just wanna sae that everyone out there, if u are given an opportunity at something, grab it, make use of these opportunities, dun let go, or u will regret it.as long as u have been given a chance or picked or selected, just go for it, no loss, as long as u are following ur heart . go for it.

dun end up like the PRO over here, given a chance, din make good use, now regretting.

sigh there's really nth i can do now.

i told jolene before that if ppl mock at u, u have to turn it into motivation to drive urself. and so i shall do that. if ppl gossip abt me behind my back, i will prove to them that they are SO wrong. the pro is gonna prove the world wrong. i'm gonna stand tall against the hurricane, never gonna get blown away. if i really don't make it. there must be sth really wrong with me and so i shall change for the better. IMPROVE. if not i can nv make it to the top.

i know that there is bound to be alot of ppl who dislike me. cos im a bad sc, so they say, mayb i AM bad. so what if its embarrassing. i have come to realise that that is not the main point. for as long as mi passion to lead keeps on burning, NOTHING can hold me back. ahso said i was beri determined when i ran on tuesday. but i just can't figure out how come i am not so determined at other thing such as studies and council life? mayb becos i really love running. if u enjoy what u ar doing, i will definitely be successful. tomrrow is the aquathlon, i am gonna vent EVERything out. get every germ out and sterilise mi body. thats good. so i have a reason to pia and i hope i go faster. i aim for sub 23min for 5km. YEA I CAN DO IT!!!!!!. when i saw dorcas crying the other time, i realli din understand how she felt, until now. so ya. jiayou =)

there's bound to be setbacks in life. mayb this IS one for me. to mould me into a stronger and more independent person. then again, i shall stand tall AND strong. words can't hold me down. neither can the ppl whom i have to face! i ahev mi fwens by me (shitbin, fann, janice, xx, irene, qimin, pearl, laopos and crossers)DUHH so i have to protect them and so i cannot fall.

i shall not want to be an sc just becos i am afraid to be ahshamed and embarrassed, cos that is not the whole point of this setback. yes i am disappointed and ashamed of myself, how come i did not remain committed and balance council with cca. but it is becos i realli love mi cca more.
most. more than nethin else. i have learnt that we sud treasure verything we have in life and NEVER take for granted what we are given. DO TAKE MI WORDS. and over estimating urself will lead u nowhere(this has happned 3 times, including now) -- becos i was so confident that i wud get in. yea i have admitted everything i feel and made miself seem so low-down to you. but i fell good abt myself becos i can face up to reality and not run away from it.


ALWAYS standing tall
NEVER falling down