping like asi gina with my closest fwens then now i felt so alone. its liek one minute ur heart is on cloud 9 and the next moment, u dig 3m deep into the ground and u still cannot find it.
i love cross forever.