I don't know why whenevr i see PB, i feel like a total stranger. It's not the seniors or my friends... It's just that unfamiliar feeling.Maybe it's because my first chioce wasn't PB but Social. Today when the seniors were waiting for us, i felt that i didn't know them. When they asked whether we wanted to watch a movie together, i was like MAN. Anyway, i had Speech and Drama later and couldn't go. I actually felt relieved. MAN. They always say that Even if PB is not our(juniors) first priority, it should not be our last priority. Sadly and sincerely, honestly and frankly, certainly and undoubtedly, PB IS MY LAST PRIORITY. Perhaps its because i a that thought that i'll soon be sacked from duty after being reprimanded by 5 TEACHERS. Each having mentioned that same old thing which i'm tired of..., "Emily, you are a (you-know-what)! How can you do this!" It's like why must they of all you-know-whats pick ME?? We aren't perfect. We make mistakes too. All the more they have been scolding me for things that were accidental. First of all, "shit" is NOT a vulgarity. It is an exclaimation. Thousands of people have used it, even the you-know-whats. Miss Vijay, have you any idea that is it a norm ot use it????? Mrs Koh, Darling Chinese teacher. Tons of people and sad to say everybody is talking, why must you pick me???????????? Miss Bose, do you know you have deeply hurt my pride and ego when you said those tons of words??? You have been observing me all the while and from UNSEEN PROSE, i can therefore conclude from this sentence that you have never bothered to observe other people except ME and hence, you have OVERLOOKED their mischieves. I was just picking up a pencil case that had fallen on the floor, isn't it normal???????? Miss Thomas, i hate you. I sincerely hate you. I really hate you. Did you know you made me more hard-hearted and that i promised myself that from that day on i would stop crying even when my parents die? You spoke of disgrace, disgusting and horrible what i did was. But did you LOOK CAREFULLY AND SCRUTINISED every word from that question that heaven had wanted me to answer. Entertainment was my topic and when i rolled the dice, it landed on that question, "Try to do something that you think your class would not know how to do." I think they didn't know how to drip water from they mouths. Okay it was silly i admit it. I also think i drank too much water. Still, you could just tell my kindly to wipe off the water, which i would, even if you had not told me to do so. Instead, you took your chance to tell me all the gibberish stuff. I was staring at the floor. I wanted to cry. But i held them back. A scientist would not shed tears so easily. I told myself, i wouldn't shed a single tear of joy even if i won the NOBEL PRIZE. Mr Tong, i hate you to the core. Did you know you made me cry jsut because my shoes were not as white as the shoes of the pupils in the class. You pointed uot that i was a *.My shoes were not Black. Thay day i wore white Sports shoes as i had training later in the evening and i didn't have TRACK SHOES and my school shoes were wet. Shoe white cannot be applied to Sports shoes. Do you know that simple fact?????????? You embarrassed me in front of everybody. When i stare into your face, i sincerely feel like spitting saliva all over you.