heh. the pro is back!!! finally. and today i am smart enuff to snatch the com firx. good thing my bro isit back yet. YAAY. hmph. heee. so i shall continue mi pro speech kkays?

sometimes i just wonder if my dreams of becoming a world reknown scientist are ever gonna come true. truth is i really do not think so. at the pathetic rate i am going where i only manged to skim past the " JUST NICE" a1 and not even becoming top in class, i really really doubt so. i don't know if i have reached my true potential. "If you do not flap your wings, u will nv noe how high u can fly" heard this before? the problem is, i really don't have the energy or rather, the motivation to flap those wings of mine. sometime si feel like just giving up my dreams. but i noe that if i do, i will lose hope in everything and i will no longer feel the urge to do anything at all. basically, this dream of mine has keep me going for ages and i am afraid that if i drop it, it will be the end of the revelation of emily the pro. it will then be the beginning of emily the damned. haiz. some ppl do not have goals in life. and i feel that if we do not have goals in life, we might as well be better of dead. becos we have nothing to work towards and we will be constantly asking ourselves why we are working so hard. if u were to ask me why i am slogging my guts out when i can actually just choose to quit school , loiter ard the streets and go for gang fights. mi answer would definitely be becos i wanna be a great and noble scientist, and thats what keeps me goin. dreams drive me. they control the way u think. sometimes when u might just be totally down and depressed. no matter what ur fwens do to console u, u cannot run away from reality forever. u have to pick yourself up. if ppl mock at u, u have to "turn" what they say into motivation to strive for better results. you have to prove to them that u are gonna do way better than they expected u to do. its really up to you, yourself what u wanna do with this life of yours. dying is not a solution. so if u tell me u feel like committing suicide, i will think they u are a coward. cant face up to reality. ur death might be the only way to end all ur problems but it will bring to ur loved ones.... WHOOPS! WHAT SHEEET I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WRITING ABOUT THE AMAZING INVENTIONS OF MAN!!!! ALWAES LIDDAT... ESSAY OUTTA POINT AGAIN LAR!!!!!

MANNN. the pro is uhhhhhhhh OUTTTTTA HERE