I hereby announce that i am officially addicted to my laughing wrinkles. Ok, i'm seriously serious. Today when i walked back from Yew Tee MRT, i kept on smiling and touching my laughing wrinkle at the side of my face. Man. It's sadistic. But i can't help it. I felt that they we so cute!!!! like a line across my face. They are so cool.HAHA. Lats night i had the almost impossible dream of HIM. I wanna forget him but i can't. ^^ Glad that i can't forget him also. Sighs* No use fantasizing man. It's like this at this age. It will go away. But sometimes when i am bleeding in my heart, i really wish i had a shoulder to cry on... I wish there was someone to guide me in the dark. Man. I realised that i have feelings too?! Anyway. I decicded that i will attempt the Entrance Examination to the NUS High School For Maths And Science. I hope i will get in man... suddenlyrealised why there are so many cases of BGR happening. Everybody is feeling it. It's just a matter of how you control yourself. I know that i'm not even pretty and who would want me. So i shall stop all my nonsense but i have feelings too. I need a hand to hold, a shoulder to lean on, a teddy bear hug and soemone to speak to... My father??? Maybe. Ok . My father, my father's the best. Phew. Seems like i'm taking him like a substitute. *knocks head* Cut it out emily. Stop being stupid. You are not fit to have this kind of feelings. So shut up and go to sleep. I thought you always sya you MACHO??? Machos don't need those bullshit. Machos depend on themselves. They lie on their on shoulders. brace up. Don't run away from reality man. ~