Sunday, May 22, 2005 10:14 PM

ive been thinking alot alot this few days. like mebbe what i want is just to lead a simple life??
i was clad in brabds today and i asked mi self if this was what i really wanted. tobe looked up upon to and admired? and be deemed as " rich" when im not at all rich? when i saw this old man who cannot even walk properly flat on his toes , i realised how lucky i was to have a pair of legs to walk with. and even to be able to run. u wake up everyday asking urself why u are born into this world. do you know that some ppl dun even have beds to sleep in? do you knwo that some ppl can't even see the sunlight creeping up on the blankies? and some ppl cannot even hear their moms breathing down their neck and asking them to wake up? my brother is a fucker. and i am crying because of him now he sucks. seee now he broke my train of thoughts and i cannot continue.. mann he suckssss. i hate the world. get me outta here. why must i have suck a fucking brother.. *SOBS*