I just checked the rjcat website. and i navigated a round . reached the rules and regulations page. To qualify for the 800m finals, timing has to be under 2.50.

800m, 1500m, 3000m, 5000m, 2000m & 3000m Steeplechase:
If necessary, heats shall be held to select 16 Finalists. If there are 2 heats, the first FIVE in each heat and the fastest 6 losers shall qualify. If there are 3 heats, the first Four in each heat and the fastest 4 losers shall qualify and if there are 4 heats, the first Three in each heat and the fastest 4 losers shall qualify. If there are 5 heats or more, the first Two in each heat and the fastest losers to make up the field of 16 finalists shall qualify.

There are 4 heats. which means im gonna need to be the first 3 to finish to qualify. goddamnit when i read the above portion, i wasn't so sure if i can make it. i realli wanna make it into the finals. i noe aftr ppl read this they will say jiayou or some encouraging things, i appreciate these but i was thinking mebbe it wun be that easy to jiayou. i noe that if i think i can do it, i can. but mebbe motivation doesn't come easy. i took a glance at the list of competitors in my heats and i am sincerely scared. i mean. what if i get too complacent like nationals and then end up losing ? i mena, the whole cycle is repeating itself. contradicting i noe. now im worried that i might be too complacent. and as much as i try not to under estimate my opponents, i feel less motivated to win this struggle. if i am confident of myself, i might perform better. point is, i dunno how confident to be and how confident am i.

owell, i might not be able to write as well as SOME people, but i do have feelings that i am unable to pen emotions. i remember now.
The pen is mightier than the sword.
but wat if i do not have a good pen but i have a powerful sword?