Have you any idea how much i hated today? Have you felt like stabbing your self 80 times? Have you ever felt like killing yourself????? Today sucks big time. It WASN'T MY DAY. You understand? We got back our Science EOY results.It was shocking?! I was busy asking people how much they got. Even if i was highest in class, doesn't mean i'm highest in level. I totally underestimated LOO WAN LING. I felt she was a load of my mind when suddenly, Aubrey came to me with the worst news i had ever heard in my life which made me wanna cry.(besides my Grandma's death). She got 85!!!! I got 80!!!! Can you see that great difference? I read Science everyday, every single day just for the EOY. What do i get??? A pathetic and moronic mark 80???? So this is what i get. Fine then. My dreams of being top in level has just been shattered into an infinite pieces...BY YOU. It ain't fair. The score isn't settled just yet. It will never be. As long as i'm alive. Just you wait. You will see. It's not that i hate your personality or what. It's just that when it comes to Science, everyones enemy. You are my rival. I hate you. Not for anything. But for Science. This incident has made me love Science even more.

The following letter is sincerely dedicated to Loo Wan Ling of Secondary 1J. (LWL if you are reading this please don't be pissed.)

Dearest Darling Sweetheart Wan Ling,
Do you know how DEVASTED i am upon hearing your marks? Do you know how DEPRESSED i was? You will know someday when i beat you.It's an incredible feat, i would say, to get 85. I was sincerely amazed. You can be proud of yourself. I mean, you have the right to be proud of yourself, for being able to be the top in level in SCIENCE. We might meet in Science Niche, if i get in, that is. But till then, we are still rivals. I can't face you. Whenever i see you, you have the numbers 85 written all over your face, i can't see that. When i stare into the mirror, i only see the numbers 80... I'm sick. i sincerely feel like killing myself. I lost to you. But i sincerely admire you for getting 85. Truely from the bottom of my heart.

Yours sincerely,

Emily Lim 1B

Afterwards during S1, i practically went nutcase and xiaoxi, laopo, jiayi and pearl said i kee siao. I was like telling everyone my stupid and lame joke about the square thingy. I was the only one laughing like a bonker. To put it easier, i laughed through the WHOLE of S1. i had a bunch of witnesses, ... Ok, i was actually drowning my sorrows about my science. I haven't recovered from the trauma YET.