sometimes i think reality is reality and so there's nothing more you can do but to face it. so you might as well face it bravely. AM i right? duhh i have to be. because i am the pro. but how the hee=ll am i gonna tell mi mom wtf happened?? how will my parents feel? wat fk. sae that the maximum time u can be an sc is one yr ar. hmmm. nvm about that. main think is i dui de qi zi ji. hehe tanks to all those who have tagged ya. =))

newae ytd was one DAMNED race. and juat ying, no need to feel sorri kkaes?
cos if i am realli a good runner, i will be able to catch up with the rest but i din. so ya.
a good runner doesn't give up. a good runner will never stop during a race.
a good runner will never resort to underhand means to win a race.
a good runner has sportsmanship and lotsa determination.
above all,
a good runner will never let her personal matters affect her running.
and because of that overriding reason, i am not a good runner becos i let matters of the heart affect mi running.
i was still traumatised by what happened la.. who wun... i tink i am overreacting, but how can i not? u will nv know unless u put urself in mi shoes and becos u can nv put urself in mi shoes, u will nv noe how i feel. period.
i tot i can pia like supa hadr to vent my frustrations. but i totally forogt to and my heart was just so darn heavy. i was supposed to run with leena, but she just got farther and farther away. and so did my dreams of winning get farther and farther away =(
hah! i tot i was like so pro. but its like this whole thingy is bringing me down. i cried aftr the race.
heng i sweat like sheet. can camouflage and i was oni with fann at that time.. hee.

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. tat's it.. i dunno why but i just cannot find ne reason to laff and when i laff i tink its fake. i can't laff as hard. unless SOMEBODY'S eye mucus jumps on me again!!!!!!