fine. the pro is beri depressed so dun mess with her.

i din get to do 400m individual. becos i oni ran a 4.19 and i was last for goodness sake...
it seemed immpossible cos when i was running the 7TH set of 4oom before nationals , it was 4.17............... and that was aftr 78 SETS lehhhhh. waloa iaftr i ran the trial todae... i jus bend down and kept asking miself what had i done so badly and whre had all mi motivation gone...

all in all im still to confident of miself... i keep thinking im good at it. and i dunno that others wanna run 4oom as much as me.... i fail to take this into account even aftr i learnt mi lesson from nationals... and so to sae... i am a sucker. i am a ******. i am an asshole. i suck. kill me.
main point was that i CRIED. yea the pro who bhb ytd still sae she oni one nv cry... now she is the one who cried. i need a hug. gimme one. i will tank u for a million yrs. i wun cry when i fail mi shinese. i will oni cry if i do not run well and up to mi expectations and if i EVER fall below a 75 for my science.

i mean what clifton soh said was ultimately right.
" The worst thing that can happen to somebody is not to realise your true potential when you do not stretch yourself to your limit. If you do not stretch yourself,you will never reach the peak of your abilities. "

Now u know how much clif soh rawkks mi sox off??? *takes off socks* (hehe thats me neu ultra lame joke)

mayb the oni happy thing that happened besides fann and i becoming yvonne and kaileng was that wenrong said i am cute! YAAAAAAAAY!
the pro rawkks her socks off! (takes off socks)